Submissions by Whispered_Words (DRooney)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
"To Be Only One"
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
To be like everyone else
To be someone important
To be the one who is loved
To be held through the darkness
To not be invisible
Although that can never happen
Because I am dead.
To be like everyone else
To be someone important
To be the one who is loved
To be held through the darkness
To not be invisible
Although that can never happen
Because I am dead.
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"Past Tense Activity"
There's a kiss and a daring act of fiction, seeping into the wall with the crimson unicorn on it.
Something blurred but not too distant hovering over my own head like a nametag that keeps burning like the thin, white blunt between my fingers.
Dirt and grass the thick taste of exile something fragile, grimy, filthy running or morepacing down my own skull.
The echoing of giggles and hands dripping down thighs, pulling and tugging blue jeans away the sweet smell of sweat and pleasure, a type of pleading look in her eyes as she smiled up at me.
She was only my friend but while...
Something blurred but not too distant hovering over my own head like a nametag that keeps burning like the thin, white blunt between my fingers.
Dirt and grass the thick taste of exile something fragile, grimy, filthy running or morepacing down my own skull.
The echoing of giggles and hands dripping down thighs, pulling and tugging blue jeans away the sweet smell of sweat and pleasure, a type of pleading look in her eyes as she smiled up at me.
She was only my friend but while...
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"The Sick Girl Is Ranting - Part One"
This mumbling, baffling character of a not so distant woman is joining together with forces of tales and stories that make her hurt but wait she sees the light--reaches for it but alas crumbles back down to the ground in utter waste. NO, you don't touch her you fool, you man, you wretch. She means herself or more the blade that sometimes still calls she knows she'll never recreate the blood that fell from her wrists, all those ties breaking and bending and shattering and trying to sleep but getting no relief and so they have to fuck themselves until the faint. Her eyes, like blades, show a...
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"One Too Many"
My mind is raw with tension that builds up in my fluttering chest, blushing hotly as I feel you loving me, knowing just what button to press to get the thought running, the heat working wonders. Suddenly with the sudden feeling of you entering something else, plastic, rigid enters too. I know the color, black and clear yellow, I know the feel, dry and rubbing, I know the look, screwdriver handle. Hot ocean waves push against me, feeling the heat of you, dull oil fills me up, feeling the numbness as well. Inside of me is all messed up, the nerves not liking what they should, not acting like a...
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"Anger Exposition"
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
There's something wrong I can feel it, in my gut.
Deep inside, swallowing harder.
Shaking now, what the Hell why can't I
Fake this?
I can cry, it's okay, I can let it go.
Wash away...
I'm drowning in this
Shit
Shit
Shit
Can't get out, in this household I obey them.
Dead meat, butcher it, down the eating hole
With you.
Get me out, I need to break out of this
Bitch
Bitch
Bitch
Just let me go damn demon, you're not here, you're not real.
Want to fuck like the dogs do, wanna feel you peel into me,...
Fuck
Fuck
There's something wrong I can feel it, in my gut.
Deep inside, swallowing harder.
Shaking now, what the Hell why can't I
Fake this?
I can cry, it's okay, I can let it go.
Wash away...
I'm drowning in this
Shit
Shit
Shit
Can't get out, in this household I obey them.
Dead meat, butcher it, down the eating hole
With you.
Get me out, I need to break out of this
Bitch
Bitch
Bitch
Just let me go damn demon, you're not here, you're not real.
Want to fuck like the dogs do, wanna feel you peel into me,...
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"He Killed His Boyfriend, His Only Best Friend."
"I forgive you." - Mallie
No one understands when I say "I shot that man", you do, don't you when you stand over my bed with that hole in your head-I said I was sorry, didn't I?
I wish I never pulled that trigger, maybe been a little bigger of a man against those cold killers, but I wasn't and wishing doesn't bring you back, does it?
Your voice was never something mad and made me feel so much better, made that ice around my heart just alittle wetter, though the love that aches now you'll never know I felt, will you?
Now that you've gone I walk through...
No one understands when I say "I shot that man", you do, don't you when you stand over my bed with that hole in your head-I said I was sorry, didn't I?
I wish I never pulled that trigger, maybe been a little bigger of a man against those cold killers, but I wasn't and wishing doesn't bring you back, does it?
Your voice was never something mad and made me feel so much better, made that ice around my heart just alittle wetter, though the love that aches now you'll never know I felt, will you?
Now that you've gone I walk through...
