Submissions by disDain
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write because I'm Happy... I write because I'm Sad... With pen in hand, I write gladly Therefore, I write because I can...
If The Day’s Okay…I’m Alright
If the day’s okay…I’m alright
I would write…What I could not say
…I tried
To convey the time that I’ve had mine…
Into my mind…I pray
If the day’s okay…I’m alright
Giving Thanks…For my angst, provides a place where my fear can reside
And my tears can revive…The lifeless eyes…I see
If the day’s okay…I’m alright
Seeking the night, when I cry in the mourning
I’m much obliged…Being twisted and contorted
Enlisted to conform with…A dissident assortment
Blended into all of us “We”
If the day’s okay…I’m alright ...
I would write…What I could not say
…I tried
To convey the time that I’ve had mine…
Into my mind…I pray
If the day’s okay…I’m alright
Giving Thanks…For my angst, provides a place where my fear can reside
And my tears can revive…The lifeless eyes…I see
If the day’s okay…I’m alright
Seeking the night, when I cry in the mourning
I’m much obliged…Being twisted and contorted
Enlisted to conform with…A dissident assortment
Blended into all of us “We”
If the day’s okay…I’m alright ...
#faith
#fate
#karma #luck
#karma #luck
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Up And At ’Em
Up and at ‘em…When I just wanna sleep
As luck would have it, I can only fathom having this peace…
Some imagined reprieve, that I could handle with ease, to turn the war and win the battle in me…
Dear Lord,
I plead for more…From the ground floor to soar
High from a balcony, where ancient alchemy’s released
Confounding winds with a baffling breeze
I dabble in these
Within my rabble-rousing skin
My spirit calls for action and the grappling begins…
Through the lens of these esoteric factions
Lives the fractious…Not enamored...
As luck would have it, I can only fathom having this peace…
Some imagined reprieve, that I could handle with ease, to turn the war and win the battle in me…
Dear Lord,
I plead for more…From the ground floor to soar
High from a balcony, where ancient alchemy’s released
Confounding winds with a baffling breeze
I dabble in these
Within my rabble-rousing skin
My spirit calls for action and the grappling begins…
Through the lens of these esoteric factions
Lives the fractious…Not enamored...
#determination
#healing
#motivational
#MyInspiration
#PersonalGrowth
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One Diatribe Per Diem
For neither rhyme nor reason, implied or kept secret. Intertwined, yet reaching behind the guise of my own twisted mind, seeking some sign of life’s meaning.
When the ultimate freedom is just living mine, I’m asking why does all my time keep on leaving....
While in between these lines I stay...Out of order & in disarray
At the border of an abnormal maze, on the way to the sort of place one loiters...To escape this burdensome trouble, I stumble & sway, I crumble & break to lumber & pray
So I can see the forest for the trees, while I...
When the ultimate freedom is just living mine, I’m asking why does all my time keep on leaving....
While in between these lines I stay...Out of order & in disarray
At the border of an abnormal maze, on the way to the sort of place one loiters...To escape this burdensome trouble, I stumble & sway, I crumble & break to lumber & pray
So I can see the forest for the trees, while I...
#LifeStruggles
#frustration
#philosophical
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Monster Ink
Dim the lights...
...And still your heart
Realize, and embark on, what some might describe as...Unfamiliar
Quietly look, but peer for naught...Just surrender
With the utmost alarm, you must feel in the dark, what so many have thought...
Could be real, though, should not
Embrace, what patiently awaits, in night's coal, black vault
...As was intended
Beyond all limits...Mysterious, and transcendent
For your nervous soul, to truly know, how skittish is your spirit
Capricious, as it fidgets...Allowing the breath & the scope of your entire being
Be...
...And still your heart
Realize, and embark on, what some might describe as...Unfamiliar
Quietly look, but peer for naught...Just surrender
With the utmost alarm, you must feel in the dark, what so many have thought...
Could be real, though, should not
Embrace, what patiently awaits, in night's coal, black vault
...As was intended
Beyond all limits...Mysterious, and transcendent
For your nervous soul, to truly know, how skittish is your spirit
Capricious, as it fidgets...Allowing the breath & the scope of your entire being
Be...
