Submissions by darknessinthelight

This is not my writing but too funny to ignore... Enjoy I guess
>Home alone waiting on the babysitter to come
>sitter was late but single mom needs to make this appointment
>leaves me at home with the promise of pizza if i behave until sitter arrives
>I know sitter is on the way but I decide to sneak out a quick rub
>in the bathroom, take out my ipad, set it on its stand on the counter
>unplug the head phones, full volume, I'm edgy as fuck and it's time to be reckless
>Grab the lotion and drop my pants, turn on the faucet to muffle sounds, not...

I sit on the edge of the garden. The garden of life, the garden of love, the garden of personal choices. Tis I, the one who is always on the edge, ready to jump down the rabbit hole. Ready to burst into the flames of creativity and to ignite the spark that ignites the spark that emits a glow illuminating my world of darkness. I hold a key. Everyone holds a key to their own separate doors, doors of their existence, doors that open into a world anew. There is a fine line between fantasy and reality. I cross the threshold enmeshing both. I have a quaint understanding of things unheard. I bring...

Blackened is my heart with the heat of hells calling, ashes upon me like flies. I laugh manically as soon as I realized the blood is becoming more between my toes and breaths less from your body. I am of a stained, tainted mind with bipolar longings. Trapped beneath the skin of my wrists are the scars caused from the pain you have graciously given. I break you now, holding tbe power of the little life left inside you which ebbs and flows tauntingly close to the sulfuric acidity of your memories. Yet...something inside of me snaps. I begin to process the nightmarish thoughts of your suffering....

I am the one who sends messages only to be ignored. I am the one who stands alone in the rain. I am the one who hides her cuts. I am the one who hides her pain. I am the one nobody sits with. I am the only one by my side. I am the one who hears you screaming. I am the one who's terrified. I'll never be the one you love. I'm the one who's never been heard before. I'll be the one who nobody cares about. The one to be ignored.

I see the look in your eye as always you just walk on by. Inside I weep, inside I cry. When you're nice I know it's a lie. Happiness I defy. Hurting now, woe to I.