Submissions by Mstrmnd1923
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
8th Feb 2024 11:20am
8th Feb 2024 11:20am
Institution
Professionals always playing with me
This crazy game is my reality
Spinning thoughts are constantly in my head
This mental abuse I wish I was dead
But I'm confined in this institution
How did I get in this situation
The echoes outside my imprisoned walls
Helping me escape but my freedom falls
Controlled by the hands that dictate this game
Knowing this I will never be the same
Please put me down so I can sleep at night
Because you never can make me feel right...
This crazy game is my reality
Spinning thoughts are constantly in my head
This mental abuse I wish I was dead
But I'm confined in this institution
How did I get in this situation
The echoes outside my imprisoned walls
Helping me escape but my freedom falls
Controlled by the hands that dictate this game
Knowing this I will never be the same
Please put me down so I can sleep at night
Because you never can make me feel right...
#anxiety
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DRUGS POEM
Published
8th Feb 2024 2:30am
8th Feb 2024 2:30am
The Serpents Kiss
You are still in my mind
Erasing memories I cannot find
I breathe deep into the night
Wild visions unleash my sight
I'm bit I've been struck
The serpents kiss down on my luck
I cannot believe the way I feel
This poisoned venom is for real
As you try to slither away
You consume me another day
Something beautiful and so cruel
From my head the thoughts you pull
My life has been stolen from me
I'm addicted to this hells eternity
From my eyes my tears flood
Flicking tongue sucked...
Erasing memories I cannot find
I breathe deep into the night
Wild visions unleash my sight
I'm bit I've been struck
The serpents kiss down on my luck
I cannot believe the way I feel
This poisoned venom is for real
As you try to slither away
You consume me another day
Something beautiful and so cruel
From my head the thoughts you pull
My life has been stolen from me
I'm addicted to this hells eternity
From my eyes my tears flood
Flicking tongue sucked...
#regret
#hate
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DARK POEM
Published
8th Feb 2024 2:16am
8th Feb 2024 2:16am
Questioned As
The night settles in
As the devil whispers in my ears
My ultimate desire begins
And my passion steers
Myself into a maze
And my lustful heart
Its so full of craze
Beating rapidly apart
Her eyes glance my way
And mine into hers
Sparkling they lay
Like shining stars
Dazed and in a trance
My hearts been captured
Her sweet aroma enhance
My mind being tortured
Awaited this moment in time
And finally it is here
Now soon will I find
Her love is it near
As I look in her eyes ...
As the devil whispers in my ears
My ultimate desire begins
And my passion steers
Myself into a maze
And my lustful heart
Its so full of craze
Beating rapidly apart
Her eyes glance my way
And mine into hers
Sparkling they lay
Like shining stars
Dazed and in a trance
My hearts been captured
Her sweet aroma enhance
My mind being tortured
Awaited this moment in time
And finally it is here
Now soon will I find
Her love is it near
As I look in her eyes ...
#rejection
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Feb 2024 4:22am
7th Feb 2024 4:22am
Almost Heaven
Suddenly the world again appeared bright
And the clouds rose slowly from the ground
The colors of life were now in sight
And the birds were singing all around
I turned and saw a crystal reflection
As the sun glimmers over the clear blue lake
I finally knew I made my way to heaven
Despite my life lived and all my mistakes
The grass was plush beneath my feet
And the cool breeze echoed harmony
A perfect world I could not believe
Was home for my new eternity
Everything in front of me I've ever dreamed
A beautiful world...
And the clouds rose slowly from the ground
The colors of life were now in sight
And the birds were singing all around
I turned and saw a crystal reflection
As the sun glimmers over the clear blue lake
I finally knew I made my way to heaven
Despite my life lived and all my mistakes
The grass was plush beneath my feet
And the cool breeze echoed harmony
A perfect world I could not believe
Was home for my new eternity
Everything in front of me I've ever dreamed
A beautiful world...
#heartbroken
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Feb 2024 3:28am
7th Feb 2024 3:28am
Morning After
As I slowly wake
I rub my moistened eyes
I hold her and I shake
My head to my surprise
It must have been a dream
We're here and I'm still fine
But nothing was what it seemed
Was my past really left behind
As I look outside
I see the sunny sky
I thought I had already died
But the wind was passing by
Was I in heaven
How could this even be
So much for unlucky seven
And my countdown to destiny
But then a flash before my opened eyes
Quickly my hope does fade
Thunder roared a screaming sigh
The sun to...
I rub my moistened eyes
I hold her and I shake
My head to my surprise
It must have been a dream
We're here and I'm still fine
But nothing was what it seemed
Was my past really left behind
As I look outside
I see the sunny sky
I thought I had already died
But the wind was passing by
Was I in heaven
How could this even be
So much for unlucky seven
And my countdown to destiny
But then a flash before my opened eyes
Quickly my hope does fade
Thunder roared a screaming sigh
The sun to...
#frustration
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DARK POEM
Published
4th Feb 2024 2:59pm
4th Feb 2024 2:59pm
Trapped in captivity
Chaos entered my fantasy
As I mesmerized reality
Three dimensions surrounded me
I sought escape but couldn't see
Smoke clouds enclosed me as if I died
Shadows stalked me while I tried to hide
And bloody thoughts cut my inside
The desperate measures and pain I cried
And the unusual were the usual days
My mind manipulated my own craze
And changed this tunnel into a maze
I sought escape but a voice persuades
Me so I turned around
The night strengthens the underground
I'm being chased...
