Submissions by addictedhelp (lonely-soul)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Hello everybody I'm a poet and would like to share my work
my feelins
I'm all out of trying I never see the light,
I'm at the point knowin I'll never be right,
I'm always wrong you all turn things on me,
But your all just to drug fucked why can't you's see,
Forced to hide things its my easiest way,
You put me alone were I'm leadin astray,
I cry most nights I just feel like I'm stuck,
No one will try no one gives a fuck,
Pretty sad a good persons ignored,
I do most for anyone but my cryouts are floored,
I just don't see a way to get bye,
Just thinkin a way makes me break down and cry,
I wish things was easy...
I'm at the point knowin I'll never be right,
I'm always wrong you all turn things on me,
But your all just to drug fucked why can't you's see,
Forced to hide things its my easiest way,
You put me alone were I'm leadin astray,
I cry most nights I just feel like I'm stuck,
No one will try no one gives a fuck,
Pretty sad a good persons ignored,
I do most for anyone but my cryouts are floored,
I just don't see a way to get bye,
Just thinkin a way makes me break down and cry,
I wish things was easy...
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confused with my head
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my mum
I see ur problems I'm forced to push aside,
There gettinn hard an harder for me to try n hide,
Crying fails so I cut so I don't break,
Is this even a reason wen its life that I can't take,
Mum I no its heroin your slowly gonna die,
Iv goto sit n watch n hide if I'm gonna cry,
Such a shitty pain mum uv given to me,
Open up ur eyes your still the. Best I see,
I don't wana walk in to see u slumped up on the. Floor,
Or be scared ur full of blood behind ur bathroom door,
I beg u mum u can take away my pain,
Don't be called a druggy we don't av to live...
There gettinn hard an harder for me to try n hide,
Crying fails so I cut so I don't break,
Is this even a reason wen its life that I can't take,
Mum I no its heroin your slowly gonna die,
Iv goto sit n watch n hide if I'm gonna cry,
Such a shitty pain mum uv given to me,
Open up ur eyes your still the. Best I see,
I don't wana walk in to see u slumped up on the. Floor,
Or be scared ur full of blood behind ur bathroom door,
I beg u mum u can take away my pain,
Don't be called a druggy we don't av to live...
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once a friend
Hate this fuckin distance and how far we drift apart,
All things are different n talkins hard to start,
I some times sit starin at my phone,
Cos I jus need a friend so I don't feel alone,
So much between us changed an were not strong,
Together we aint enough to change when things go wrong,
We had the best bond it always got us through,
By my hearts breakin losing my friendship with you,
I always tryed talking ended were I thort u dint care,
This was a true friendship why can't u be there,
Nothing shud ruin what me and you had,
And distance...
All things are different n talkins hard to start,
I some times sit starin at my phone,
Cos I jus need a friend so I don't feel alone,
So much between us changed an were not strong,
Together we aint enough to change when things go wrong,
We had the best bond it always got us through,
By my hearts breakin losing my friendship with you,
I always tryed talking ended were I thort u dint care,
This was a true friendship why can't u be there,
Nothing shud ruin what me and you had,
And distance...
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mother chooses heroin
Iv come to be ashamed having to call you mum,
Turned into darknes can't even have fun,
Your selfish and heartless don't care who u hurt,
All for drugs u treat others like dirt,
Only a year ago I looked up to you,
Now I look at you with hatred at some things you now do,
Rips my heart out when your slouched on the floor,
Feel like my mums begging at gods door,
I can't take this I'm forced to see you slowly die,
Why can't you see mum my pain when I break to you and cry,
I think this is for the best if my mum I no longer see,
Cos your habbits not...
Turned into darknes can't even have fun,
Your selfish and heartless don't care who u hurt,
All for drugs u treat others like dirt,
Only a year ago I looked up to you,
Now I look at you with hatred at some things you now do,
Rips my heart out when your slouched on the floor,
Feel like my mums begging at gods door,
I can't take this I'm forced to see you slowly die,
Why can't you see mum my pain when I break to you and cry,
I think this is for the best if my mum I no longer see,
Cos your habbits not...
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my beautifull neice
Your birthday is close were has time gone, Its not even a month till my little girls 1, Your bigger and clever its mad how time flies, Has we've all watched you grow rite before our eyes, We try make you laugh we help you to stand,
Supported you walking with our tightly gripped hands, You sit on your own now im so proud of you, This little girl taught me to love like I do, I smile and cry not because im sad, nor is it anger or from feeling mad, Your my little girl wether ur big or small,
And I'll help u up if there when you fall,
A special day coming my little girl is 1, and...
Supported you walking with our tightly gripped hands, You sit on your own now im so proud of you, This little girl taught me to love like I do, I smile and cry not because im sad, nor is it anger or from feeling mad, Your my little girl wether ur big or small,
And I'll help u up if there when you fall,
A special day coming my little girl is 1, and...
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life after school
I sit here and wish I was back in skool, were the only worry was a teachers rule,
There was no debt no struggles for jobs,
Only clever little kids who had mouthy gobs,
You grow up an see life with a whole new view,
Experiencing things it can put you through,
There's fake friends and drugs or yah hooked on beer,
Were old people at home are made to live in fear,
So much anger in the world we all live, regrettin our actions even we can't forgive,
See life in colour not plain black and white,
and try help ur self by living it right,
How you act...
There was no debt no struggles for jobs,
Only clever little kids who had mouthy gobs,
You grow up an see life with a whole new view,
Experiencing things it can put you through,
There's fake friends and drugs or yah hooked on beer,
Were old people at home are made to live in fear,
So much anger in the world we all live, regrettin our actions even we can't forgive,
See life in colour not plain black and white,
and try help ur self by living it right,
How you act...
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