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A Cast Of Characters
The laborer...
The kids...
The next door neighbor, with the white picket fence
The saber rattling enabler, of the favored Prince of Peace
...Essentially, all of them, intrinsically me...
The nameless, who's claim to fame is, to remain anonymous
Confessing, and addressing some esoteric need
The cursed fool, composed full of wise man blessings
Inflected in high pitched squelching
Followed by muffled screams, and suppressed yelling
From up high in the attic, to downstairs in the basement
Dwells my replacements
Overly eager, yet patiently in line...
The kids...
The next door neighbor, with the white picket fence
The saber rattling enabler, of the favored Prince of Peace
...Essentially, all of them, intrinsically me...
The nameless, who's claim to fame is, to remain anonymous
Confessing, and addressing some esoteric need
The cursed fool, composed full of wise man blessings
Inflected in high pitched squelching
Followed by muffled screams, and suppressed yelling
From up high in the attic, to downstairs in the basement
Dwells my replacements
Overly eager, yet patiently in line...
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If, I Was Your Man
I'm not saying...I should
Or, I would
Or even, that I could
What I'm relaying, is...I can
...If, I was your man
You would never have to wonder
You'd automatically understand
The extent, to which, my love is advanced
Far beyond the elementary, introductory romance, you've experienced in your past
Without shame, you'd feel free to extol & exclaim
In a similar tone & way, like Etta James, when she sang, "At Last"
Enjoying the group dynamic...Between me, you, and God going at it...En masse
With the only conceivable clash, not...
Or, I would
Or even, that I could
What I'm relaying, is...I can
...If, I was your man
You would never have to wonder
You'd automatically understand
The extent, to which, my love is advanced
Far beyond the elementary, introductory romance, you've experienced in your past
Without shame, you'd feel free to extol & exclaim
In a similar tone & way, like Etta James, when she sang, "At Last"
Enjoying the group dynamic...Between me, you, and God going at it...En masse
With the only conceivable clash, not...
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...(alone)...
..(alone)...
The constant, and disheartening zone, I find myself in
Ending up being, where I've always been
Missing home...
Although, I don't know where my abode is
It might be on Skid Row...Before it's over with
Homeless me, isolated deep within the Wilderness
On my one-way pilgrimage
Detached & Apart
Companionless
From finish to start...My backwards analysis
Saw it ALL, being nothing more than abandonment
My very own, self-imposed banishment
Forever low
Goes my laments, into the abyss, of my old soul
Like, solo secrets...
The constant, and disheartening zone, I find myself in
Ending up being, where I've always been
Missing home...
Although, I don't know where my abode is
It might be on Skid Row...Before it's over with
Homeless me, isolated deep within the Wilderness
On my one-way pilgrimage
Detached & Apart
Companionless
From finish to start...My backwards analysis
Saw it ALL, being nothing more than abandonment
My very own, self-imposed banishment
Forever low
Goes my laments, into the abyss, of my old soul
Like, solo secrets...
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...FALLING...
While in the midst, of an all-out free-for-all
((With Myself))
Briefly, I pause...
In the middle of my own free fall
Not for dramatic effect, but, for just cause
Perhaps, because I already leapt
Not to plunge to my death, but to drop, in deep thought
Where I belong, no less
Been aloft, for too long, I guess
Lost my grip
I couldn't hold on...To this
Letting go, of what I know
Just to go...
...In depth!
And yet...
I'm still
...FALLING...
Do I need help?!
If help is coming..."Hell yeah!", I tried to mumble ...
((With Myself))
Briefly, I pause...
In the middle of my own free fall
Not for dramatic effect, but, for just cause
Perhaps, because I already leapt
Not to plunge to my death, but to drop, in deep thought
Where I belong, no less
Been aloft, for too long, I guess
Lost my grip
I couldn't hold on...To this
Letting go, of what I know
Just to go...
...In depth!
And yet...
I'm still
...FALLING...
Do I need help?!
If help is coming..."Hell yeah!", I tried to mumble ...
