Submissions by bmxer511901
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2016 12:23pm
22nd Dec 2016 12:23pm
Prisoner of Pain
Chained. By fears, I can't unlock.
Lost. In battles, I can not win.
Isolated. By the words, I can't speak.
Scared. With wounds, I can not see.
Beaten. By the broken, I can't fix.
Tricked. By the fool, I can not trust.
Hated. By the lover, I can't love.
Robbed. By the generous, I can not share.
Disappointed. By the past, I can't change.
Detached. From the present, I can not live.
Wasted. The time, I can't replace.
...
Lost. In battles, I can not win.
Isolated. By the words, I can't speak.
Scared. With wounds, I can not see.
Beaten. By the broken, I can't fix.
Tricked. By the fool, I can not trust.
Hated. By the lover, I can't love.
Robbed. By the generous, I can not share.
Disappointed. By the past, I can't change.
Detached. From the present, I can not live.
Wasted. The time, I can't replace.
...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
5th Jun 2015 5:31am
5th Jun 2015 5:31am
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
Everything in our lives, that is happening has a lesson to it. If we dont ask what is the lesson we never find what we are supposed to learn. We rarely ask what our obstacles say about us, instead we ask how to overcoming them, which may be a lesson in itself. But some times we overcome our problems but they still reappear. If this is persistent then maybe you have not found your correct answer. Or you know the right answer but fail to do the right thing.
we are complex emotional beings who some times know whats right but feelings pull us in the wrong path. This also happens with...
we are complex emotional beings who some times know whats right but feelings pull us in the wrong path. This also happens with...
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DARK POEM
Published
20th May 2015 6:08am
20th May 2015 6:08am
Immortal Slave
When will my mind finally be free,
To think how ever I please?
How do I remove this demon's seed.
filling my soul with hate and greed.
I am caught in limbo, with no will to choose.
Paralyzed by fear, afraid to move.
Let go of the past it has nothing to prove.
Only broken memories ment to confuse.
Why must I live in despair?
As if happiness should be so rare.
But still I fight to break my chains.
Pay my debts, a slave made free.
I am the keeper of my key.
Seasons change, I remain.
everything ages, I stay the same.
My...
To think how ever I please?
How do I remove this demon's seed.
filling my soul with hate and greed.
I am caught in limbo, with no will to choose.
Paralyzed by fear, afraid to move.
Let go of the past it has nothing to prove.
Only broken memories ment to confuse.
Why must I live in despair?
As if happiness should be so rare.
But still I fight to break my chains.
Pay my debts, a slave made free.
I am the keeper of my key.
Seasons change, I remain.
everything ages, I stay the same.
My...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th May 2015 2:18am
10th May 2015 2:18am
Water in the Rain
She is the water in the rain, when the storm begins to rage.
A chapter in a book, anticipating every page.
Some will say that this life is only a phase.
But the love we make only lasts for days.
She is like water in the rain, when the storm begins to fall.
When the lone wolf cries, does his pack hear his call?
Was he pushed away, or did he leave.
Did any one miss him, did any one grieve.
She is like water in the rain, when the storm grows still.
A small glimse of calmness from a little white pill.
The rain may stop but the clouds are still...
A chapter in a book, anticipating every page.
Some will say that this life is only a phase.
But the love we make only lasts for days.
She is like water in the rain, when the storm begins to fall.
When the lone wolf cries, does his pack hear his call?
Was he pushed away, or did he leave.
Did any one miss him, did any one grieve.
She is like water in the rain, when the storm grows still.
A small glimse of calmness from a little white pill.
The rain may stop but the clouds are still...
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DARK POEM
Published
7th May 2015 4:35am
7th May 2015 4:35am
The Dark Knight and the Queen In White.
The Knight of darkness loves the Queen in white.
The fire that warms the hearts of lovers,
Burns in the minds of the mad.
And what is given with the left hand is then taken with the right.
People can be blind, and never lose thier sight.
Things may not always be as they seem.
Everything that shines, dosen't always gleam.
