Submissions by darlingxxdesolate (Desolate Noir)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Just a lost macabre lady...spilling out words
DARK POEM
Published
7th Aug 2019 2:27am
7th Aug 2019 2:27am
Agonia
I met a girl who wasn't there
No one else noticed or they didn't care
I saw a girl who wasn't there again today
Oh how I wish
I wish she'd go away
She is always right beside me
Vacant eyes staring blindly
She will meet me again at three
Reminding me that she'll never leave
I saw a girl upon my stair
A girl who wasn't there
Oh how I wish she'd go away
Waiting for my end of days
No one else noticed or they didn't care
I saw a girl who wasn't there again today
Oh how I wish
I wish she'd go away
She is always right beside me
Vacant eyes staring blindly
She will meet me again at three
Reminding me that she'll never leave
I saw a girl upon my stair
A girl who wasn't there
Oh how I wish she'd go away
Waiting for my end of days
#anxiety
#dark
471 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
6th Aug 2019 7:51pm
6th Aug 2019 7:51pm
Hmm
How can I find the words to say
Tangled words within my mind
It's getting harder to find my rhymes
Perhaps this is all a dream
Perhaps this is a game
All I want to know is more than just your name
Anxiety stricken so its hard to push through
But something keeps telling me to speak with you
But then I remember the distance is great
And maybe you don't have room for me on your plate
But hope is a dangerous thing
Losing grip of everything
One last shot is all I've got left
So here's my last chance to try my...
Tangled words within my mind
It's getting harder to find my rhymes
Perhaps this is all a dream
Perhaps this is a game
All I want to know is more than just your name
Anxiety stricken so its hard to push through
But something keeps telling me to speak with you
But then I remember the distance is great
And maybe you don't have room for me on your plate
But hope is a dangerous thing
Losing grip of everything
One last shot is all I've got left
So here's my last chance to try my...
#anxiety
#PTSD
#admiration #crush
#admiration #crush
412 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
6th Aug 2019 1:49pm
6th Aug 2019 1:49pm
Answers unknown
Tell
Me
How does it feel to look into the mirror and smile back
How does it feel to be happy in ones skin
How does it feel to wake up and be grateful for being alive
How does it feel to not want to die
How does it feel to be loved and appreciated
How does it feel to be satiated and sane
How does it feel without all this pain...
I just want to feel real
Like I'm not just helpless and worthless and lonely
I wanna feel loved and cared for
I wanna know if anyone will care when I'm gone
Or will my body just fester and rot ...
Me
How does it feel to look into the mirror and smile back
How does it feel to be happy in ones skin
How does it feel to wake up and be grateful for being alive
How does it feel to not want to die
How does it feel to be loved and appreciated
How does it feel to be satiated and sane
How does it feel without all this pain...
I just want to feel real
Like I'm not just helpless and worthless and lonely
I wanna feel loved and cared for
I wanna know if anyone will care when I'm gone
Or will my body just fester and rot ...
#anxiety
#depression
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
#loneliness #LifeStruggles
406 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th Aug 2019 11:18pm
5th Aug 2019 11:18pm
Silly rabbit
Another false glimmer of hope
She chased it like a rabbit
Late late late
It's too fucking late
tripped and fell back into the void
Drenched in blood and paranoid
Sweet death take me the fuck away
I fantasize about ending my life each and every damn day
Today I made a noose and tried it on for size
Tightened it up and oh my God it felt so right
She chased it like a rabbit
Late late late
It's too fucking late
tripped and fell back into the void
Drenched in blood and paranoid
Sweet death take me the fuck away
I fantasize about ending my life each and every damn day
Today I made a noose and tried it on for size
Tightened it up and oh my God it felt so right
#anger
#depression
#dark
#suicide
#bipolar
519 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
4th Aug 2019 12:54pm
4th Aug 2019 12:54pm
Narcissist
A chaotic swirling web of lies.
Plotted out, and you took your time
It's almost as if it's an art for you
You've mastered how to tear me in two
You cut the head from the body
left me bleeding and rotting
Plotted out, and you took your time
It's almost as if it's an art for you
You've mastered how to tear me in two
You cut the head from the body
left me bleeding and rotting
#strength
#dark
#despair #emptiness
#despair #emptiness
548 reads
3 Comments
STORY POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2019 4:52am
2nd Aug 2019 4:52am
Tell me
Somewhere in between the lines
My pen and yours became entwined
Drowning in androgyny
I was you and you were me
My pen and yours became entwined
Drowning in androgyny
I was you and you were me
#hope
#dreams
#passion
417 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
2nd Aug 2019 3:10am
2nd Aug 2019 3:10am
No goodbyes (I hate YOU)
You are the reason I am this way
You are the source of all my pain
You are the one that keeps me awake every night
Tossing and turning in panic and fright
You have pushed away all those who were close
You are the one who needs me the most
You are the one that has brought me disease
You are the one who brings me to my knees
You love to watch me suffer
You love to watch me scream
You are the one who has taken control over me
You are the tumor infecting me
Tonight is the night I set you free
But I'm over this shit...
