I can't shake this feeling. Like Im crying on the inside and I'll never be enough. The wounds have healed but I'm still bleeding. And I feel like I'm spiritually and physically giving up.
I don't want to live but I don't want to die. But I don't want to wake up and carrying on living lies. I mean why try living inside my mind creating another world just to try and thrive. There is no escape from reality we are all waiting patiently just to die. But I'm tired from the patience I just want to close my eyes.