Submissions by closram25
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
19th Nov 2018 3:09pm
19th Nov 2018 3:09pm
No one
I think I'm leaving soon
No one to talk to
Drinking down this pain
Keeping myself in sane
I'll touch the flame
I'm ok, lying to my brain.
Going downstream
I'm living the dream
Since I was nineteen
Every day's the same routine
I don't need a theme,
I'm living in sorrow
What will be of tomorrow
On time that I borrow
Everything I feel is hollow.
I think I'm leaving soon
No one to talk to
Will I see my own tomb
Will I feel my own doom.
No one to talk to
Drinking down this pain
Keeping myself in sane
I'll touch the flame
I'm ok, lying to my brain.
Going downstream
I'm living the dream
Since I was nineteen
Every day's the same routine
I don't need a theme,
I'm living in sorrow
What will be of tomorrow
On time that I borrow
Everything I feel is hollow.
I think I'm leaving soon
No one to talk to
Will I see my own tomb
Will I feel my own doom.
#sadness
#depression
#suffering #hurt
#suffering #hurt
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LOVE POEM
Published
19th Nov 2018 3:06pm
19th Nov 2018 3:06pm
Numb
Everything's numb I don't know what's real
You were everything to me what's the deal,
Sold the broken pieces of my heart
To buy a needle to sow it back together
Nothing's the same, I stay in my ways
The void in my heart, tears me apart.
Take me back two thousand and nine
So I won't suffer as I am this time
And I hate being alone in my sorrow
Everything to talk about but the feelings hollow.
Everything's numb I don't know what's real
Everything's numb I don't know what's real
I wonder if I can heal I wonder if I can heal.
You were everything to me what's the deal,
Sold the broken pieces of my heart
To buy a needle to sow it back together
Nothing's the same, I stay in my ways
The void in my heart, tears me apart.
Take me back two thousand and nine
So I won't suffer as I am this time
And I hate being alone in my sorrow
Everything to talk about but the feelings hollow.
Everything's numb I don't know what's real
Everything's numb I don't know what's real
I wonder if I can heal I wonder if I can heal.
#depression
#heartbroken
#hurt
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Nov 2018 4:48am
17th Nov 2018 4:48am
Xoxo
To love unconditionally
I often struggle loving myself
Yet alone another person
On my way to 22 and I'm unsure
Of everything I've lived through.
The pain never ends, I'm numb
Whether the candle burns fast
Or slow eventually I'll learn to
Forgive; forget. Love myself.
Love now, cry later. Xoxo.
I often struggle loving myself
Yet alone another person
On my way to 22 and I'm unsure
Of everything I've lived through.
The pain never ends, I'm numb
Whether the candle burns fast
Or slow eventually I'll learn to
Forgive; forget. Love myself.
Love now, cry later. Xoxo.
#love
#TimeHeals
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Nov 2018 12:43pm
16th Nov 2018 12:43pm
Lost Cause
I look in the mirror and
See a broken smile
Needle in my skin to
make it worthwhile
All this for a lost cause;
I'm a lost cause
I used to want you as mine
Ten years chasing after a lost cause
I wish I could've not wasted time
All after a worthless dime
7,880 days have passed
For a lost cause yeah I'm a lost cause.
See a broken smile
Needle in my skin to
make it worthwhile
All this for a lost cause;
I'm a lost cause
I used to want you as mine
Ten years chasing after a lost cause
I wish I could've not wasted time
All after a worthless dime
7,880 days have passed
For a lost cause yeah I'm a lost cause.
#sadness
#FeelingLost
#emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
16th Nov 2018 12:18pm
16th Nov 2018 12:18pm
Alone
I stare at the sky oftentimes
See my fate in the constellations
I played it a million times in my head
And I always die in the end.
I'm so sick of not feeling at home
I don't want to die alone.
See my fate in the constellations
I played it a million times in my head
And I always die in the end.