A life of chaos with sinful pleasures.
Or a simple life with hidden treasures.
A life of luxury that feels so hollow.
Even our leaders need some one to follow.
Things may not always be as they seem.
Every thing that shines,...
The fire that warms the hearts of lovers,
Burns in the minds of the mad.
And what is given with the left hand is then taken with the right.
People can be blind, and never lose thier sight.
Things may not always be as they seem.
Everything that shines, dosen't always gleam.
A life of chaos with sinful pleasures.
Or a simple life with hidden treasures.
A life of luxury that feels so hollow.
Even our leaders need some one to follow.
Things may not always be as they seem.
Every thing that shines,...
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SELF POEM
Published
3rd Apr 2015 7:16am
3rd Apr 2015 7:16am
Duality
I feel him tossing and turning deep inside.
That awful demon I try to hide.
Awkened early from his slumber.
His fury his pain no longer can I encumber.
My eyes turning a deep dark umber.
Terrified of his god like wrath.
Avoid taking the easy path.
Battling him inside and out.
Keeping quiet when I want to shout.
Duality is driving me crazy.
And my memory is awful hazy.
All this bullshit does not phase me.
My future I can foresee. But fate is still no guarantee.
☆This boy thinks that good triumphs evil.
Has he...
That awful demon I try to hide.
Awkened early from his slumber.
His fury his pain no longer can I encumber.
My eyes turning a deep dark umber.
Terrified of his god like wrath.
Avoid taking the easy path.
Battling him inside and out.
Keeping quiet when I want to shout.
Duality is driving me crazy.
And my memory is awful hazy.
All this bullshit does not phase me.
My future I can foresee. But fate is still no guarantee.
☆This boy thinks that good triumphs evil.
Has he...
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Jan 2015 4:31am
14th Jan 2015 4:31am
losing my mask
You fell in love with this mask I wear.
But when I show myself, is's not there.
You tell me how wonderful it looks.
The real me hidden in shadowy nooks.
Could you ever love the creature inside.
The only thing I fight to hide.
The real me is harsh, damaged, and cruel.
If I told you you would feel like a fool.
So I keep it on, and I hope that you never go away.
I dont want to be me,I want you to stay.
I fight and fight to keep it on.
If it falls off you will be gone.
All this fighting is making me weak.
The future beging to look so bleak....
But when I show myself, is's not there.
You tell me how wonderful it looks.
The real me hidden in shadowy nooks.
Could you ever love the creature inside.
The only thing I fight to hide.
The real me is harsh, damaged, and cruel.
If I told you you would feel like a fool.
So I keep it on, and I hope that you never go away.
I dont want to be me,I want you to stay.
I fight and fight to keep it on.
If it falls off you will be gone.
All this fighting is making me weak.
The future beging to look so bleak....
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Jan 2015 5:50am
9th Jan 2015 5:50am
dreaming a dreamless dream of you
Dreaming a dreamless dream of you.
Hoping my nightmares never come true.
I'm running from failure, heading for success.
I can't back down, so I give it my best.
Moving faster than light, with no limit in sight.
I'm soaring higher than the moon at night.
I hear them call. "Oh please don't fall."
As I walk on the tightrope tall.
Don't look down, keep your eyes ahead.
Don't think of how far you have to go, but how far you've come instead.
Now wake up, get on your path, get out of bed.
Hoping my nightmares never come true.
I'm running from failure, heading for success.
I can't back down, so I give it my best.
Moving faster than light, with no limit in sight.
I'm soaring higher than the moon at night.
I hear them call. "Oh please don't fall."
As I walk on the tightrope tall.
Don't look down, keep your eyes ahead.
Don't think of how far you have to go, but how far you've come instead.
Now wake up, get on your path, get out of bed.
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
7th Jan 2015 8:28pm
7th Jan 2015 8:28pm
live fast die young
She lets me sit behind the wheel,
In control is how I feel.
Until the day she let me drive,
I never quite felt alive.
