Submissions by darlingxxdesolate (Desolate Noir)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Just a lost macabre lady...spilling out words
SELF POEM
Published
24th May 2019 2:44am
24th May 2019 2:44am
Asteroid
These days I just don't feel the same
Dissociation seems my only escape
Fading faster and further away
Can't seem to hold myself in place
Numb, cold, completely destroyed
Floating off into the void
Dissociation seems my only escape
Fading faster and further away
Can't seem to hold myself in place
Numb, cold, completely destroyed
Floating off into the void
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
471 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
22nd May 2019 5:26pm
22nd May 2019 5:26pm
Fettered
I speak, no one listens so I stopped trying
Whats the point of living when all I feel like is dying
Exhausted by pain and tears
Screaming forever internally
But no one ever hears
Whats the point of living when all I feel like is dying
Exhausted by pain and tears
Screaming forever internally
But no one ever hears
#anxiety
#depression
#dark #death
#dark #death
472 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
18th May 2019 5:29pm
18th May 2019 5:29pm
Wasting My Time
Again and again you give me signs
Maybe I should say goodbye
Nothing I can say or do matters even a little to you
But I can't stop wasting my time
Holding too tightly on to hope
Deep down I know you'll never truly be mine
You forget I even exist
And I'm tired of always feeling like shit
Let go and set you free...
But I can't stop loving you
And wasting my time
Trying so hard to make you see me
Make you want me again
Anything at all but nothing
Nothing is all I ever get
And it's the...
Maybe I should say goodbye
Nothing I can say or do matters even a little to you
But I can't stop wasting my time
Holding too tightly on to hope
Deep down I know you'll never truly be mine
You forget I even exist
And I'm tired of always feeling like shit
Let go and set you free...
But I can't stop loving you
And wasting my time
Trying so hard to make you see me
Make you want me again
Anything at all but nothing
Nothing is all I ever get
And it's the...
#anger
#anxiety
#hate
#heartbroken
#FeelingLost
2820 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
16th May 2019 5:48pm
16th May 2019 5:48pm
Let me go
Look at me
Look at me
Just fucking pretend that I exist
Growing so very tired of this shit
Touch me
Touch me
Just one last time
Just to forget the pain
That torments me inside
Kiss me
kiss me
Make me believe that it will be alright
If only for a moment
Hate me
Hate me
All you do is degrade me
Abuse me and abate me
More more baby
Kill me
Kill me
This shit is killing me
I can no longer fight
Please now just let me be
Look at me
Just fucking pretend that I exist
Growing so very tired of this shit
Touch me
Touch me
Just one last time
Just to forget the pain
That torments me inside
Kiss me
kiss me
Make me believe that it will be alright
If only for a moment
Hate me
Hate me
All you do is degrade me
Abuse me and abate me
More more baby
Kill me
Kill me
This shit is killing me
I can no longer fight
Please now just let me be
#anxiety
#love
#grief
#loneliness
#heartbroken
573 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd May 2019 6:11pm
3rd May 2019 6:11pm
Unseen
Four offwhite crooked walls
Stare back blankly as the begin to close in
The air is becoming thin
I can feel the lack of oxygen
Heart begins to race
my body trembles and shakes
Darkness crushing without haste
Don't look now
For she is gone
Swallowed up by the darkness
Never again to be found.
Stare back blankly as the begin to close in
The air is becoming thin
I can feel the lack of oxygen
Heart begins to race
my body trembles and shakes
Darkness crushing without haste
Don't look now
For she is gone
Swallowed up by the darkness
Never again to be found.
#dark
435 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
3rd May 2019 7:04am
3rd May 2019 7:04am
Here we go again
Work in progress...
Something's wrong
Something's wrong
Don't question what I say
You know I'm always right
I will never go away
.....working on the end....
Something's wrong
Something's wrong
Don't question what I say
You know I'm always right
I will never go away
.....working on the end....
