Submissions by Miss_Haides
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I observe everything around me, I analyse my thoughts then I just write it down. Been writing lyrics since 16 and poems since I was a little kid.
SELF POEM
Published
11th Jun 2022 2:10pm
11th Jun 2022 2:10pm
Today
Today I am angry
Today I am disappointed
I have no friends
I have no hope
I have no one to talk to
No one to turn to
I have bitter memories
Of missing out
Being left behind
Being abandoned
Punched in the eye
Of begging for mercy
Hitting into the wall
Cast across the room
Thrown through doors
Can't breath
Can't speak.
Of being insulted
Degraded
Ignored Isolated
Being used
Of being forced
Being lied to.
Being confused
Of calling the police
Countless...
Today I am disappointed
I have no friends
I have no hope
I have no one to talk to
No one to turn to
I have bitter memories
Of missing out
Being left behind
Being abandoned
Punched in the eye
Of begging for mercy
Hitting into the wall
Cast across the room
Thrown through doors
Can't breath
Can't speak.
Of being insulted
Degraded
Ignored Isolated
Being used
Of being forced
Being lied to.
Being confused
Of calling the police
Countless...
#anger
#conflict
#hurt
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Jun 2022 6:30pm
10th Jun 2022 6:30pm
Holding Space
Be
sad
conflicted
confused
lost
I don't mind
I like honesty
I like listening
I like you
Life
Is struggle
Stress
Regrets
Conflict
It will kill you
If you let it.
Haunt you
If you try to forget it.
I know the secret
I know the way
Out of the darkness
Do you believe me
Probably not
That's ok
You don't have to.
You can be free.
To choose
Your way
Just be safe
sad
conflicted
confused
lost
I don't mind
I like honesty
I like listening
I like you
Life
Is struggle
Stress
Regrets
Conflict
It will kill you
If you let it.
Haunt you
If you try to forget it.
I know the secret
I know the way
Out of the darkness
Do you believe me
Probably not
That's ok
You don't have to.
You can be free.
To choose
Your way
Just be safe
#SelfHarm
#MentalHealth
#vulnerability
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Jun 2022 6:17pm
10th Jun 2022 6:17pm
Friendship Hurts
I allow you to be aweful
I know I'm your only true friend
You've hurt me over the years
Countless times.
Made me feel hurt
Embarrased
Shame
And I defended you.
I chose you.
I had other friends
You needed a solid friend
A loyal friend
Someone reliable
I became that
You needed it.
I held space for you.
When you were cruel
When you were dismissive
When you took advantage of me.
I turned a blind eye
Loyal
Stoic
Unwavering.
You will never be grateful
Never apologise. ...
I know I'm your only true friend
You've hurt me over the years
Countless times.
Made me feel hurt
Embarrased
Shame
And I defended you.
I chose you.
I had other friends
You needed a solid friend
A loyal friend
Someone reliable
I became that
You needed it.
I held space for you.
When you were cruel
When you were dismissive
When you took advantage of me.
I turned a blind eye
Loyal
Stoic
Unwavering.
You will never be grateful
Never apologise. ...
#depression
#friendship
#support #emptiness
#support #emptiness
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Jun 2022 5:20pm
9th Jun 2022 5:20pm
Social Time
I'm tired.
Enough
I do too much
I don't have the time
To freeze by the fire.
I laugh on cue
A social butterfly,
on the outside
On the inside I'm dying
So tired
Of everything.
I want to be free
To choose
Without guilt
Without obligation
To not want
but to have.
Enough
I do too much
I don't have the time
To freeze by the fire.
I laugh on cue
A social butterfly,
on the outside
On the inside I'm dying
So tired
Of everything.
I want to be free
To choose
Without guilt
Without obligation
To not want
but to have.
#anxiety
#LifeStruggles
#TruthOfLife #sleep
#TruthOfLife #sleep
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SELF POEM
Published
8th Jun 2022 3:09pm
8th Jun 2022 3:09pm
Choices
I changed my face today
Because I'm bored or
Because I'm brave
Who knows, who cares.
I want to be an entirely different person.
To hide my insecurities.
Impulsive? stupid? Maybe.
But shouldn't life be lived.
Am I shallow? Vain?
I don't know. Maybe.
What I wouldn't give.
To change.
Because I'm bored or
Because I'm brave
Who knows, who cares.
I want to be an entirely different person.
To hide my insecurities.
Impulsive? stupid? Maybe.
But shouldn't life be lived.
Am I shallow? Vain?
I don't know. Maybe.
What I wouldn't give.
To change.
#identity
#SelfReflection
#SelfDiscovery #SelfWorth
#SelfDiscovery #SelfWorth
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EROTIC POEM
Published
5th Jun 2022 12:34pm
5th Jun 2022 12:34pm
Push
The drunk version of you adores me.
The drunk version of you can't contain their thoughts.
The drunk version of me just gives and takes.
The drunk version of me acts without thought.
The sober version of you worries what they think.
The sober version of you avoids too much talk.
The sober version of me is nervous self concious.
The sober version of me feels in secrect.
Is there a way to be drunkingly sober all the time, so I could take you as if you were mine.
And you would say all the right lines.
And I would be brave and cruel...
The drunk version of you can't contain their thoughts.
The drunk version of me just gives and takes.
The drunk version of me acts without thought.
The sober version of you worries what they think.
The sober version of you avoids too much talk.
The sober version of me is nervous self concious.
The sober version of me feels in secrect.
Is there a way to be drunkingly sober all the time, so I could take you as if you were mine.
And you would say all the right lines.
And I would be brave and cruel...