You are the source of all my pain
You are the one that keeps me awake every night
Tossing and turning in panic and fright
You have pushed away all those who were close
You are the one who needs me the most
You are the one that has brought me disease
You are the one who brings me to my knees
You love to watch me suffer
You love to watch me scream
You are the one who has taken control over me
You are the tumor infecting me
Tonight is the night I set you free
But I'm over this shit...
#dark
#suicide
#peace #escape
#peace #escape
408 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
1st Aug 2019 8:44pm
1st Aug 2019 8:44pm
Wasted breath
So tell me what the fuck I'm supposed to do
Livid if I'm silent, pissed if I speak too
The words fall and shatter on the ground
Unnoticed, they make no sounds
I'm so fucking lost and what's the fucking use
I could do it all and it will never be enough for you
Or anyone for that matter
I wanna paint this place in my blood splatter
Livid if I'm silent, pissed if I speak too
The words fall and shatter on the ground
Unnoticed, they make no sounds
I'm so fucking lost and what's the fucking use
I could do it all and it will never be enough for you
Or anyone for that matter
I wanna paint this place in my blood splatter
#anger
#loneliness
#dark
#despair
#emptiness
471 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
28th Jul 2019 6:37pm
28th Jul 2019 6:37pm
Last Words
Wish I knew just what to say
A million fucking words blasting holes in my brain...
Each time I try it doesn't seem to fit
I fuck up everything so of course this sounds like shit
For so long my words have blown away with the wind..
But this time they need to sting
I want you to hurt, feel just a inch of my pain
Maybe then you would have realized what drove me to the edge...
The format is all wrong
The flow is off cue
But fuck it cause it won't matter
You'll forget this too...
A million fucking words blasting holes in my brain...
Each time I try it doesn't seem to fit
I fuck up everything so of course this sounds like shit
For so long my words have blown away with the wind..
But this time they need to sting
I want you to hurt, feel just a inch of my pain
Maybe then you would have realized what drove me to the edge...
The format is all wrong
The flow is off cue
But fuck it cause it won't matter
You'll forget this too...
#anger
#anxiety
#dark #suicide
#dark #suicide
450 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
27th Jul 2019 3:45am
27th Jul 2019 3:45am
Transaction declined
Oh what I'd give for an ounce of respect
I know there isn't much left
I'd even settle for some relief
Here, take some of my grief
Perhaps a bit of appreciation
Spare a crumb of validation
I'll gladly trade you some guilts and regrets
For a sip of happiness
What I'd do for a simple smile
Maybe then I could sleep for a while
Alas the deal cannot be done
Counting my burdens one by one
I know there isn't much left
I'd even settle for some relief
Here, take some of my grief
Perhaps a bit of appreciation
Spare a crumb of validation
I'll gladly trade you some guilts and regrets
For a sip of happiness
What I'd do for a simple smile
Maybe then I could sleep for a while
Alas the deal cannot be done
Counting my burdens one by one
#anxiety
#dark
#insomnia
#PTSD
#despair
446 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
27th Jul 2019 3:20am
27th Jul 2019 3:20am
Gagged and bound
There's no air left to breathe
These worries they paralyze me
Uncomfortable as fuck in my own skin
They always find the way back in
Creeping without a trace
My mind the vessel for malaise
These worries they paralyze me
Uncomfortable as fuck in my own skin
They always find the way back in
Creeping without a trace
My mind the vessel for malaise
#anxiety
#dark
530 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th May 2019 3:07pm
24th May 2019 3:07pm
Stage V
The pains so deep, deeper than my soul
A constant comfort the only one I know
So far from the surface if only
Some relief..
Seeping ever deeper
Drowning in its sea...
Just want the suffering to end...
I want to be free...
A life forever filled with misery
A constant comfort the only one I know
So far from the surface if only
Some relief..
Seeping ever deeper
Drowning in its sea...
Just want the suffering to end...
I want to be free...
A life forever filled with misery
#anger
#anxiety
#depression
#dark
#suffering
452 reads
8 Comments
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