Submissions by Skyla_Schizo (Skyfoxi)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I didn't want you to see me cry, so I laughed.
Drowning
Lost in the moment.
Time stops.
Just for a moment.
Your breath is caught.
You crave air.
The one thing that gave you life,
To curl around your taste buds.
To swirl down your throat.
You're gasping for air.
The only thing coming into your lungs,
Is the icy chill of water.
Your life is flashing before your eyes.
Everything in a rush.
Your body is going numb.
It's so cold.
The water engulfing your entire being.
Sucking the life away.
Bit by bit, forcing you to suffer.
You're slipping...
Time stops.
Just for a moment.
Your breath is caught.
You crave air.
The one thing that gave you life,
To curl around your taste buds.
To swirl down your throat.
You're gasping for air.
The only thing coming into your lungs,
Is the icy chill of water.
Your life is flashing before your eyes.
Everything in a rush.
Your body is going numb.
It's so cold.
The water engulfing your entire being.
Sucking the life away.
Bit by bit, forcing you to suffer.
You're slipping...
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Melancholy Childhood.
The itsy bitsy spider
crawled out of my rotten mouth.
Then came the memories
and shoved the spider down.
Out came the needle,
Out came the thread.
The spider cannot get out,
I sewed up my fucking head.
crawled out of my rotten mouth.
Then came the memories
and shoved the spider down.
Out came the needle,
Out came the thread.
The spider cannot get out,
I sewed up my fucking head.
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Broken
Part of me has broken.
Part of me has died.
Brutally ripped open.
I'm torn up inside.
I can feel it in my chest.
Depression kicking in.
I knew that I would try my best,
But I knew I wouldn't win...
Part of me has died.
Brutally ripped open.
I'm torn up inside.
I can feel it in my chest.
Depression kicking in.
I knew that I would try my best,
But I knew I wouldn't win...
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f**k You.
I hate you,
And I hate you too.
Fuck you and you.
Oh, and fuck you too.
And I hate you too.
Fuck you and you.
Oh, and fuck you too.
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Cutting.
Why do I do this?
Because you're stupid.
No one cares if you do.
Go for it.
It feels so good.
Slicing the skin.
Bringing blood.
Orgasmic.
Feeling again.
Feels good.
Feels great.
Feels...
Because you're stupid.
No one cares if you do.
Go for it.
It feels so good.
Slicing the skin.
Bringing blood.
Orgasmic.
Feeling again.
Feels good.
Feels great.
Feels...
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Vent
Vent to get your thoughts out.
Vent to let it go.
Don't keep things trapped up inside,
Just let your emotions show.
Write it down in a letter,
A letter to yourself.
Write it down to let it out.
I promise it will help.
You don't have to keep it
But you can if you want.
If you don't help yourself,
The feelings will stay to haunt.
Rip it to bits,
Or burn it all.
Now all your problems,
They seem so small.
Vent to let it go.
Don't keep things trapped up inside,
Just let your emotions show.
Write it down in a letter,
A letter to yourself.
Write it down to let it out.
I promise it will help.
You don't have to keep it
But you can if you want.
If you don't help yourself,
The feelings will stay to haunt.
Rip it to bits,
Or burn it all.
Now all your problems,
They seem so small.
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Heart.
He is the only peace in this world, uneasy, while I bite my tongue to keep from breaking the heart I spent my whole life seeking...
The only heart I've ever needed.
The only heart I've ever needed.
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I Let You Down.
I've broken a promise.
I've done something bad.
My sick obsession,
I fear is back.
I promised I wouldn't,
I told you I don't.
I really need help.
I'm all alone.
I'm covered in scars,
So is my mind.
Why is it so hard,
To leave this behind?
I'm trying to be strong,
But I broke down.
I know that what I do is wrong.
I can't help but do it when no one is around.
All alone, I'm by myself.
Metallic silver is my best friend.
I don't give a fuck about my health.
Razorblades are with me until the...
