Submissions by bisexualkitty
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Im just writing what i feel...im here for me. Im just doing me
why does my beauty offend you
Why does my beauty offend you?
Why does the darkness of my skin
And my locks deem me a criminal?
Why does the size of my ass
And the fullness of my lips make me sensual?
Why does my ethnicity contrasted with my
Speech pattern make me comical?
Why is my IQ when paired with my race
Make me "uncommon" or "unique"?
Why is it that when i listen to rap
I'm automatically ghetto?
Why is it when i listen to rock
I'm trying too hard to be white?
Why is it such a crime
That i won't straighten...
Why does the darkness of my skin
And my locks deem me a criminal?
Why does the size of my ass
And the fullness of my lips make me sensual?
Why does my ethnicity contrasted with my
Speech pattern make me comical?
Why is my IQ when paired with my race
Make me "uncommon" or "unique"?
Why is it that when i listen to rap
I'm automatically ghetto?
Why is it when i listen to rock
I'm trying too hard to be white?
Why is it such a crime
That i won't straighten...
896 reads
9 Comments
for..
This is for
The days spent smiling
And the nights spent sobbing
The times the dark settles over you like a cloud
For when you need to fight, but can't
This is for
The masks
The bruises
The drugs
The tears
This is for
Depression and bipolar
For the illnesses people romanticize
The sickness your rather burn with acid
For the anxiety and pills and drinks
This is for
Being in a rut
But seeing the end
For making it through
For living
The days spent smiling
And the nights spent sobbing
The times the dark settles over you like a cloud
For when you need to fight, but can't
This is for
The masks
The bruises
The drugs
The tears
This is for
Depression and bipolar
For the illnesses people romanticize
The sickness your rather burn with acid
For the anxiety and pills and drinks
This is for
Being in a rut
But seeing the end
For making it through
For living
713 reads
2 Comments
todays something new
I have an ache in my bones to be something more
Something i know i could be
I have this longing, to soothe someone's soul
To lighten the load
To make a change
I need to be tomorrows today
Yesterdays hope
Todays something new
I need to personally bring out the sun
And beat away clouds
I have the need
To liven up life
To help make someones day
People forget that all we have
Is all thats in front of us
They waste and desecrate the only home we have
How could i just sit here and wait
For the "right time" or a sign...
Something i know i could be
I have this longing, to soothe someone's soul
To lighten the load
To make a change
I need to be tomorrows today
Yesterdays hope
Todays something new
I need to personally bring out the sun
And beat away clouds
I have the need
To liven up life
To help make someones day
People forget that all we have
Is all thats in front of us
They waste and desecrate the only home we have
How could i just sit here and wait
For the "right time" or a sign...
681 reads
2 Comments
happy birthday kurt cobain
I raise a blunt
To my grunge rock friend
A toast to beyond the grave
And a thanks, on the day of your birth
Your music inspires
Your message compells
And your voice forever rings in our hearts
To my grunge rock friend
A toast to beyond the grave
And a thanks, on the day of your birth
Your music inspires
Your message compells
And your voice forever rings in our hearts
776 reads
4 Comments
wasted time
I'm sitting here
Trying to reach you
Trying to love you
Trying to be loved back
But sending my heart
Sending my kisses
Is proving so useless
And i just wont do it
Writing these stupid little poems
Is picking the numbers of my watch
Holding your hand
Is pouring out sand from the hourglass
And holding out hope
Is nothing more than a joke
And im done with the trying
I'm quitting the crying
I cant get back whats gone
So im just gonna move along
This time, without you
Trying to reach you
Trying to love you
Trying to be loved back
But sending my heart
Sending my kisses
Is proving so useless
And i just wont do it
Writing these stupid little poems
Is picking the numbers of my watch
Holding your hand
Is pouring out sand from the hourglass
And holding out hope
Is nothing more than a joke
And im done with the trying
I'm quitting the crying
I cant get back whats gone
So im just gonna move along
This time, without you
811 reads
6 Comments
my body
"Close your legs
Conceal your smile
Its getting late
You should stay in for a while"
"Not too much make-up
Those heels are slutty
Cover your legs
Stay with a buddy"
"All about the bass
Real women are thick
Curvy is sexy
Stay a hot chick"
"Go work out
Dont eat, stay thin
Youll only be pretty
With no food within"
"You're a virgin
You're a prude
You've had sex?
With 5 dudes??"
"I respect my woman
One day, we'll get hitched
Say no...
Conceal your smile
Its getting late
You should stay in for a while"
"Not too much make-up
Those heels are slutty
Cover your legs
Stay with a buddy"
"All about the bass
Real women are thick
Curvy is sexy
Stay a hot chick"
"Go work out
Dont eat, stay thin
Youll only be pretty
With no food within"
"You're a virgin
You're a prude
You've had sex?
With 5 dudes??"
"I respect my woman
One day, we'll get hitched
Say no...