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"Little White Lies"
I've been trying, and lying and dying, for you. Though we all know you're blind, and unkind and absent minded, I'm sorry. Don't deny the truth of me, I'm still human. The one you used to love. I still need you, don't leave me in the dark. Such unholy heaving out of my mouth, you hate when I scream, listen to me, whore! No! Don't cover your hears I won't hurt you, just leave you with my knife in your chest! Don't forget my eyes when I look at you, dullness and no love! You will never mean what you meant to me before!
Now don't say that you love me, I know the truth, between us if we...
Now don't say that you love me, I know the truth, between us if we...
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"Dear God If You're Out There"
Dear God if you're out there,
You know my name right?i ameight years old but you know that dont you? mommy still gets mad at me whenever im being bad but im not really being bad am i? sometimes i think im really being a bad girl because i know that when she does those things its to teach me to be good. sometimes the things she does hurts me hurts real bad. like the time when she turned on the hot water and made me stick my hands under it i told her that it was hurting me but she said it was supposed to because if it didnt i wouldnt learn. i wish she wouldnt do these things to me....
You know my name right?i ameight years old but you know that dont you? mommy still gets mad at me whenever im being bad but im not really being bad am i? sometimes i think im really being a bad girl because i know that when she does those things its to teach me to be good. sometimes the things she does hurts me hurts real bad. like the time when she turned on the hot water and made me stick my hands under it i told her that it was hurting me but she said it was supposed to because if it didnt i wouldnt learn. i wish she wouldnt do these things to me....
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"IT"
It hurts,
it sheds,
itpeels,
itrips,
itburns,
itcuts,
itaches,
itbruises,
itbreaks,
ittwists,
itfolds,
itshakes,
ittries,
itfails,
itcries,
it trembles,
it screams,
it loses,
it runs,
it falls,
it prays,
it sighs,
it fucks,
it swears,
it burbles,
it bursts,
it sees,
it hears,
it tastes,
it feels,
it trusts,
it learns,
it curls,
it is me in the most simple terms.
it sheds,
itpeels,
itrips,
itburns,
itcuts,
itaches,
itbruises,
itbreaks,
ittwists,
itfolds,
itshakes,
ittries,
itfails,
itcries,
it trembles,
it screams,
it loses,
it runs,
it falls,
it prays,
it sighs,
it fucks,
it swears,
it burbles,
it bursts,
it sees,
it hears,
it tastes,
it feels,
it trusts,
it learns,
it curls,
it is me in the most simple terms.
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"Congratulations, I hate you."
Make this easier for you and I'll leave right now, so you'll never see me once again after I disgusted you by being me. Selfish woman why can't you look past these complicated fixtures called my mask and see how I changed. I can't be that little girl you want, she died that night in the snow where another took her place. Thank you for trying to make me you but it won't work for I hate you and since I was young I told myself I'd never be you, and if I did? I'd slit my wrists and wait for the you to seep out so I can have my body back, though it's not my body anymore-hasn't been since the year...
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"A Dream About Reality"
I am nothing in this starting of this dream but at the end I am everything.
It starts with a thought, a thought of you and your tough touch, though the exact touch I am unsure of.
The room is yours, I am between the bookcase and the bed, the deed is done andyou are cleaning the sheets.
I am alone but surroundedby thesound of silence that you persue from me because my scream was unheard bySuperman.
My age is now, you are still the child with thesick mind of a pedophile, a mind of a man who loves little girls and their bodies.
Breath is not possible as you pick up my jacket...
It starts with a thought, a thought of you and your tough touch, though the exact touch I am unsure of.
The room is yours, I am between the bookcase and the bed, the deed is done andyou are cleaning the sheets.
I am alone but surroundedby thesound of silence that you persue from me because my scream was unheard bySuperman.
My age is now, you are still the child with thesick mind of a pedophile, a mind of a man who loves little girls and their bodies.
Breath is not possible as you pick up my jacket...
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"Unsent Message"
Sometimes I stay up long enough to think of you, to just for a moment miss your smile right before you laughed, which was rare because of your serious mask that you always wore. Then I remember that I loathe you so my marrows shake with pure agony. I also remember that I'm free from you, you don't own me against your sheets anymore. Your fist is not my fear, I have a new fear to laugh at because this fear will never happen and I know this. My love will not leave me, I'd never dare let her she's too precious too dear to my heart now. You've hurt me I believe only once in the way of flesh like...
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