Submissions by UzumakiSamael
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
i am goth arist... a meaningless drop of blood in the pattern of the sadness... i cant understand life... cause i still live the past
places i will never go
dont you dare anymore,
stab a sign, i am not a property
never more i will care for your prety eyes...
cause i really want to look
your eyes when will turn red...
i am not able to hate you...
i prefer to let you go...
i am not loving you...
i dont care for your brighter dark...
sympathize is not an option anymore...
you are just a memmorie i want to eraze no words furthermore.
accept and forget... nothing more than a place...
i will never go... a state of mind that disturbs my inner peace.
back off and die... place your hand inside my fire...
stab a sign, i am not a property
never more i will care for your prety eyes...
cause i really want to look
your eyes when will turn red...
i am not able to hate you...
i prefer to let you go...
i am not loving you...
i dont care for your brighter dark...
sympathize is not an option anymore...
you are just a memmorie i want to eraze no words furthermore.
accept and forget... nothing more than a place...
i will never go... a state of mind that disturbs my inner peace.
back off and die... place your hand inside my fire...
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keep me in your hug
they gone where i go, melting in my draged path of drags
the saw me falling down,
loosing balance in this "straight all thorns" road.
but not even one glipse
just a trash... i want you to look at me...
even if get harmed by my disquisem,
my eptyness is a being in my "existenss thing"
i saw you look away...
i saw you breath in abnormaly... state
do you care or you avoiding me?
i am not dying because i want to...
i need you to look into my soul and protect me from that harm...
cause i will continue stabbing my heart till...
the saw me falling down,
loosing balance in this "straight all thorns" road.
but not even one glipse
just a trash... i want you to look at me...
even if get harmed by my disquisem,
my eptyness is a being in my "existenss thing"
i saw you look away...
i saw you breath in abnormaly... state
do you care or you avoiding me?
i am not dying because i want to...
i need you to look into my soul and protect me from that harm...
cause i will continue stabbing my heart till...
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plasmatiki zoi
its an action... my harmony
watering the bloodtree,
to climb up in the misery...
near the sun and never burned,
bloodbirth like,
a butterfly... near the fire
flaping inside her ash-ed breath...
its a mystery the obvious...
the highest low... in my falling grace
acid swimming ... burning oil drinking
rapture and so tasteless
the life actions is all
so warm and so cold...
how you prefer to see them all?
watering the bloodtree,
to climb up in the misery...
near the sun and never burned,
bloodbirth like,
a butterfly... near the fire
flaping inside her ash-ed breath...
its a mystery the obvious...
the highest low... in my falling grace
acid swimming ... burning oil drinking
rapture and so tasteless
the life actions is all
so warm and so cold...
how you prefer to see them all?
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in my momment
in one momment, i felt timeworn
and still affected
in the next momment, the world was a clock
counting errors of my past
on that momment, my time became endless
i fall in the back and watch the timeline riping my breath
"i won't do this anymore to myself"
i wasn't honest - with myself
i was living in the past... the memories
i've tell many lies to myself... but that was enough
for depression-for suffocation-for affection
now i know... memories are warnings...
to change things or accept things...
i was caged... anyone who...
and still affected
in the next momment, the world was a clock
counting errors of my past
on that momment, my time became endless
i fall in the back and watch the timeline riping my breath
"i won't do this anymore to myself"
i wasn't honest - with myself
i was living in the past... the memories
i've tell many lies to myself... but that was enough
for depression-for suffocation-for affection
now i know... memories are warnings...
to change things or accept things...
i was caged... anyone who...
754 reads
1 Comment
venenum - cassus
(heart) vacuum's Monolog
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i am all and all is nothing at all...
without me you are alone... with me you are done...
i kept your dreams in your desires...
if you do use of self-denial... you will loose yourself...
i am the dreaming sky... i am the botmless ground you stand
the red sky pouring down - invisible rain,
the red ground draining your blood - yoru untamed feelings.
i am the bottle in your hand - with an empty content
in your hand... and the next one.
i am...
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i am all and all is nothing at all...
without me you are alone... with me you are done...
i kept your dreams in your desires...
if you do use of self-denial... you will loose yourself...
i am the dreaming sky... i am the botmless ground you stand
the red sky pouring down - invisible rain,
the red ground draining your blood - yoru untamed feelings.
i am the bottle in your hand - with an empty content
in your hand... and the next one.
i am...
