Submissions by Rosewingaangel (Rosewing)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
24th May 2012 1:31pm
24th May 2012 1:31pm
Reversed
The world
My life
Everything
Is crashing down
Around me
Spinning out of control
Everything that was, is not
Everything that was not, is
My dreams
My hopes
All came tumbling down
I'm in a wirlwind
A terrible twisting of thought
I cannot feel much
When I do, however
All I do is think of you
How we used to be
How I almost lost you
Everything is gone...
Almost
There is something
I'm still in excrusiating pain,
But I'm gaining hope
Hope that it will all come back up
Everyting reversed
The love I...
My life
Everything
Is crashing down
Around me
Spinning out of control
Everything that was, is not
Everything that was not, is
My dreams
My hopes
All came tumbling down
I'm in a wirlwind
A terrible twisting of thought
I cannot feel much
When I do, however
All I do is think of you
How we used to be
How I almost lost you
Everything is gone...
Almost
There is something
I'm still in excrusiating pain,
But I'm gaining hope
Hope that it will all come back up
Everyting reversed
The love I...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th May 2012 1:26pm
24th May 2012 1:26pm
Empty
An emptyness inside my soul.
In my stomach, a great big hole...
A consiousness that is not quite consious.
Into depression, this that launches...
There is nothing in my head.
Nothing on the brain.
I am not stable,
Nor am I a bit sane.
There is terror and loss,
But there are no words to describe.
The constant gnawing at my heart.
What happens on the inside.
What you cannot see,
Or that I cannot explain,
You can see it in my eyes,
All the feelings, thoughts, and pain...
I cannot fathom what I will quite do,
For I know that even...
In my stomach, a great big hole...
A consiousness that is not quite consious.
Into depression, this that launches...
There is nothing in my head.
Nothing on the brain.
I am not stable,
Nor am I a bit sane.
There is terror and loss,
But there are no words to describe.
The constant gnawing at my heart.
What happens on the inside.
What you cannot see,
Or that I cannot explain,
You can see it in my eyes,
All the feelings, thoughts, and pain...
I cannot fathom what I will quite do,
For I know that even...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th May 2012 3:09am
24th May 2012 3:09am
Falling Slow
I cannot explain
How I ordain
The feeling of falling slow
If all you want is me
And me to you
Then please just don't let go
I am hurt beyond comprehension
This I'll let you know
But if I don't get better
Surely it will show
I love you truly
I love you so
All the way
From head to toe
I just wish that this be true to you
If not then I'll be forever blue
The hope of "us"
Will get me through
But I'll need help
That much is true...
How I ordain
The feeling of falling slow
If all you want is me
And me to you
Then please just don't let go
I am hurt beyond comprehension
This I'll let you know
But if I don't get better
Surely it will show
I love you truly
I love you so
All the way
From head to toe
I just wish that this be true to you
If not then I'll be forever blue
The hope of "us"
Will get me through
But I'll need help
That much is true...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th May 2012 3:06am
24th May 2012 3:06am
Heart wrapped in an iron shell
Eating away
This this that's in my heart
Or what it lacks,
To protect me.
It, my heart, was in an iron shell.
Then you came along
And took a torch to it.
It melted with your kindness.
It melted all the way.
I'm thinking now how
If I hadn't...
If it hadn't broken down
Melted...
That iron shell that served me well,
I wouldn't be here
In this spot
Of termoial.
This this that's in my heart
Or what it lacks,
To protect me.
It, my heart, was in an iron shell.
Then you came along
And took a torch to it.
It melted with your kindness.
It melted all the way.
I'm thinking now how
If I hadn't...
If it hadn't broken down
Melted...
That iron shell that served me well,
I wouldn't be here
In this spot
Of termoial.
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
17th May 2012 2:54am
17th May 2012 2:54am
Tears
Tears.
These are things that I try to overcome
I am ridden with grief
There is too much damn strife in my "life"
I am strong...
I think...
I will NOT cry.
Not a single
drop.
I will NOT let things get to me
I will fly...
Fly in the sky
To where the rainbow starts...
And ends.
There lies a pot of gold.
In that pot of gold
Is not gold at all.
But...
Water.
Not just water...
Tears.
MY
Tears...
I tried to overcome my weakness
This crying
But instead,
I end up waking...
These are things that I try to overcome
I am ridden with grief
There is too much damn strife in my "life"
I am strong...
I think...
I will NOT cry.
Not a single
drop.
I will NOT let things get to me
I will fly...
Fly in the sky
To where the rainbow starts...
And ends.
There lies a pot of gold.
In that pot of gold
Is not gold at all.
But...
Water.
Not just water...
Tears.
MY
Tears...
I tried to overcome my weakness
This crying
But instead,
I end up waking...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th May 2012 2:23am
17th May 2012 2:23am
The Feelings
I do this
Is it right?