I've done something bad.
My sick obsession,
I fear is back.
I promised I wouldn't,
I told you I don't.
I really need help.
I'm all alone.
I'm covered in scars,
So is my mind.
Why is it so hard,
To leave this behind?
I'm trying to be strong,
But I broke down.
I know that what I do is wrong.
I can't help but do it when no one is around.
All alone, I'm by myself.
Metallic silver is my best friend.
I don't give a fuck about my health.
Razorblades are with me until the...
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±Hurt±
I need to straighten up.
I need to take control.
I need to change myself.
To become whole.
I'm broken up,
And dead inside.
I've been sewn up
With all these lies.
Being happy isn't so easy.
It's actually quite hard.
I'm doing all this pleasing,
While neglecting my heart.
I take a deep breath,
and swallow my hurt.
Hold my screams in,
As I'm kicked to the dirt.
I won't say a thing.
I'll just take what I'm given.
One day I'll be with Angels with wings.
But for now I'll keep my emotions hidden.
...
I need to take control.
I need to change myself.
To become whole.
I'm broken up,
And dead inside.
I've been sewn up
With all these lies.
Being happy isn't so easy.
It's actually quite hard.
I'm doing all this pleasing,
While neglecting my heart.
I take a deep breath,
and swallow my hurt.
Hold my screams in,
As I'm kicked to the dirt.
I won't say a thing.
I'll just take what I'm given.
One day I'll be with Angels with wings.
But for now I'll keep my emotions hidden.
...
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Daddy...
I really fucking hate you, Daddy.
I hope you fucking die.
You make me so Goddamn mad,
I want to fucking cry.
I really fucking despise you, Daddy.
Just go the fuck away.
I just want to fucking kill you.
I'm filled with all this hate.
You make me fucking sick, Daddy.
Why do you treat me like that?
You kept me fucking locked up.
So my best friend was my cat.
I want to fucking kill you, Daddy.
Fucking suffer like me.
Walk ten steps in my shoes,
Then maybe you'd have sympathy.
I fucking cried myself to sleep,...
I hope you fucking die.
You make me so Goddamn mad,
I want to fucking cry.
I really fucking despise you, Daddy.
Just go the fuck away.
I just want to fucking kill you.
I'm filled with all this hate.
You make me fucking sick, Daddy.
Why do you treat me like that?
You kept me fucking locked up.
So my best friend was my cat.
I want to fucking kill you, Daddy.
Fucking suffer like me.
Walk ten steps in my shoes,
Then maybe you'd have sympathy.
I fucking cried myself to sleep,...
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My Life.
This isn't a poem. This is more of a story of my life. The reason behind most of my poems. My parents had awful childhoods and weren't raised well at all. They always had it rough. My mom. She got into crack and alcohol. Most likely to numb the pain of losing her parents a month apart because they both had cancer. My dad started drinking and smoking pot at a young age. Their lives were falling apart. As they got older, they straightened up a bit and my mom married some guy and had two kids with him. Then she divorced him, met my dad, married him, and had my brother and I. Dad never worked...
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Fighting.
When we're fighting on the phone,
Tears stream down my face.
You ask me what's wrong,
But I tell you I'm okay.
What is right and what is wrong?
Should I have left you all along?
I need you in my life.
Or do I need you gone?
I swear you are my other half.
You give me meaning to breathe.
But then again, you cause our fights.
So do I need to leave?
I'll clench my fists and bite my tongue.
To see how this goes.
One more chance, and only one.
To see how played out emotions show.
I love you...
Tears stream down my face.
You ask me what's wrong,
But I tell you I'm okay.
What is right and what is wrong?
Should I have left you all along?
I need you in my life.
Or do I need you gone?
I swear you are my other half.
You give me meaning to breathe.
But then again, you cause our fights.
So do I need to leave?
I'll clench my fists and bite my tongue.
To see how this goes.
One more chance, and only one.
To see how played out emotions show.
I love you...
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