#love
#lust
#sex
#violence
#FeelingLost
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SELF POEM
Published
5th Jun 2022 12:29pm
5th Jun 2022 12:29pm
The Dreaded Phase
The silent moment
The dreaded phase.
Uncomfortable
Untelling
Unknowing
Unfair
Silent dismissal
This is the part I hate it always come before the end of something great.
Are you hoping to just fade it out, make it end organically, like it happened naturally.
I know all the games, it's why I don't go outside to play.
Are you hoping to just wait it out, make me the one to say it outloud.
So you can avoid it and say I destroyed it?
A beneficial plot twist, to make your escape.
I will always be foolish
I...
The dreaded phase.
Uncomfortable
Untelling
Unknowing
Unfair
Silent dismissal
This is the part I hate it always come before the end of something great.
Are you hoping to just fade it out, make it end organically, like it happened naturally.
I know all the games, it's why I don't go outside to play.
Are you hoping to just wait it out, make me the one to say it outloud.
So you can avoid it and say I destroyed it?
A beneficial plot twist, to make your escape.
I will always be foolish
I...
#rejection
#conflict
#confusion #SelfReflection
#confusion #SelfReflection
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LOVE POEM
Published
5th Jun 2022 1:03am
5th Jun 2022 1:03am
Too much
I've had too much to drink.
All I can think
Is of you
This is stupid.
Embarrassing
Tantalising
Humiliating
I feel more than I should.
Are you plotting your escape
Then just tell me
Either way.
So I know
What to confess
What to admit
Touch me like this
Superficial is still bliss
I guess
I could settle for less
If thats all you will give.
All I can think
Is of you
This is stupid.
Embarrassing
Tantalising
Humiliating
I feel more than I should.
Are you plotting your escape
Then just tell me
Either way.
So I know
What to confess
What to admit
Touch me like this
Superficial is still bliss
I guess
I could settle for less
If thats all you will give.
#confusion
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EROTIC POEM
Published
4th Jun 2022 9:07am
4th Jun 2022 9:07am
She Stares
He doesn't know how she feels.
She looks at him in stares of non indication.
She makes him feel uncertain.
Does she want this, so quiet, so cautious.
She's quieter than he imagined. She doesn't exclaim she just stares. Mostly stares right through him, right into him. It's distracting. It's a bit weird.
She wants to squeeze the life out him, she wants him to be harsher, she wants to be lost.
She stares trying to figure out how far she can push him.
There's no rules, no boundaries, she has no fear. He has no fear. Dangerous.
They both...
She looks at him in stares of non indication.
She makes him feel uncertain.
Does she want this, so quiet, so cautious.
She's quieter than he imagined. She doesn't exclaim she just stares. Mostly stares right through him, right into him. It's distracting. It's a bit weird.
She wants to squeeze the life out him, she wants him to be harsher, she wants to be lost.
She stares trying to figure out how far she can push him.
There's no rules, no boundaries, she has no fear. He has no fear. Dangerous.
They both...
#sex
#violence
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EROTIC POEM
Published
4th Jun 2022 8:46am
4th Jun 2022 8:46am
Delicately Violent
I want
To be delicately violent.
To touch.
Amongst the silence.
To crush.
Vicious requirements.
But my hands flow gently,they wait.
They hesitate.
They contemplate, they refrain.
Hiding dark intentions.
A slight movement, a mention of desire.
A pause, a withdraw back to gentle flow.
He's say just let go.
How so?
To be delicately violent.
To touch.
Amongst the silence.
To crush.
Vicious requirements.
But my hands flow gently,they wait.
They hesitate.
They contemplate, they refrain.
Hiding dark intentions.
A slight movement, a mention of desire.
A pause, a withdraw back to gentle flow.
He's say just let go.
How so?
#lust
#sex
#violence
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Jun 2022 1:00am
4th Jun 2022 1:00am
Temporary Ideal
I want to live but I won't.
I'll probably cry and choke.
On every ounce of existence forcing its way into my resistance.
I want to let go, I want to dream.
I'll probably shake and scream.
On every ounce of assistance offered to my conditions.
I am an ideal, a memory, a thought of something nice.
Something right something bright.
In reality I am a speck, a blemish, a mistake.
Good enough to envision but the reality betrays.
I'll probably cry and choke.
On every ounce of existence forcing its way into my resistance.
I want to let go, I want to dream.
I'll probably shake and scream.
On every ounce of assistance offered to my conditions.
I am an ideal, a memory, a thought of something nice.
Something right something bright.
In reality I am a speck, a blemish, a mistake.
Good enough to envision but the reality betrays.
#loneliness
#FeelingLost
#FeelingTrapped
#fear
#anxiety
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Jun 2022 00:44am
4th Jun 2022 00:44am
Playing for Keeps
My imagination flowed too far,
but not enough to lose restraint.
Press me down under your palm.
I am excited I appear calm.
I'm nervous I want to shake.
I stare and my mind exclaims;
The things I can not say, won't hear, I'm too afraid.
Fear seeping into me telling me I'm not enough.
I'm not what you are looking for.
Turn me over take me another way.
More of the same.
Insecurities, you are so much and I am so little.
I cannot keep what I can not entertain.
I cannot hold the attention of the unrestrained. ...
but not enough to lose restraint.
Press me down under your palm.
I am excited I appear calm.
I'm nervous I want to shake.
I stare and my mind exclaims;
The things I can not say, won't hear, I'm too afraid.
Fear seeping into me telling me I'm not enough.
I'm not what you are looking for.
Turn me over take me another way.
More of the same.
Insecurities, you are so much and I am so little.
I cannot keep what I can not entertain.
I cannot hold the attention of the unrestrained. ...
#anxiety
#lust
#passion #fear
#passion #fear
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