Submissions by Mstrmnd1923
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Three Times
Does anybody know I tried before
But never did I succeed
Spent lots of time preparing more
Forever soon I will bleed
I've thought about all the pain
I've caused the ones I know
If you think I'm to blame
Wait til you see my final show
Life is sand in an hourglass
We see what we want to see
Slowly we watch and time will pass
The world is better without me
The future the present and the past
Portray our lives in three times
One you change
One you live
One that lasts
To measures our life of crimes
But as...
But never did I succeed
Spent lots of time preparing more
Forever soon I will bleed
I've thought about all the pain
I've caused the ones I know
If you think I'm to blame
Wait til you see my final show
Life is sand in an hourglass
We see what we want to see
Slowly we watch and time will pass
The world is better without me
The future the present and the past
Portray our lives in three times
One you change
One you live
One that lasts
To measures our life of crimes
But as...
#dark
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Final Breath
Approaching the angel of death
From a world beyond this depth
Sensing that the end is near
Going out without a fear
Now knowing what's going on
Living life and choosing wrong
Release me from this misery
Pretty soon I will be free
Searching for this inner peace
Built up pressures trying to release
My life's over it is finished
Dreams I had are all diminished
Waiting for the angel to sing
Drifting away on her wing
Trouble dealing with all the pain
On sanitys edge I go insane
My life flashed before my...
From a world beyond this depth
Sensing that the end is near
Going out without a fear
Now knowing what's going on
Living life and choosing wrong
Release me from this misery
Pretty soon I will be free
Searching for this inner peace
Built up pressures trying to release
My life's over it is finished
Dreams I had are all diminished
Waiting for the angel to sing
Drifting away on her wing
Trouble dealing with all the pain
On sanitys edge I go insane
My life flashed before my...
#emptiness
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Four Dimensions
You live in your world of pretend
And nothing matters to you
Heartless and cruel feelings you send
And deny everything that's true
I feel like I've been here too
Down this road I travel
It doesn't matter I'm not you
As you watch my life unravel
That's what hurts my vanity
I thought we were so close
Your actions caused insanity
In ways that nobody knows
I'm running out of days to borrow
I'm left with only four
Heartache and pain filled with sorrow
Consume me more and more
Crazy thoughts all in my mind
Ideas to...
And nothing matters to you
Heartless and cruel feelings you send
And deny everything that's true
I feel like I've been here too
Down this road I travel
It doesn't matter I'm not you
As you watch my life unravel
That's what hurts my vanity
I thought we were so close
Your actions caused insanity
In ways that nobody knows
I'm running out of days to borrow
I'm left with only four
Heartache and pain filled with sorrow
Consume me more and more
Crazy thoughts all in my mind
Ideas to...
#emptiness
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Antichrist
I've returned from the dead
And suicidal nature is back
Angry venom my minds spread
My death wish is filled with black
As I tease my life that was
Reality blackened while I trip
What appears as no just cause
Contorted vengeance our back will slip
And our worlds will lose precious time
In this non existing silence
In the blink of the eye we'll find
Corrupting the dead makes no sense
As we enter into your dreams
Your nightmares reverb the night ...
And suicidal nature is back
Angry venom my minds spread
My death wish is filled with black
As I tease my life that was
Reality blackened while I trip
What appears as no just cause
Contorted vengeance our back will slip
And our worlds will lose precious time
In this non existing silence
In the blink of the eye we'll find
Corrupting the dead makes no sense
As we enter into your dreams
Your nightmares reverb the night ...
#dark
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Distorted
Thoughts of good and evil
Where is this place I found
Toying with the mind of the devil
A twisted journey underground
Thunder bolts and lightning
Rage in this fiery hell
To you it seems frightening
But I know this place well
Hissing slithers the conniving snake
As the darkness slowly chokes me
I lie here but I'm not awake
My reality consumed by misery
A voice speaks and echoes laughter
The image appears of a little horn
What happened before this burning after
I deserve my heavens scorn
A faint...
Where is this place I found
Toying with the mind of the devil
A twisted journey underground
Thunder bolts and lightning
Rage in this fiery hell
To you it seems frightening
But I know this place well
Hissing slithers the conniving snake
As the darkness slowly chokes me
I lie here but I'm not awake
My reality consumed by misery
A voice speaks and echoes laughter
The image appears of a little horn
What happened before this burning after
I deserve my heavens scorn
A faint...
#confusion
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Trust
Words have been said
And actions are done
To you I am dead
To me I am none
From your perfect smile
I'm free falling forever
Our loves secluded island
But replace you I would never
So much have we shared
In this sliver of time
The emptiness I'd dare
And the stairway I'd climb
I'd give it all away
For you and one last try
What I never wanted to say
But this is our last good bye
A lot of pain has been caused
So many feelings were hurt
Your memories of me now lost ...
And actions are done
To you I am dead
To me I am none
From your perfect smile
I'm free falling forever
Our loves secluded island
But replace you I would never
So much have we shared
In this sliver of time
The emptiness I'd dare
And the stairway I'd climb
I'd give it all away
For you and one last try
What I never wanted to say
But this is our last good bye
A lot of pain has been caused
So many feelings were hurt
Your memories of me now lost ...