As I mesmerized reality
Three dimensions surrounded me
I sought escape but couldn't see
Smoke clouds enclosed me as if I died
Shadows stalked me while I tried to hide
And bloody thoughts cut my inside
The desperate measures and pain I cried
And the unusual were the usual days
My mind manipulated my own craze
And changed this tunnel into a maze
I sought escape but a voice persuades
Me so I turned around
The night strengthens the underground
I'm being chased...
#greed
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2024 10:19pm
3rd Feb 2024 10:19pm
Echoes
Ashes dust off my twisted spine
And haunt the misery in me
Loving memories on my mind
Death suffocates the breath I see
I slowly escape from the then
My thoughts all tossed and turned
Tears wet my remains and descends
My soulless body dried and burned
The echoes in the silent air
Race through her tortured mind
By her side she walks I am there
Hoping again her love I'll find
Her light brown eyes look into mine
A reflection of our lives past
Our lips again kiss the first time
Wishing life this moment to...
And haunt the misery in me
Loving memories on my mind
Death suffocates the breath I see
I slowly escape from the then
My thoughts all tossed and turned
Tears wet my remains and descends
My soulless body dried and burned
The echoes in the silent air
Race through her tortured mind
By her side she walks I am there
Hoping again her love I'll find
Her light brown eyes look into mine
A reflection of our lives past
Our lips again kiss the first time
Wishing life this moment to...
#loneliness
#grief
#heartbroken
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DARK POEM
Published
3rd Feb 2024 9:34pm
3rd Feb 2024 9:34pm
Stalked
Everybody's out to get me
I'm hidden in my fears
Stalked in this reality
Searching so many years
Clues that I trace
Reasons on my mind
Answers I embrace
Missing pieces will you find
Your insanity my reality
Destined for what you see
Your reality my insanity
True for you but is it for me
Not sure you don't know
But what I see in my eye
What's ahead where to go
Graves waiting for me to die
Deep dark and unknown
Is the fantasy I see
Home away from home
Reaching my destiny
Am I finally there ...
I'm hidden in my fears
Stalked in this reality
Searching so many years
Clues that I trace
Reasons on my mind
Answers I embrace
Missing pieces will you find
Your insanity my reality
Destined for what you see
Your reality my insanity
True for you but is it for me
Not sure you don't know
But what I see in my eye
What's ahead where to go
Graves waiting for me to die
Deep dark and unknown
Is the fantasy I see
Home away from home
Reaching my destiny
Am I finally there ...
#confusion
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2024 5:47pm
2nd Feb 2024 5:47pm
Countdown to Destiny
Lost in my insanity
Cursed life with profanity
Searching for my destiny
Life's ending a mystery
Desperate shadows where I hide
Living life with truths that lied
Following the rules I don't abide
Helping all that I denied
Playing minds with all the games
Confusing all those different names
Helping people tack on shames
Death and life and all whom blames
This laughter I hear must cease
Pressures pain that I release
Searching for that inner peace
Walking the line that I tease ...
Cursed life with profanity
Searching for my destiny
Life's ending a mystery
Desperate shadows where I hide
Living life with truths that lied
Following the rules I don't abide
Helping all that I denied
Playing minds with all the games
Confusing all those different names
Helping people tack on shames
Death and life and all whom blames
This laughter I hear must cease
Pressures pain that I release
Searching for that inner peace
Walking the line that I tease ...
#despair
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2024 5:22pm
2nd Feb 2024 5:22pm
Wreckage
Feelings way past the point of pain
This final escape trying to stay sane
All my baggage checked at the gate
Enter paranoia my love of hate
I hear a voice as I drift away
Distant though what did they say
Whistling through the silent air
I feel this cold numbing heartless stare
Clouds formed my darkened mind
Fragile memories I'm searching to find
Memories of us now turning black
Somehow my life went way off track
Thunderous echoes my heart tattered
My serenity your lightning shattered
Consuming every breath I...
This final escape trying to stay sane
All my baggage checked at the gate
Enter paranoia my love of hate
I hear a voice as I drift away
Distant though what did they say
Whistling through the silent air
I feel this cold numbing heartless stare
Clouds formed my darkened mind
Fragile memories I'm searching to find
Memories of us now turning black
Somehow my life went way off track
Thunderous echoes my heart tattered
My serenity your lightning shattered
Consuming every breath I...
#emptiness
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DARK POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2024 4:16am
2nd Feb 2024 4:16am
Framed Mortality
My mind captivates
Thoughts of neverknown
Knowledge is power
And shame is gone
Consumed reality
Awaits for space and I
Diluted insanity
Devours souls and minds
As justice is in pieces
Free will conjours
This laughter ceases
These thoughts of yours
Innocence protected??
But killers are free
Creations inspected
Falsify our fantasy
But this I know
As I try to be the next
Searching for my home
Gone away soon we've left
My addictive...
Thoughts of neverknown
Knowledge is power
And shame is gone
Consumed reality
Awaits for space and I
Diluted insanity
Devours souls and minds
As justice is in pieces
Free will conjours
This laughter ceases
These thoughts of yours
Innocence protected??
But killers are free
Creations inspected
Falsify our fantasy
But this I know
As I try to be the next
Searching for my home
Gone away soon we've left
My addictive...
#denial
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