Submissions by Samatha6971 (Samatha-TheFallen-)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am a conflict that no one has handled yet. So life is a dream, that I believe I shall never see. Read me, tease me, thrill me, please me. But in the end, if you leave me. Then one day you will return and beg to have me, completely :)
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Mar 2013 7:14pm
13th Mar 2013 7:14pm
An Oblivion of Pain
oh my hearts pounding
I'm frantic
I don't know how much longer
I can stand this
waiting for you
waiting for answers
it's eating me alive
like a deadly cancer
what will you say
what will I do
will the answers free us
or demand that we are through
will it drive the pain
so far inside
that I no longer wish to live
to feel alive
I hope you know
no matter which way we go
that all I ever wanted
all I ever needed
was your love
to keep believing
that all this time
that you were mine
and I wasn't just a...
I'm frantic
I don't know how much longer
I can stand this
waiting for you
waiting for answers
it's eating me alive
like a deadly cancer
what will you say
what will I do
will the answers free us
or demand that we are through
will it drive the pain
so far inside
that I no longer wish to live
to feel alive
I hope you know
no matter which way we go
that all I ever wanted
all I ever needed
was your love
to keep believing
that all this time
that you were mine
and I wasn't just a...
797 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
13th Mar 2013 2:06am
13th Mar 2013 2:06am
Missing me
Oh I miss me
I miss being free
so full of love
my heart
flying high above
looking down
never with a frown
Crying tears of joy
happy as a child
with a new toy
What have I become
can it even be undone
Can I move forward
without looking back
Get my heart beating again
get my life back on track
I have no idea if this is possible
but the idea is sooo irresistible
And for this I take a breath
Because this life and my kids
is all I have left.
I miss being free
so full of love
my heart
flying high above
looking down
never with a frown
Crying tears of joy
happy as a child
with a new toy
What have I become
can it even be undone
Can I move forward
without looking back
Get my heart beating again
get my life back on track
I have no idea if this is possible
but the idea is sooo irresistible
And for this I take a breath
Because this life and my kids
is all I have left.
820 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Mar 2013 10:55pm
12th Mar 2013 10:55pm
Tick Tock
tick tock tick tock
wish that fucking clock
would just stop
Or just speed the fuck up
so I will stop feeling stuck
in this rut
of ruin and despair
where my eyes tear
and my lungs gasp for air
just to look around
and still see your not there!
Time isn't worth living
when you have a soul
who is grieving
a heart that is bruised and beatin
from this fucking clock
that keeps tickin
pulling me in
to its ungodly sin
of forever pain
forever lost
forever forsaken
without hope of awaken
from this tormented...
wish that fucking clock
would just stop
Or just speed the fuck up
so I will stop feeling stuck
in this rut
of ruin and despair
where my eyes tear
and my lungs gasp for air
just to look around
and still see your not there!
Time isn't worth living
when you have a soul
who is grieving
a heart that is bruised and beatin
from this fucking clock
that keeps tickin
pulling me in
to its ungodly sin
of forever pain
forever lost
forever forsaken
without hope of awaken
from this tormented...
1046 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Mar 2013 4:05pm
12th Mar 2013 4:05pm
Someone's pawn
I wake up, your not there
and I start to cry
Here is to another day
that will seem to never pass by
Each minute feels like an hour
and days feel like years
And still my heart aches
my eyes flow with endless tears
I don't even know
if you even care
if you was ever, really there
or if I was just a pawn
to help you move on
from the reality you are livin
any reason, can be a given
My faith in love is destroying me
and my mind holds me hostage
my heart lays motionless
in my minds, deadly...
and I start to cry
Here is to another day
that will seem to never pass by
Each minute feels like an hour
and days feel like years
And still my heart aches
my eyes flow with endless tears
I don't even know
if you even care
if you was ever, really there
or if I was just a pawn
to help you move on
from the reality you are livin
any reason, can be a given
My faith in love is destroying me
and my mind holds me hostage
my heart lays motionless
in my minds, deadly...
761 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Mar 2013 5:19pm
10th Mar 2013 5:19pm
You think you know me?
You think you know me?
Fuck, I wish I knew me
I wish I could see
there is more to be
than darkness and sadness
that lives in my madness
of my so called life
my heart that is abscessed
from being torn and used
trampled on and bruised
emotionally broken
and abused
So before you think you know me
remember no one does
the only one who can explain me
is the one and only, up above.
Fuck, I wish I knew me
I wish I could see
there is more to be
than darkness and sadness
that lives in my madness
of my so called life
my heart that is abscessed
from being torn and used
trampled on and bruised
emotionally broken
and abused
So before you think you know me
remember no one does
the only one who can explain me
is the one and only, up above.
