Submissions by brownwidow (Susie13)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Allowing you to perceive the darkest parts of my mind. Erotica, love, depression, violence, death and nothing more.
SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
13th Sep 2022 8:59am
13th Sep 2022 8:59am
Eternal Student
The eternal student craves knowledge
And the depths of eternal wisdom
Not to fill the ego of self
But because they are in a constant covetous state of mine
Yearning to be fulfilled but not by outer sources such as materialism, temporary lovers and pleasures
But with what lies in between the lines of each academia consumed
And what the universe beyond the earthly bound must illuminate
They do not understand the entropy of life’s sufferance
They are derided for not taking interest in current high-class fashion and mudsling
Ridiculed...
And the depths of eternal wisdom
Not to fill the ego of self
But because they are in a constant covetous state of mine
Yearning to be fulfilled but not by outer sources such as materialism, temporary lovers and pleasures
But with what lies in between the lines of each academia consumed
And what the universe beyond the earthly bound must illuminate
They do not understand the entropy of life’s sufferance
They are derided for not taking interest in current high-class fashion and mudsling
Ridiculed...
#death
#spiritual
#TruthOfLife
#culture
#wisdom
433 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th Sep 2022 8:46am
13th Sep 2022 8:46am
Nocturnal Poison
Gazing into the melancholy night skies, its energy transmutes my emotions
An unfamiliar ancient sorrow overcomes, and I enter a trance
As the esoteric knowledge of the moon enchants my soul
The nocturnal poison overflows as its emotion’s irrupts everything known to my existence
Blood mist fills the melancholy night skies leaving an unken evident stench
This flesh prison has acceded its humanly limits as my mind and soul expands and accelerates into the occult
Fragments of epidermis slowly lift off me and turns to into dust as it joins the blood mist ...
An unfamiliar ancient sorrow overcomes, and I enter a trance
As the esoteric knowledge of the moon enchants my soul
The nocturnal poison overflows as its emotion’s irrupts everything known to my existence
Blood mist fills the melancholy night skies leaving an unken evident stench
This flesh prison has acceded its humanly limits as my mind and soul expands and accelerates into the occult
Fragments of epidermis slowly lift off me and turns to into dust as it joins the blood mist ...
#dark
#death
#spiritual #gothic
#spiritual #gothic
351 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
9th Sep 2022 4:28pm
9th Sep 2022 4:28pm
Rose Garden Funeral
The phantasmagoria of a quaalude sleep only thickens over time
Blood of mine turns the green stems of roses into red velvet thorns
Vines, they wrap themselves around my existence till I turn grey
Overtime these flower fields will decompose like I have into their soil
But for now, l linger in each breeze of the fragrance of roses
Inhaling me
As you inhale your favorite floral scent
Blood of mine turns the green stems of roses into red velvet thorns
Vines, they wrap themselves around my existence till I turn grey
Overtime these flower fields will decompose like I have into their soil
But for now, l linger in each breeze of the fragrance of roses
Inhaling me
As you inhale your favorite floral scent
#grief
#dark
#gothic
#death
#emptiness
500 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Sep 2022 8:45am
9th Sep 2022 8:45am
Lethal Emotions
I feel my emotions crawling out of my skin like spiders,
No matter how much I try to repress and keep my emotions recluse my face shows it all like the confusions of a web
Your lies taste so sweet pressed against my lips,
Your deceit has this ill effect on me that it calms the chaos in my mind
I’ve lost my sense of direction, so I dance like a spider on a web till I feel the echoes and the vibration of your movement
Then, I find my way back to you in the center of the web and back to the center of your heart
Our emotions are bond together wrapped so tight in...
No matter how much I try to repress and keep my emotions recluse my face shows it all like the confusions of a web
Your lies taste so sweet pressed against my lips,
Your deceit has this ill effect on me that it calms the chaos in my mind
I’ve lost my sense of direction, so I dance like a spider on a web till I feel the echoes and the vibration of your movement
Then, I find my way back to you in the center of the web and back to the center of your heart
Our emotions are bond together wrapped so tight in...
#dark
#emptiness
#emotional
589 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th Sep 2022 8:10am
9th Sep 2022 8:10am
Love's Darkest Shade
Cold and bitter, I detest the vibrant colors the days bring,
I mourn for the monotoned colors the night brings while I rot and wither
As I linger on the contrasts of you which exist in darkest parts of my mind
Your hallowed touch spoke for your words of silence
Shame that bleeds and deepens itself into my existence
Though the betrayal did not begin when the blade pierced me but when you began to twist profusely
I pour the darkest shade of my love onto you with no control of my animosity
I envy the peace and normalcy you carry...
I mourn for the monotoned colors the night brings while I rot and wither
As I linger on the contrasts of you which exist in darkest parts of my mind
Your hallowed touch spoke for your words of silence
Shame that bleeds and deepens itself into my existence
Though the betrayal did not begin when the blade pierced me but when you began to twist profusely
I pour the darkest shade of my love onto you with no control of my animosity
I envy the peace and normalcy you carry...
#love
#grief
#dark
#shame
#frustration
307 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
7th Sep 2022 11:44pm
7th Sep 2022 11:44pm
Mournful Embrace
Deep ache in my chilling bones
Withering away in the wind
Drowning in a void of emotion
Despondent and distraught
Mournful embrace
Emergent funeral skies,
They create a gale
Lifts my black veil
The fragrance of your bloodless flesh hits my nose like a substance
Deprived of genuine solace
Empty bodies fail to comfort
Misconstrued and forlorn
Forborne to show vulnerability
Inability to grasp the concept of life without you
Begging to rot with you
Consequential to exist without you
Life...
Withering away in the wind
Drowning in a void of emotion
Despondent and distraught
Mournful embrace
Emergent funeral skies,
They create a gale
Lifts my black veil
The fragrance of your bloodless flesh hits my nose like a substance
Deprived of genuine solace
Empty bodies fail to comfort
Misconstrued and forlorn
Forborne to show vulnerability
Inability to grasp the concept of life without you
Begging to rot with you
Consequential to exist without you
Life...
#grief
#dark
#gothic
#death
#despair
296 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
7th Sep 2022 8:17am
7th Sep 2022 8:17am
The Human Concept of Time and Love
Numb bodied aching in the dark
Staring blindly into nothing
Bedridden with heavy emotions
These gloomy summer days remind me of past times
Reminiscing of our wintertime lust
To be one is emanating
Your intelligence radiated these empty halls
Your fragrance still trapped on the tight corners of my bed
What I would do to feel your emotional depth once more
But the past and the present are unchangeable
The universe antagonizes me with its cruel concept of time
To accept this new physical reality is suicide to my psyche
What I would...
Staring blindly into nothing
Bedridden with heavy emotions
These gloomy summer days remind me of past times
Reminiscing of our wintertime lust
To be one is emanating
Your intelligence radiated these empty halls
Your fragrance still trapped on the tight corners of my bed
What I would do to feel your emotional depth once more
But the past and the present are unchangeable
The universe antagonizes me with its cruel concept of time
To accept this new physical reality is suicide to my psyche
What I would...
#sadness
#grief
#loneliness
#dark
#emptiness
378 reads
5 Comments
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