866 reads
6 Comments
revoco
we need, trust and honesty
we need, soil and trees...
you dont need to be just alive
dont try to explain dont try to understand...
just be what you are...
just leave the rest in your sublimine
fire always burns... fire leaves ashes in the end
because you are not worthing in your mind
you are worth enought to be the human i admire.
try to be alive if you are dead inside...
free yourself from the binding
that depression gives,
in your will and in your wantings
you have to feel honest at this time...
cause i will try to...
we need, soil and trees...
you dont need to be just alive
dont try to explain dont try to understand...
just be what you are...
just leave the rest in your sublimine
fire always burns... fire leaves ashes in the end
because you are not worthing in your mind
you are worth enought to be the human i admire.
try to be alive if you are dead inside...
free yourself from the binding
that depression gives,
in your will and in your wantings
you have to feel honest at this time...
cause i will try to...
843 reads
4 Comments
clouds
half-hearted beast in the hands of a strainer-man,
my spirit... becomes astray more and more.. like any hole
in this great big flashy world... till i solely become a ghost,
a beast so drown and so gone... slower than the past - faster than any disease,
yes it is true...
i look into the world like is the future...itself,
even what i am living now is the ashes of the past,
well i know...
i ve realise what i am doing but am afraid to stick into the mystery,
i admire the flowers... grow betwean my grave,
i please the death... to hear the sound of...
my spirit... becomes astray more and more.. like any hole
in this great big flashy world... till i solely become a ghost,
a beast so drown and so gone... slower than the past - faster than any disease,
yes it is true...
i look into the world like is the future...itself,
even what i am living now is the ashes of the past,
well i know...
i ve realise what i am doing but am afraid to stick into the mystery,
i admire the flowers... grow betwean my grave,
i please the death... to hear the sound of...
788 reads
3 Comments
my healing well in hell
my presence is the insulting grace,
angels blood covering my hands -
i couldn't stand that, i wasnt trying enought,
without love, without symptoms of comfortness
i dare to say i am fine... till i die by my murderous intents,
that always turning to harm myself,
pain, i use to say feels great...
makes you feel you are alive...
but all i hate, is pain... this brought me here in my hell
i try to recover, i try to create a healing well...
nothing was enought, cause you are in another realm -
and because of that,
my healing well is another wishing...
angels blood covering my hands -
i couldn't stand that, i wasnt trying enought,
without love, without symptoms of comfortness
i dare to say i am fine... till i die by my murderous intents,
that always turning to harm myself,
pain, i use to say feels great...
makes you feel you are alive...
but all i hate, is pain... this brought me here in my hell
i try to recover, i try to create a healing well...
nothing was enought, cause you are in another realm -
and because of that,
my healing well is another wishing...
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living in the past
at this time... in this memorial time...
my future, my child that i never saw grow... into...
just forget it... my pririority always was, to die
the flower, that smothered light of colorfull shine...
why has to grow only in my past...? only in my grave...?
a hopeless dream...inside the paradox time of my definition
quietly and without warmth... my desolated hapiness
moves inside my lungs to bring the captivation of my sun,
can i destroy myself? without hurting myself....?
i desire the motion, the bond betwean myself and myself
just to see if i...
my future, my child that i never saw grow... into...
just forget it... my pririority always was, to die
the flower, that smothered light of colorfull shine...
why has to grow only in my past...? only in my grave...?
a hopeless dream...inside the paradox time of my definition
quietly and without warmth... my desolated hapiness
moves inside my lungs to bring the captivation of my sun,
can i destroy myself? without hurting myself....?
i desire the motion, the bond betwean myself and myself
just to see if i...
757 reads
4 Comments
my fragments
Well played... piano
music insist being loud,
inside the maimed darkness of my hapiness
crimson tears... then softly diving into chaos
my core roten as the world i deny to face,
the falling pieces... of the gods face
are maimed once again into the speed of my pain,
corrosive breath... heavy rain... and a made of sand-mad god
babtizing my pain with anesthetic rage...
there is no hell is just my burning paradise once again...
my rusted tongue... and a body made from glass
that nailed me once again into my babies thought
soft and...
music insist being loud,
inside the maimed darkness of my hapiness
crimson tears... then softly diving into chaos
my core roten as the world i deny to face,
the falling pieces... of the gods face
are maimed once again into the speed of my pain,
corrosive breath... heavy rain... and a made of sand-mad god
babtizing my pain with anesthetic rage...
there is no hell is just my burning paradise once again...
my rusted tongue... and a body made from glass
that nailed me once again into my babies thought
soft and...
789 reads
6 Comments
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