#frustration
#disappointment
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Five Long Days
Every action has an equal and opposite reaction I learned this long ago
Every smile seen every frown made tells the story of how life goes
The happiness you have the pain I feel lies a memory no one knows
Every new beginning something ends as we inhale secrets all alone
Every corruption has an innocence a moment of passing by
Every tear shed a tear dries a thoughtless glimmer of the eye
Even with love there is hate a feeling we can't deny
As we stare into the mirror we debate and ask ourselves why
Five long days have passed and we chased...
Every smile seen every frown made tells the story of how life goes
The happiness you have the pain I feel lies a memory no one knows
Every new beginning something ends as we inhale secrets all alone
Every corruption has an innocence a moment of passing by
Every tear shed a tear dries a thoughtless glimmer of the eye
Even with love there is hate a feeling we can't deny
As we stare into the mirror we debate and ask ourselves why
Five long days have passed and we chased...
#loneliness
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Six
Lay flowers on my grave
Shed tears just for show
Feelings you share concave
Memories you forgot you know
I was merely passing by
But never did I fit in
I reached out one last try
There's no way I can win
So here we are I all alone
You have moved on so quick
I never was the one you know
Just a puppet on your stick
Every question I asked you denied
My life left for me to fix
I wish to me you never lied
But at least I have my last six
Shed tears just for show
Feelings you share concave
Memories you forgot you know
I was merely passing by
But never did I fit in
I reached out one last try
There's no way I can win
So here we are I all alone
You have moved on so quick
I never was the one you know
Just a puppet on your stick
Every question I asked you denied
My life left for me to fix
I wish to me you never lied
But at least I have my last six
#frustration
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Unlucky Seven
Moments still stand still
Yet time passed me by
This haunting eerie chill
I close my eyes and sigh
There's almost a time
When I think back
My memories sublime
Despite true love I lacked
Decisions that I made
Caused this course of life
But if I could trade
And change life's cutting knife
What if is the question on my mind
How would we now be
Would there be love we'd find
That might be you and me
Would I be what you sought
How would you now feel
What you think you thought
You felt would it be real ...
Yet time passed me by
This haunting eerie chill
I close my eyes and sigh
There's almost a time
When I think back
My memories sublime
Despite true love I lacked
Decisions that I made
Caused this course of life
But if I could trade
And change life's cutting knife
What if is the question on my mind
How would we now be
Would there be love we'd find
That might be you and me
Would I be what you sought
How would you now feel
What you think you thought
You felt would it be real ...
#rejection
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Where Is The Sun
I remember my younger days
When I would go out and play
The clouds were just a side effect
And only sometimes in the way
The sun shined so brightly
And it's color so distinct
The bright blue sky so sightly
People and nature in perfect sync
You could feel happiness and energy
In the universe everywhere
The community, the world, a synergy
It was a symbiotic love affair
But somehow over the course of time
The sky it seemed to change
Life became an uphill...
When I would go out and play
The clouds were just a side effect
And only sometimes in the way
The sun shined so brightly
And it's color so distinct
The bright blue sky so sightly
People and nature in perfect sync
You could feel happiness and energy
In the universe everywhere
The community, the world, a synergy
It was a symbiotic love affair
But somehow over the course of time
The sky it seemed to change
Life became an uphill...
#sadness
#emptiness
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Number Eight
Slower days have passed
Eight long days ahead
They cut through me like glass
What is done is never said
Answers you may think
And questions I'm sure you have
The darkest shades of pink
Cover me and I laugh
Your laughter that I hear
Haunts me, slowly I await
Overcoming my greatest fear
Now I'm down to number eight
Eight long days ahead
They cut through me like glass
What is done is never said
Answers you may think
And questions I'm sure you have
The darkest shades of pink
Cover me and I laugh
Your laughter that I hear
Haunts me, slowly I await
Overcoming my greatest fear
Now I'm down to number eight
#emptiness
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And The Moment Is Gone (a visual journey)
There's a log cabin
And a big oak near it
You can hear the river nearby
You walk out of your workshop
Standing on the warm grass by the tree
You contemplate
With axe in hand and rage in your heart
You swing the axe
You start chopping at the tree
Then you realize you left your ex tied to that tree
Their screams drown from the river water rushing
Their tears fertilizing the soil of their new home
You return the axe to the shed
And reappear with shovel in hand
You dig and dig
You dig so deep searching for...
And a big oak near it
You can hear the river nearby
You walk out of your workshop
Standing on the warm grass by the tree
You contemplate
With axe in hand and rage in your heart
You swing the axe
You start chopping at the tree
Then you realize you left your ex tied to that tree
Their screams drown from the river water rushing
Their tears fertilizing the soil of their new home
You return the axe to the shed
And reappear with shovel in hand
You dig and dig
You dig so deep searching for...
#regret
#dark
#emptiness
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