Submissions by diablia363 (Alisha Ranstrom)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
diablia363 aka alisha I've been to nowhere and everywhere at same time ,I've felt so lost and silent. Until someone gave me deep underground on which to purge my thoughts spewing them from the depths of my mind..laying them out for others like me to find.
sex toy
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reason to smile
the sun is high hot and bright
something about the sun
breathes life back into me
depression overruns my day
makeing everything seem bleak
i try to shake this urge to sing
but i cant bear the weight of everything
i feel so sticky heated and cooked
but the sun makes me smile
as wind moves through the trees
i remember how much i used to love this heat
this rebirth for me as the season changes
i feel the whole earth breathe sighs of relief
as the earths spirit speaks to me
as i am all part earth religion
in this weather i too could...
something about the sun
breathes life back into me
depression overruns my day
makeing everything seem bleak
i try to shake this urge to sing
but i cant bear the weight of everything
i feel so sticky heated and cooked
but the sun makes me smile
as wind moves through the trees
i remember how much i used to love this heat
this rebirth for me as the season changes
i feel the whole earth breathe sighs of relief
as the earths spirit speaks to me
as i am all part earth religion
in this weather i too could...
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his way
he never says goodbye
so i guess ill never know hes gone
it isnt right isnt wrong but its him
his way to never say hello i miss you you look great
his ways to never appriciate his way to never say we date
his way to be late if hes never gone
hed never arrive just to never leave
i am lonely but always aware i greive
i died a thousand times of humiliation
ripped away is my heart bitten of my mouth
he never kisses me hello cause he never said goodbye
hed never say i love you if i never said it first
id never get mad if i just got an answer ...
so i guess ill never know hes gone
it isnt right isnt wrong but its him
his way to never say hello i miss you you look great
his ways to never appriciate his way to never say we date
his way to be late if hes never gone
hed never arrive just to never leave
i am lonely but always aware i greive
i died a thousand times of humiliation
ripped away is my heart bitten of my mouth
he never kisses me hello cause he never said goodbye
hed never say i love you if i never said it first
id never get mad if i just got an answer ...
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in death shall we part
time stands still quiet as winters snow
i am devastated but still wont let go
i know the reality the truth is evident
as a summer day is bright
my heart it hollows as all fears
are brought to light i wont yell
nor will i cry cause i wont satisfy
the devil in his eyes as
he stares at me with venom
and dark loatheing in his eyes
he doesnt wanna be here he never did
i guess im the last option or so it would seem
i cried he lied my fire in love just died
i try to refrain from believing the tales of deciet
i guess i must concede admit...
i am devastated but still wont let go
i know the reality the truth is evident
as a summer day is bright
my heart it hollows as all fears
are brought to light i wont yell
nor will i cry cause i wont satisfy
the devil in his eyes as
he stares at me with venom
and dark loatheing in his eyes
he doesnt wanna be here he never did
i guess im the last option or so it would seem
i cried he lied my fire in love just died
i try to refrain from believing the tales of deciet
i guess i must concede admit...
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shy observation
touch me its crazy i think
i want it so do you and we deny
the other until we go insane
it drives us into a frenzy
it makes us wild i sleep cuddled next to you
we are the others happiness
for now not forever
but i think thats what makes it better
the temporary feel of it
i cant hold onto this desire
come on light my fire
i guarantee you wont be dissapointed
and im sure i wont either
i can almost feel your hands on me
we hug we touch but not too much
everyone around us thinks we have
its what we joke about clown
im tryin to...
i want it so do you and we deny
the other until we go insane
it drives us into a frenzy
it makes us wild i sleep cuddled next to you
we are the others happiness
for now not forever
but i think thats what makes it better
the temporary feel of it
i cant hold onto this desire
come on light my fire
i guarantee you wont be dissapointed
and im sure i wont either
i can almost feel your hands on me
we hug we touch but not too much
everyone around us thinks we have
its what we joke about clown
im tryin to...
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happy valentines day
you never called
ive loved you always
small box of chocolates
to let you know im thinking of you
a tear stained pillow
to remind me you dont
you promised me
but whats a promise
except the very thing you break
how can you be so good at being fake
i guess ive just outlived my usefulness
happy valentines day
what a joke ,one not funny
your smile undoes my resolve
as your hands undo my pants
stupidity is a common ground
and the only one weve found
so happy valentines day
ive loved you always
small box of chocolates
to let you know im thinking of you
a tear stained pillow
to remind me you dont
you promised me
but whats a promise
except the very thing you break
how can you be so good at being fake
i guess ive just outlived my usefulness
happy valentines day
what a joke ,one not funny
your smile undoes my resolve
as your hands undo my pants
stupidity is a common ground
and the only one weve found
so happy valentines day
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demon mine
fuck me take me
hot passionate ,
violently no mercy,
but stop when i need,
make love fuck my face,
take love become my addiction
ill be sick for you master,
control and deveat me.
unbrideld rebirth
radicle orgasmic spasm
entirety that is our union
made whole by halves
put together we are whole
i submit you control
easily you enthralled
and disgusted me
im so ruined by that spark,
and you my candle in all this dark.
im craving you no other have i used,
will suffice your expertise unriveled
come to me beautiful...
hot passionate ,
violently no mercy,
but stop when i need,
make love fuck my face,
take love become my addiction
ill be sick for you master,
control and deveat me.
unbrideld rebirth
radicle orgasmic spasm
entirety that is our union
made whole by halves
put together we are whole
i submit you control
easily you enthralled
and disgusted me
im so ruined by that spark,
and you my candle in all this dark.
im craving you no other have i used,
will suffice your expertise unriveled
come to me beautiful...
