Fear/ Unfound (interlude)

"Offense or defense
Passive or violent
I'll cut my wrists til
My heartbeat is silent"
Pure or corrupt
My soul will rot
I don't want to die like this
Everything to tell you
But I'm always silent
You are my queen
Until I'm no longer seen.

And I've always wondered
If I loved myself enough
To make it past the finish line;
Diminished of hope, eaten alive
Filled with regrets.
Do I search for happiness or
Rest eternally corrupt..?