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without you just thinkin

without you i am unhappy
without you even the day light ,
is dark,
i AM SO LOST MY MEMORIES
ARE OF ONLY THE GOODTIMEs
im disgusted with my weakness
I TRIED TO NOT THINK ABOUT YOU
BUT FIND I CANT SO EASILY FORGET
I BELIEVED IN US ,IN YOU
BUT NOW ALONE WITHOUT YOU
I AM JUST SO BROKEN
TOO BROKEN TO FEEL
I SCREAM THIS ISNT REAL
THIS IS A DREAM,A FUCKIN NIGHTMARE
BUT ROCKING I CANT SHAKE ME AWAKE
PINCHING MYSELF I REALIZE THIS IS REALITY ,IM NOT DREAMING
I REALLY AM JUST WITHOUT YOU
IVE STEPPED OFF THE EDGE
OF INFINITE IM JUST FLOATING
IN THE MOST DYSMAL PAINFUL ABYSS
I CAN REMEMBER HOW YOU FELT SO
TRAPPED RUNNING Away must to come back,just cause im a challenge not easily lead ,i loved you totally
and you try so hard to make me
hate you without you i hate you,
you so diligently drive me insane
without the love you made me believe
now WITHOUT YOU IS ALL I CAN SAY
NO HOPE AT TORTURES DAYS END
NO TEARS NO DISBELIEF IT IS WHAT IT IS WE ARE NEVER TO BE BEST FRIENDS
SO WHY LIE SUGAR COAT OR PRETEND
THAT YOU GIVE A FUCK ,JUST CAUSE IM
YOUR HUMAN EMOTIONAL GAME
BUT ALAS TNIS PAWN HAS A NAME
AND FACE ILL NOT GUARD OR BOW
I AM A CHALLENGE TO LOVE
BECAUSE YOU UNTIED THE BINDS
YOU ,WITHOUT YOU,THERE IS NO US
NOTHING EVEN REMOTELY COMPARES
TO BEING WITHOUT YOU ,
OH FRIENDSHIP THAT IS A DISTANT
MEMORY AND A aTRUST THAT CAN NEVER,
BE NOT NOW OR EVER youve went too
far to let you close ever again
Written by diablia363 (Alisha Ranstrom)
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