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without you just thinkin
without you i am unhappy
without you even the day light ,
is dark,
i AM SO LOST MY MEMORIES
ARE OF ONLY THE GOODTIMEs
im disgusted with my weakness
I TRIED TO NOT THINK ABOUT YOU
BUT FIND I CANT SO EASILY FORGET
I BELIEVED IN US ,IN YOU
BUT NOW ALONE WITHOUT YOU
I AM JUST SO BROKEN
TOO BROKEN TO FEEL
I SCREAM THIS ISNT REAL
THIS IS A DREAM,A FUCKIN NIGHTMARE
BUT ROCKING I CANT SHAKE ME AWAKE
PINCHING MYSELF I REALIZE THIS IS REALITY ,IM NOT DREAMING
I REALLY AM JUST WITHOUT YOU
IVE STEPPED OFF THE EDGE
OF INFINITE IM...
without you even the day light ,
is dark,
i AM SO LOST MY MEMORIES
ARE OF ONLY THE GOODTIMEs
im disgusted with my weakness
I TRIED TO NOT THINK ABOUT YOU
BUT FIND I CANT SO EASILY FORGET
I BELIEVED IN US ,IN YOU
BUT NOW ALONE WITHOUT YOU
I AM JUST SO BROKEN
TOO BROKEN TO FEEL
I SCREAM THIS ISNT REAL
THIS IS A DREAM,A FUCKIN NIGHTMARE
BUT ROCKING I CANT SHAKE ME AWAKE
PINCHING MYSELF I REALIZE THIS IS REALITY ,IM NOT DREAMING
I REALLY AM JUST WITHOUT YOU
IVE STEPPED OFF THE EDGE
OF INFINITE IM...
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kills me
too much to say but have no words
loseing all touch with more than i can admit,feeling like i wish i couldnt,
i had pain thats so bad it made me numb,i allowed too much,just cant believe its going to happen,,no love
it makes me so fuckin pissed,
tears wont come i refuse to let them
im sick to MY STOMACH FROM ALL THE LIES I SWALLOWED,MY LACK OF EMOTION IS A SAD TRUTH,THE REALITY
OF WHAT WE REALLY WERE,ITS MIND NUMBING ...
ALL THIS RAGE BOILS IN MY CORE
I WANT TO SPIT IN YOUR FACE,
FUCKIN MAKE ME SMASH SHIT
I WOULDNT DO THIS BUT UR LACK
OF REACTION...
loseing all touch with more than i can admit,feeling like i wish i couldnt,
i had pain thats so bad it made me numb,i allowed too much,just cant believe its going to happen,,no love
it makes me so fuckin pissed,
tears wont come i refuse to let them
im sick to MY STOMACH FROM ALL THE LIES I SWALLOWED,MY LACK OF EMOTION IS A SAD TRUTH,THE REALITY
OF WHAT WE REALLY WERE,ITS MIND NUMBING ...
ALL THIS RAGE BOILS IN MY CORE
I WANT TO SPIT IN YOUR FACE,
FUCKIN MAKE ME SMASH SHIT
I WOULDNT DO THIS BUT UR LACK
OF REACTION...
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switch
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hopes death
so i find myself hurt that numbs
how can i be so cold the end foretold
i believed in us, in you
now what do i do
all your actions pointed to exactly this
you cant feel your too selfish
and if i allowed you to youd kill us both
you could always find some justification
to treat me like a woman beneath caste
you got with me cause you knew
that youd never love me im not your taste
and i looking back all i see is a tragic waste
im tired of unkept promises
lies and distrust
of sad attempts at loveing
how can a heartless person feel...
how can i be so cold the end foretold
i believed in us, in you
now what do i do
all your actions pointed to exactly this
you cant feel your too selfish
and if i allowed you to youd kill us both
you could always find some justification
to treat me like a woman beneath caste
you got with me cause you knew
that youd never love me im not your taste
and i looking back all i see is a tragic waste
im tired of unkept promises
lies and distrust
of sad attempts at loveing
how can a heartless person feel...
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im gone
traceing circles in smoke
realizing calling what we had a relationship was a joke
seeing through clear eyes no more tears believing no . more lies
yeah i could love you but why die trying to
cant answer without making shit up outlandish
so many times i wasted believing in you
sad ass muther fuckers aint got hustle
taking advantage of how a person feels for you
does not a hustler make ill give so you take
a battle of wit awe thats cute but buddy you are ill equipped
you can only fuck with me cause i let you babe
i act dumb so you dont feel stupid...
realizing calling what we had a relationship was a joke
seeing through clear eyes no more tears believing no . more lies
yeah i could love you but why die trying to
cant answer without making shit up outlandish
so many times i wasted believing in you
sad ass muther fuckers aint got hustle
taking advantage of how a person feels for you
does not a hustler make ill give so you take
a battle of wit awe thats cute but buddy you are ill equipped
you can only fuck with me cause i let you babe
i act dumb so you dont feel stupid...
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