I'm so sick of not feeling at home
I don't want to die alone.
#sadness
#depression
#loneliness #emptiness
#loneliness #emptiness
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
14th Nov 2018 12:39pm
14th Nov 2018 12:39pm
Fear/ Unfound (interlude)
Offense or defense
Passive or violent
I'll cut my wrists til
My heartbeat is silent"
Pure or corrupt
My soul will rot
I don't want to die like this
Everything to tell you
But I'm always silent
You are my queen
Until I'm no longer seen.
And I've always wondered
If I loved myself enough
To make it past the finish line;
Diminished of hope, eaten alive
Filled with regrets.
Do I search for happiness or
Rest eternally corrupt..?
Passive or violent
I'll cut my wrists til
My heartbeat is silent"
Pure or corrupt
My soul will rot
I don't want to die like this
Everything to tell you
But I'm always silent
You are my queen
Until I'm no longer seen.
And I've always wondered
If I loved myself enough
To make it past the finish line;
Diminished of hope, eaten alive
Filled with regrets.
Do I search for happiness or
Rest eternally corrupt..?
#lyrics
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Nov 2018 12:35pm
14th Nov 2018 12:35pm
Dance with Death
Russian roulette I'm traumatized
Die alone till I'm alright
Forgive me for all my sins,
I've watered myself in hope I grow
For I am a flower that hasn't rose
The feeling of drowning never arose.
Die alone till I'm alright
Forgive me for all my sins,
I've watered myself in hope I grow
For I am a flower that hasn't rose
The feeling of drowning never arose.
#sadness
#frustration
#confusion
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
12th Nov 2018 4:17pm
12th Nov 2018 4:17pm
You Never Know
I've been walking down this path
For way to long
Don't really want to be here
But I'll continue until the end
You'll never know you'll never know
If good comes in the end.
For way to long
Don't really want to be here
But I'll continue until the end
You'll never know you'll never know
If good comes in the end.
#LifeStruggles
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Nov 2018 4:17pm
12th Nov 2018 4:17pm
Self Loathing
For better or for worse
In the end I'll always
Out due my flaws
I hate you I hate me
I want you to forget me
Never worth the time
Hard to love from start
Everything I am I hate,
Days like this I fall apart.
In the end I'll always
Out due my flaws
I hate you I hate me
I want you to forget me
Never worth the time
Hard to love from start
Everything I am I hate,
Days like this I fall apart.
#hate
#frustration
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Nov 2018 8:01am
12th Nov 2018 8:01am
Dead Inside
She left she left me by my lone
I don't really understand at all
Season's fall I'm dead inside
Numb this pain I'm dead inside
I don't really understand at all
Season's fall I'm dead inside
Numb this pain I'm dead inside
#heartbroken
#hurt
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Nov 2018 7:59am
12th Nov 2018 7:59am
Lost (introduction)
Depression and anxiety
I've fought addictions
For better or worse
I still feel emptiness inside.
I fear my time's coming soon
I hope I can make my mom
Proud by then until then
Love now; cry later.
I've fought addictions
For better or worse
I still feel emptiness inside.
I fear my time's coming soon
I hope I can make my mom
Proud by then until then
Love now; cry later.
#heartbroken
#FeelingLost
#healing
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Oct 2018 10:01am
27th Oct 2018 10:01am
Feel
I don't
Want to feel like nothing to you
I don't
Want to feel like I lost you.
You were
Everything I ever needed
In my
Eyes you're my queen.
I want
To be everything you wanted.
I don't
Want to feel like nothing to you
I don't
Want to feel like I lost you.
I know
Everything's all in my head,
I hate myself.
Want to feel like nothing to you
I don't
Want to feel like I lost you.
You were
Everything I ever needed
In my
Eyes you're my queen.
I want
To be everything you wanted.
I don't
Want to feel like nothing to you
I don't
Want to feel like I lost you.
I know
Everything's all in my head,
I hate myself.
#FeelingLost
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