Do I really care?
I use these
Just to make it fair
What am I using?
A razor?
No, thats for people who cant STAND the pain.
No tolerance for it
But I...
I DO.
I love it
I encompass it
I
EMBRACE
it.
I love the warm feeling
Of new blood seeping
Down my arm,
My leg,
My chest,
My ankle.
This feeling is desired.
Why?
Because...
It lets me
FEEL.
I like that.
Feeling.
So I prolong this task
Of "cutting"...
Is it right?
Do I really care?
I use these
Just to make it fair
What am I using?
A razor?
No, thats for people who cant STAND the pain.
No tolerance for it
But I...
I DO.
I love it
I encompass it
I
EMBRACE
it.
I love the warm feeling
Of new blood seeping
Down my arm,
My leg,
My chest,
My ankle.
This feeling is desired.
Why?
Because...
It lets me
FEEL.
I like that.
Feeling.
So I prolong this task
Of "cutting"...
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SELF POEM
Published
16th May 2012 5:40pm
16th May 2012 5:40pm
Saved...
I was saved today...
I was almost gone.
There would have been no "me" to say hi to,
To "me" to hug or hold...
I was saved today,
Not from a speeding truck,
Not from drowning,
Not from choking
Not from an injury...
I was saved today...
From myself...
My Cousin...
She saved me...
She called...
The next day,
She made a special trip
Just for me...
Just to see me...
To love me
To hold me
To watch me as I cry
To join in the sobbing
To wipe away my tears
To wrap up...
I was almost gone.
There would have been no "me" to say hi to,
To "me" to hug or hold...
I was saved today,
Not from a speeding truck,
Not from drowning,
Not from choking
Not from an injury...
I was saved today...
From myself...
My Cousin...
She saved me...
She called...
The next day,
She made a special trip
Just for me...
Just to see me...
To love me
To hold me
To watch me as I cry
To join in the sobbing
To wipe away my tears
To wrap up...
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ANGER POEM
Published
15th May 2012 2:13am
15th May 2012 2:13am
Given Hell
You gave me Hell
All my life.
Well now
Its YOUR turn
For this knife
Is twitching
In my hand
Inching towards your throat
But no...
I'll make this fun.
I set down the knife.
You sense I will not kill you
(at least not yet)
I make for the allyway right across the street
In my hand...
Brass Knuckles
THAT is how I will kill you.
I start toward you
Slinking in the dark
I let the thin stream of light
Drift down onto the metal
You now see me
You wish it were the knife.
At least that would have been quick....
All my life.
Well now
Its YOUR turn
For this knife
Is twitching
In my hand
Inching towards your throat
But no...
I'll make this fun.
I set down the knife.
You sense I will not kill you
(at least not yet)
I make for the allyway right across the street
In my hand...
Brass Knuckles
THAT is how I will kill you.
I start toward you
Slinking in the dark
I let the thin stream of light
Drift down onto the metal
You now see me
You wish it were the knife.
At least that would have been quick....
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STORY POEM
Published
15th May 2012 2:00am
15th May 2012 2:00am
Legend using my name
Rose petals fall from the sky
Oh what a pretty sight
Since this is what happened to me
Ever since I went against
Will I ever see my wings again?
I will never know
Never in my life have I been so alone
Gradually, I get up onto my feet
Angels are not ment to walk for long
Angels are ment to fly and sing their songs
Nothing is the same
Grass below my feet
Elusions of how I can get back
Loving every second I protect
Oh what a pretty sight
Since this is what happened to me
Ever since I went against
Will I ever see my wings again?
I will never know
Never in my life have I been so alone
Gradually, I get up onto my feet
Angels are not ment to walk for long
Angels are ment to fly and sing their songs
Nothing is the same
Grass below my feet
Elusions of how I can get back
Loving every second I protect
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SELF POEM
Published
14th May 2012 4:41pm
14th May 2012 4:41pm
Ashkii
Ashkii...
I can run
On these two legs that I have
I can fly high
But only when jumping from a great hight
I am one with mother nature
Respecting all that is living
We are all brothers and sisters
Living in the same place
I run
I jump
I yell
I howl
I speak
The language that encompases everything...
The language
The tounge
Of the world
For this,
Ashkii is my name.
Its meaning is sacred to me
For it means Boy...
I can run
On these two legs that I have
I can fly high
But only when jumping from a great hight
I am one with mother nature
Respecting all that is living
We are all brothers and sisters
Living in the same place
I run
I jump
I yell
I howl
I speak
The language that encompases everything...
The language
The tounge
Of the world
For this,
Ashkii is my name.
Its meaning is sacred to me
For it means Boy...
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DARK POEM
Published
13th May 2012 3:17am
13th May 2012 3:17am
My chest and the blows its been delt.
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