#anxiety
#dark
#suffering
441 reads
2 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
27th Apr 2019 8:53pm
27th Apr 2019 8:53pm
So far Gone
#brother
#death
#suicide
#drugs
#addiction
640 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
27th Apr 2019 1:59am
27th Apr 2019 1:59am
Anxiety
I don't mean to be this way
Truly never meant to be
But all these voices in my head
They get the best of me
Truly never meant to be
But all these voices in my head
They get the best of me
#anxiety
#depression
#dark #hurt
#dark #hurt
495 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Nov 2012 7:34am
22nd Nov 2012 7:34am
Be Still
Somber grief within my chest
Be still, be still,
In agony I writhe without rest
Sleepless beneath the starlit sky,
Midst my anguish both day and night
To be rid of all sorrows, and feel no more pain
Oh grim reaper I plead,
Reave this heart, that so constantly aches,
End these thoughts that drive me insane
Lay to rest this weary soul,
Into your embrace, I let go
Beneath the pale moonlight’s glow
Be still, be still,
In agony I writhe without rest
Sleepless beneath the starlit sky,
Midst my anguish both day and night
To be rid of all sorrows, and feel no more pain
Oh grim reaper I plead,
Reave this heart, that so constantly aches,
End these thoughts that drive me insane
Lay to rest this weary soul,
Into your embrace, I let go
Beneath the pale moonlight’s glow
861 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
20th Nov 2012 6:55pm
20th Nov 2012 6:55pm
Tomb
Oh night sky riddled with stars,
Upon thee often I have pondered,
Eyes closed I wished with all my heart
In hopes and faith, I had given my all
To no avail, my efforts did fall
Time well wasted,
In ominous darkness I've waited
Agony a plenty, earnest in my gloom
Accustomed to the darkness, I lie within my tomb
Barren and hollow beneath the sea of stars,
Still beneath the soil, coveted in the dark
Upon thee often I have pondered,
Eyes closed I wished with all my heart
In hopes and faith, I had given my all
To no avail, my efforts did fall
Time well wasted,
In ominous darkness I've waited
Agony a plenty, earnest in my gloom
Accustomed to the darkness, I lie within my tomb
Barren and hollow beneath the sea of stars,
Still beneath the soil, coveted in the dark
795 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
6th Nov 2012 7:06am
6th Nov 2012 7:06am
Sweet Sanity
11-5-12
Sweet Sanity
I’m at an all time low,
Nothing in this world makes sense anymore
Cannot bear this burden any longer,
It’s much worse than before
Nothing can save me,
This darkness has enslaved me
No more shall I try to resist,
Sit back, relax, allowing insidious acts to persist
Blackened poison courses through my heart and veins,
Demolishing and Dissolving all of my insides away
Scattered blood falls around like summer rain
Surrender to the tempting sensuous pain
As it sweeps me up off my...
Sweet Sanity
I’m at an all time low,
Nothing in this world makes sense anymore
Cannot bear this burden any longer,
It’s much worse than before
Nothing can save me,
This darkness has enslaved me
No more shall I try to resist,
Sit back, relax, allowing insidious acts to persist
Blackened poison courses through my heart and veins,
Demolishing and Dissolving all of my insides away
Scattered blood falls around like summer rain
Surrender to the tempting sensuous pain
As it sweeps me up off my...
916 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
6th Nov 2012 6:53am
6th Nov 2012 6:53am
Nothing.
11-5-12
Nothing
Nothing is so crystal clear,
Right before my very eyes,
I watch it all just disappear
Indulge in the pain just to feel
Alive on the surface,
Inside I’m decaying, Irrelevant being without purpose
A diagnosis, terminal darkness
Ready to burn, and fall into pieces
Death whispers to me,
‘The answer is near if you seek it’
Lovely death, my soul is yours for the keeping
I have died so long ago, this heart is no longer beating
Malicious memories of what will never be
Crimson incisions tear away at my...
Nothing
Nothing is so crystal clear,
Right before my very eyes,
I watch it all just disappear
Indulge in the pain just to feel
Alive on the surface,
Inside I’m decaying, Irrelevant being without purpose
A diagnosis, terminal darkness
Ready to burn, and fall into pieces
Death whispers to me,
‘The answer is near if you seek it’
Lovely death, my soul is yours for the keeping
I have died so long ago, this heart is no longer beating
Malicious memories of what will never be
Crimson incisions tear away at my...
736 reads
2 Comments
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