Submissions by cmspitz (Spitz)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"The bird fights its way out of the egg. The egg is the world. Who would be born must first destroy a world" Hermann Hesse
July 5th 2014
Cerberus loves to run, Cerberus being the Husky pup I recently got. He wore me out, today. He met the girlfriend. He likes her. He likes anyone, actually. But he doesn't like people with a lot of hair gel. Must smell funny to him. He didn't mind the fireworks yesterday. I'm baffled.
I am to meet my girlfriend's sister tomorrow, and I might know her. I might have dated her when I was in high school. I didn't make the connection until she told me her sister's full name. That's when I noticed they shared a last name. Fuck. We left on good terms, but it may be a little awkward. We were...
I am to meet my girlfriend's sister tomorrow, and I might know her. I might have dated her when I was in high school. I didn't make the connection until she told me her sister's full name. That's when I noticed they shared a last name. Fuck. We left on good terms, but it may be a little awkward. We were...
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Sex Ed
If this gets you aroused, I would hate to see what a real vagina would do to you.
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July 3rd 2014
Puppies are awesome. Picked up my own 12 hours ago. He's so cute. 3 months, so he's not big yet, nor too small. He's potty trained! Yay! That's very difficult to do. Oh god. He does have a habit of wanting to pee when he sees new people, but that's normal for puppies. He'll grow out of it. He does not like playing fetch, as expected. He loves to run. He was all over the living room. I took him for a longer walk just a couple of hours ago. I was afraid he would get steped on, so I took him out when nobody was out. I live in a residential area of the city, rather than downtown. Cheaper, and...
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July 2nd 2014
I like to experiment with my pieces. I even made my own writing style. The one where no more words are used than needed. Like Wake Up. I actually made that piece in a very, very dark time in my life. I was, as always, questioning my reality. I couldn't help but think I was constantly dreaming. I would do some kind of harm to actually "Wake Up", every day. One time, I ended up in a hospital, then I wrote about it. Yeah... Still love that piece. Although, many see it as a break away from auto pilot or assimilation, which was also a goal but managed to work it's way into that piece. It...
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Lost
Killing me,
Slowly
This pain,
I must,
Endure
Don't look back,
Carry on,
Always
No promises today,
Know death tomorrow,
Today live,
Lost
Slowly
This pain,
I must,
Endure
Don't look back,
Carry on,
Always
No promises today,
Know death tomorrow,
Today live,
Lost
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June 28th 2014
It's probably 4,5, or 6 right now. I don't feel like looking at a clock.
I just finished the anime Mirai Nikki (future diary). I watched it in two days. Amazing anime. Would never recommend it to anyone new to anime or someone that absolutely hates blood, rape (kinda implied but not implied, and very little is shown and is not sexualized. If anything, the rape scenes were meant to built character, back story and the feels and were also meant to disgust), female nudity (this is not a hentai, so nudity is present but not in large amounts. Also, it just skin and boobs, because it's not...
I just finished the anime Mirai Nikki (future diary). I watched it in two days. Amazing anime. Would never recommend it to anyone new to anime or someone that absolutely hates blood, rape (kinda implied but not implied, and very little is shown and is not sexualized. If anything, the rape scenes were meant to built character, back story and the feels and were also meant to disgust), female nudity (this is not a hentai, so nudity is present but not in large amounts. Also, it just skin and boobs, because it's not...
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Late June 26th or Early June 27th of 2014
I've haven't seen the sun in about 48 hours. It's not that I didn't go outside, it's just that there are some many clouds. Not to mention the fog. It's even cooled down significantly. I'm really grateful.
Around 18 on Friday is when I'm picking the date up. Am I nervous? Nope. Why not? She's cooler than I thought she would be.
I've been thinking about my future. I've been comparing myself to my sibling for a very long time. My sister is in a happy relationship, and my brother could get engaged soon. So as the youngest, I've been think about my future. I see my siblings...