763 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Mar 2013 5:06pm
10th Mar 2013 5:06pm
Slay the Beast
Oh the rain is coming down
pounding all around
threatening to consume me
to slam me to the ground
and rape my soul
as life only knows
as my spirit cries out for release
from this deadly beast
called love, and all its glory
that leaves nothing left
for anyone, sorry
So you can turn around
and walk away
because from this day
there is nothing left here to slay
No more joy to give
no more pain to hold
just a lonely woman
with a heart so cold
pounding all around
threatening to consume me
to slam me to the ground
and rape my soul
as life only knows
as my spirit cries out for release
from this deadly beast
called love, and all its glory
that leaves nothing left
for anyone, sorry
So you can turn around
and walk away
because from this day
there is nothing left here to slay
No more joy to give
no more pain to hold
just a lonely woman
with a heart so cold
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Mar 2013 4:04am
10th Mar 2013 4:04am
A moth without wings
Am I the one that you hold dear?
The one who has you heart
That is torn and in pain
from all these times apart
Like a moth to a flame
am I the one who will have your name
to bear your children
and love like rain
To have the right to touch you
to hold you, to bear no shame
I hope the path has not closed
that are love will continue
to thrive and grow
To show the face
of what true love is
how sweet it can taste
with all that I can give.
I am here,
as I promised before
forever loving you
forever...
The one who has you heart
That is torn and in pain
from all these times apart
Like a moth to a flame
am I the one who will have your name
to bear your children
and love like rain
To have the right to touch you
to hold you, to bear no shame
I hope the path has not closed
that are love will continue
to thrive and grow
To show the face
of what true love is
how sweet it can taste
with all that I can give.
I am here,
as I promised before
forever loving you
forever...
744 reads
5 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Mar 2013 1:18am
10th Mar 2013 1:18am
A Lost Stone
A lost stone
thrown across a calm lake
has a lasting effect
from the first ripple it makes
It starts out with one hit
but before its over
and reaches its destination
it sinks lower and lower
without hope of revocation.
When someone hurts you for the first time
it will feel like this, trapped inside
like a person who committed a crime.
And it will continue to build
till you wish to no longer feel
the pain of its infection
that is too fowled up
to be disinfected
No matter how hard you try
and how much you...
thrown across a calm lake
has a lasting effect
from the first ripple it makes
It starts out with one hit
but before its over
and reaches its destination
it sinks lower and lower
without hope of revocation.
When someone hurts you for the first time
it will feel like this, trapped inside
like a person who committed a crime.
And it will continue to build
till you wish to no longer feel
the pain of its infection
that is too fowled up
to be disinfected
No matter how hard you try
and how much you...
651 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Mar 2013 8:39pm
7th Mar 2013 8:39pm
Tears
There goes one you see
one who feels it was never meant to be
another one falls with pain so true
with all the love I gave
all the love I have for you
I try and I beg
for just something more
to feel more like your woman
than an internet whore
to be the one you need
to be the one you want
there falls another tear
another one to taunt
that falls into a puddle on my chest
as the deep harsh crying shakes my breast
When will they stop
when will this well run dry
when will my heart live again
and I cease to cry
because all...
one who feels it was never meant to be
another one falls with pain so true
with all the love I gave
all the love I have for you
I try and I beg
for just something more
to feel more like your woman
than an internet whore
to be the one you need
to be the one you want
there falls another tear
another one to taunt
that falls into a puddle on my chest
as the deep harsh crying shakes my breast
When will they stop
when will this well run dry
when will my heart live again
and I cease to cry
because all...
785 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Mar 2013 5:59pm
7th Mar 2013 5:59pm
Does there even need to be a title for pain?
who am I to you
am I a game
just a name
to add to my shame
of feeling alone
as low as a drone
to peddle and cry
so much it makes me want to die?
but I am sure you don't care
as if I was never there
as if it wasn't my heart
that isn't worn through wear and tear
I use to be more
I use to be the best
but all I feel now
is that I am less than less
So what do I do
I pour these words out to you
because they come from my...
am I a game
just a name
to add to my shame
of feeling alone
as low as a drone
to peddle and cry
so much it makes me want to die?
but I am sure you don't care
as if I was never there
as if it wasn't my heart
that isn't worn through wear and tear
I use to be more
I use to be the best
but all I feel now
is that I am less than less
So what do I do
I pour these words out to you
because they come from my...
608 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
25th Dec 2012 9:31pm
25th Dec 2012 9:31pm
Missing, Needing and Loving You
1210 reads
4 Comments
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