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I Swear...
b]The Truth, of the matter is...
I'm scared!
Although, I'm not afraid...I know fear
It's right here...Vulnerable & frightened
I swear!
Affirm, and declare...Under oath
With unusual excitement
Strengthened!
By the tenets, of my Lord's Prayer, I dare...To strive for enlightenment
...Out in the open...
Struggling, but coping, with trepidation's lies
Trying to surmise, what's quote, unquote "fair"
Hoping, it's sufficient...Hoping, God will still care
Comfort my despair
And grant me the courage, to bear, whatever burdens
To...
I'm scared!
Although, I'm not afraid...I know fear
It's right here...Vulnerable & frightened
I swear!
Affirm, and declare...Under oath
With unusual excitement
Strengthened!
By the tenets, of my Lord's Prayer, I dare...To strive for enlightenment
...Out in the open...
Struggling, but coping, with trepidation's lies
Trying to surmise, what's quote, unquote "fair"
Hoping, it's sufficient...Hoping, God will still care
Comfort my despair
And grant me the courage, to bear, whatever burdens
To...
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It Didn't Last Long
It didn't last long...
...IT!
Was about the length, of my favorite song
If...It was musical
It played along...Starting off, like...
"Simply Beautiful", had just come on
And you & me, inhaling trees
Intently listening, to the great, Al Green
Sing hypothetically, "If I gave you my love...I'd tell you what I'd do..."
As I write...I shake my head, while giggling too
Thinking about what was said, and believing it was true
That, love...is...conditional
And ours ended too soon
In an instant...I witnessed it move
From a...
...IT!
Was about the length, of my favorite song
If...It was musical
It played along...Starting off, like...
"Simply Beautiful", had just come on
And you & me, inhaling trees
Intently listening, to the great, Al Green
Sing hypothetically, "If I gave you my love...I'd tell you what I'd do..."
As I write...I shake my head, while giggling too
Thinking about what was said, and believing it was true
That, love...is...conditional
And ours ended too soon
In an instant...I witnessed it move
From a...
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Involuntarily Vetting Self
Being Real
Protected...By a glass force field
Reflecting, the same...Old different perspectives
***VAIN***
Showing spider-web cracked veins
Yet...Intact, for the simple fact, that...
I'm shatter-proof still
I'm NOT...here...2 kill
If anything, eYe hear, to heal the wounded
Just to see the music before I leave
To smell the fusion, the very idea of the scent of a union
Sweet enough to eat...Imbibe, and drink
The liquid essence of love
From way on high and up above
That special place where we...find...us
I hope...For ALL...That lie...
Protected...By a glass force field
Reflecting, the same...Old different perspectives
***VAIN***
Showing spider-web cracked veins
Yet...Intact, for the simple fact, that...
I'm shatter-proof still
I'm NOT...here...2 kill
If anything, eYe hear, to heal the wounded
Just to see the music before I leave
To smell the fusion, the very idea of the scent of a union
Sweet enough to eat...Imbibe, and drink
The liquid essence of love
From way on high and up above
That special place where we...find...us
I hope...For ALL...That lie...
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I Lay Awake At Night
..Mirrored...
Hands come together...In clapped prayer
Eyes close slowly, to witness, spotted after images
As we prepare
To take a visit...Somewhere, that's existing
...WHERE?
They're always listening
Aware, of what we're presenting
What are our, real intentions...What we're really getting...What we need & what needs more attention
It's ALL there! Every single last detail
Nothing's missing...We can't fail!
As long as we believe in, the beginning...Being never-ending
And some people's Hell, is where they choose to dwell, imprisoned
While...
Hands come together...In clapped prayer
Eyes close slowly, to witness, spotted after images
As we prepare
To take a visit...Somewhere, that's existing
...WHERE?
They're always listening
Aware, of what we're presenting
What are our, real intentions...What we're really getting...What we need & what needs more attention
It's ALL there! Every single last detail
Nothing's missing...We can't fail!
As long as we believe in, the beginning...Being never-ending
And some people's Hell, is where they choose to dwell, imprisoned
While...
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