Around 18 on Friday is when I'm picking the date up. Am I nervous? Nope. Why not? She's cooler than I thought she would be.
I've been thinking about my future. I've been comparing myself to my sibling for a very long time. My sister is in a happy relationship, and my brother could get engaged soon. So as the youngest, I've been think about my future. I see my siblings...
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The Lost Chapter of Genesis
On the first day, I created nothing. I willed for nothing to happen. And I declared nothing. I liked the darkness. It was soothing. The vast ocean of ink was prefect. I was too hung over to do anything. No, on the first day I slept.
On the second day, I was awoken by a great amount of light and sound. It stung greatly. I still have the image and sensation etched into my mind. Once the pain went away, I saw many balls of light above and below me. Gas surrounded my being. There were rocks spinning around these balls of mystery. I couldn't sleep, my head hurt too much. Then I created...
On the second day, I was awoken by a great amount of light and sound. It stung greatly. I still have the image and sensation etched into my mind. Once the pain went away, I saw many balls of light above and below me. Gas surrounded my being. There were rocks spinning around these balls of mystery. I couldn't sleep, my head hurt too much. Then I created...
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June 24th 2014
The date was nice and interesting, for reasons to be told later. So I'm going to give a brief summary of what happened, if that's okay. So I picked her up at 20:05, because I couldn't find matching socks. Usually it's "Life is too short to find matching socks", but know, I was nervous. I even styled my hair. Usually I like it messy, but does she? Answer is yes. Anyways, she literally is staying next door, so I would hardly call it picking up. Anyways, we walked to this restaurant that's about 5 blocks away. We got to know each other a little. So when we entered the restaurant, it...
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June 23rd 2014
I didn't sleep last night or this morning, and then I went to work. I came home a little later than expected, because of the damn rain. Fuck you clouds and your urination! Go to somewhere that has a drought! Why rain here, assholes? We have one of the greatest of lakes! We don't need your pity-piety droplets! *straightens imaginary tie* Sorry about that. 20 is when I pick up my date, yeah no movie anymore.
My brother is coming up on the 13th, can't fucking wait! I missed him. It's been a year since I've seen him. Last year I saw him at a funeral for someone. It's sad that I don't...
My brother is coming up on the 13th, can't fucking wait! I missed him. It's been a year since I've seen him. Last year I saw him at a funeral for someone. It's sad that I don't...
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June 22nd 2014
I slept till 14 and made eggs while drinking orange juice, naked. To my surprise, one of my roommate's parents were over. We were all mortified. My roommate came in after all of us screamed. He was very angry at me. Apparently he told me to get out of the house before noon. He didn't know I wasn't awake. Funny how those things work out so perfectly. If you're wondering why I was making eggs naked, I too am wondering the same thing.
I personally like to think Walt Disney is a Nazi that is in favor of homosexual couples. I think Disney did something that was pro LGBT, which probably...
I personally like to think Walt Disney is a Nazi that is in favor of homosexual couples. I think Disney did something that was pro LGBT, which probably...
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June 21st 2014
Writing this one a little sooner than I thought, but there was a five day gap so, yeah.
The suburbs were nice, we just hung out mainly. Played some basketball, ultimate, biked around, found a tons of cheap restaurants. It was quiet and peaceful. I was actually able to sleep those four or five days I was there. I'm back at my place now, and was greeted with cat urine all over my room. I was and still am mad as all hell. I swear I closed my door. Fucking roommates with their fucking cats.
So my sister, after two years, finally decided to send me a message through Facebook....
The suburbs were nice, we just hung out mainly. Played some basketball, ultimate, biked around, found a tons of cheap restaurants. It was quiet and peaceful. I was actually able to sleep those four or five days I was there. I'm back at my place now, and was greeted with cat urine all over my room. I was and still am mad as all hell. I swear I closed my door. Fucking roommates with their fucking cats.
So my sister, after two years, finally decided to send me a message through Facebook....
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