920 reads
5 Comments
missing the past
I miss my demons
I miss the blood
The gore, the ash
I miss the deep, dark
Gut wrenching, late night bouts
Of depression
I miss the lies
The cheats, the bruises
The glass, shatters
Breaks, daggers
I miss stays in the hospital
And go's in bed
I miss those sinister voices inside my head
I miss red scars, white lines
Deeper, wider
inhaling, burning
I miss vodka mixes and wine
Being dazed and utterly confused
I miss insomnia and acid trips
I miss those cigarette teeth on my lips
I miss being messed up, an outcast and...
I miss the blood
The gore, the ash
I miss the deep, dark
Gut wrenching, late night bouts
Of depression
I miss the lies
The cheats, the bruises
The glass, shatters
Breaks, daggers
I miss stays in the hospital
And go's in bed
I miss those sinister voices inside my head
I miss red scars, white lines
Deeper, wider
inhaling, burning
I miss vodka mixes and wine
Being dazed and utterly confused
I miss insomnia and acid trips
I miss those cigarette teeth on my lips
I miss being messed up, an outcast and...
791 reads
2 Comments
friends from the other side
I used to cry
And hide
Hoping the shadows would go
Id shake
And moan
Hoping they'd just pass me by
But lo and behold
The demons that once controlled me
Are now my dearest friends
They comfort
They accept
They shelter me from pain
No hurt
No regret
Just numbness and a smile
These demons that have set me free
The monsters from within
Its crazy but now it seems
These demons are my closest friends
And hide
Hoping the shadows would go
Id shake
And moan
Hoping they'd just pass me by
But lo and behold
The demons that once controlled me
Are now my dearest friends
They comfort
They accept
They shelter me from pain
No hurt
No regret
Just numbness and a smile
These demons that have set me free
The monsters from within
Its crazy but now it seems
These demons are my closest friends
668 reads
2 Comments
come bite my thumb
Come bite my thumb
Slap me in the face
Come on
Put that middle finger high in the sky
Fuck you!
You unsympathetic cunt
You sadistic, unworthy, disgusting asshole!
Who the FUCK do you think you are?
You were a ghost for NINE MONTHS
But now you show up wanting love???
You were a ghost for NINE MONTHS
Who the FUCK do you think you are?
You sadistic, unworthy, disgusting asshole!
You unsympathetic cunt
Fuck you!
Put that middle finger high in the air!
Come on
Slap me in the face
Come bite my thumb
Slap me in the face
Come on
Put that middle finger high in the sky
Fuck you!
You unsympathetic cunt
You sadistic, unworthy, disgusting asshole!
Who the FUCK do you think you are?
You were a ghost for NINE MONTHS
But now you show up wanting love???
You were a ghost for NINE MONTHS
Who the FUCK do you think you are?
You sadistic, unworthy, disgusting asshole!
You unsympathetic cunt
Fuck you!
Put that middle finger high in the air!
Come on
Slap me in the face
Come bite my thumb
758 reads
6 Comments
night queen
The Queen of the night
Resides in the land of darkness
The land of stars, lust and nightmares
Her nights seem eternal
The sweat and tears
her clammy, dead skin has forgotten the kiss of day
She forgets that morning will come
Each breath is one breath closer til sunrise
Keep breathing
Breathe
Resides in the land of darkness
The land of stars, lust and nightmares
Her nights seem eternal
The sweat and tears
her clammy, dead skin has forgotten the kiss of day
She forgets that morning will come
Each breath is one breath closer til sunrise
Keep breathing
Breathe
735 reads
4 Comments
needs
I have this insane
Clawing, gnawing
Deep in my core need for you
I crave you until my fingers shake
My entire body quakes for just a taste
Of you
I reach for you
Even when you aren't there
I close my eyes, hoping it passes
But the feeling consumes, washing over me in waves
Drowning me, choking me, but oh, it feels good
My nicotine, my cocaine
Id coose you any day
Touch my body, hold me close
Make me forget how to speak, how to think
Come to me, make it fast
Then do it again
Make this feeling last
Clawing, gnawing
Deep in my core need for you
I crave you until my fingers shake
My entire body quakes for just a taste
Of you
I reach for you
Even when you aren't there
I close my eyes, hoping it passes
But the feeling consumes, washing over me in waves
Drowning me, choking me, but oh, it feels good
My nicotine, my cocaine
Id coose you any day
Touch my body, hold me close
Make me forget how to speak, how to think
Come to me, make it fast
Then do it again
Make this feeling last
968 reads
9 Comments
flower
This flower so pretty
So rare and seemingly perfect
Is closing my throat
Stealing my breath
Poison flowing through my now black veins
But i cant seem to let it go
So rare and seemingly perfect
Is closing my throat
Stealing my breath
Poison flowing through my now black veins
But i cant seem to let it go
785 reads
4 Comments
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