Around the the corners, up and down hills,
But learning the truth, truly kills.
Because I was driving, she was steering,
My sense of control was disappearing.
She was steering us straight to disaster,
And all I did was drive even faster.
I seen all the signs that said dead end,
And I enjoy what moments we have left to spend.
I could slow down, I could hit the brakes;
Then we are stuck in our world of mistakes.
Turn the...
In control is how I feel.
Until the day she let me drive,
I never quite felt alive.
Around the the corners, up and down hills,
But learning the truth, truly kills.
Because I was driving, she was steering,
My sense of control was disappearing.
She was steering us straight to disaster,
And all I did was drive even faster.
I seen all the signs that said dead end,
And I enjoy what moments we have left to spend.
I could slow down, I could hit the brakes;
Then we are stuck in our world of mistakes.
Turn the...
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DARK POEM
Published
19th Dec 2014 9:08am
19th Dec 2014 9:08am
Succubus
Finally coming out honest and true.
Still hiding behind words, its what I do.
When I try to speak I just smile and shrug.
Push more shit under the rug.
Cause it is easy to get caught in your illusion.
If I belive it, it can be our delusion.
Only seeing through it when i am in seclusion.
Never fully reaching my final conclusion.
You seduce me in so bitter, so sweet.
Like a bad dream stuck on repeat.
But I only wake up, to fall back a sleep.
My dreams and my nightmares, you lurk and creep.
Your venom turning me from Jekyll to Hyde. ...
Still hiding behind words, its what I do.
When I try to speak I just smile and shrug.
Push more shit under the rug.
Cause it is easy to get caught in your illusion.
If I belive it, it can be our delusion.
Only seeing through it when i am in seclusion.
Never fully reaching my final conclusion.
You seduce me in so bitter, so sweet.
Like a bad dream stuck on repeat.
But I only wake up, to fall back a sleep.
My dreams and my nightmares, you lurk and creep.
Your venom turning me from Jekyll to Hyde. ...
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Dec 2014 4:29pm
12th Dec 2014 4:29pm
Haunted
Everything is colliding, dividing, and colliding.
And now im hiding
I feel safe, I feel home, In the dark all alone
Trying to forget what Ive been told and shown.
Searching for answers has only made me insane.
My demons have me in chains, aching in pain
Im moving but im not the driver
Im falling and im not the diver
Wearing a mask, but I didnt paint it
I didnt make it
But it hides me well when im in need
From all the people who would like to see me bleed.
But I cant take it off...
And now im hiding
I feel safe, I feel home, In the dark all alone
Trying to forget what Ive been told and shown.
Searching for answers has only made me insane.
My demons have me in chains, aching in pain
Im moving but im not the driver
Im falling and im not the diver
Wearing a mask, but I didnt paint it
I didnt make it
But it hides me well when im in need
From all the people who would like to see me bleed.
But I cant take it off...
726 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Dec 2014 11:10am
6th Dec 2014 11:10am
pilot
Falling, then flying
Screaming, or sighing
Living, then dying
Laughing, or crying
Im lost, no clue where I am going
Caught in Bermuda triangle, my fear showing.
Engines failing, sirens wailing, life flashing, and time slowing.
What will become of me, not knowing
Relaxed then manic
Stratosphere or Atlantic
Insignificant then gigantic
Technical or mechanic
Can I land, or am I doomed to crash
Will it last an enternity, or end in a flash.
Can't cope, lost hope, need rope,it's time to dash.
I close my eyes brace for impact,...
Screaming, or sighing
Living, then dying
Laughing, or crying
Im lost, no clue where I am going
Caught in Bermuda triangle, my fear showing.
Engines failing, sirens wailing, life flashing, and time slowing.
What will become of me, not knowing
Relaxed then manic
Stratosphere or Atlantic
Insignificant then gigantic
Technical or mechanic
Can I land, or am I doomed to crash
Will it last an enternity, or end in a flash.
Can't cope, lost hope, need rope,it's time to dash.
I close my eyes brace for impact,...
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