Submissions by Miss_Haides
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I observe everything around me, I analyse my thoughts then I just write it down. Been writing lyrics since 16 and poems since I was a little kid.
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2024 2:01pm
22nd Dec 2024 2:01pm
Small Scale Swindler
I see your innocent lies.
The inner struggle.
I understand the inner position.
The need for crafty lines.
Eloquent apologies
Dear Father.....
Dear friend....
Sneaky lyrics
Poems
Dm's
It's never enough
Yet you cannot stand it.
But you must hold it
Every scrap, every drop
Holds you up
Steal a smile
A kiss, an hour, a pic,
A drop, a nip.
It's needed, you need it.
To line the bottom of your cup.
To hold you up.
The inner struggle.
I understand the inner position.
The need for crafty lines.
Eloquent apologies
Dear Father.....
Dear friend....
Sneaky lyrics
Poems
Dm's
It's never enough
Yet you cannot stand it.
But you must hold it
Every scrap, every drop
Holds you up
Steal a smile
A kiss, an hour, a pic,
A drop, a nip.
It's needed, you need it.
To line the bottom of your cup.
To hold you up.
#frustration
#grief
#rejection #shame
#rejection #shame
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2024 9:40am
22nd Dec 2024 9:40am
Imogen
A biased c@nt disappoints everyone forever.
Go! Harass! Idiot!!
Go! Harass! Idiot!!
#boredom
#frustration
#hate
#jealousy
#rejection
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SELF POEM
Published
20th Dec 2024 4:51am
20th Dec 2024 4:51am
Eight Hours At A Time
I didn't get the chance to dream, to imagine.
To live.
To understand life,
and now at the halfway point
I think before I find out anything.
I will just slowly die.
I can escape living eight hours at a time.
I can escape responsibility eight hours at a time
I can escape anything eight hours at a time
I can run run run.
Until I slowly die
This seems right.
To be numb.
To stop before significance.
Before recognition.
Hiding waiting
The end will come.
Yes, It will come.
Incrementally. ...
To live.
To understand life,
and now at the halfway point
I think before I find out anything.
I will just slowly die.
I can escape living eight hours at a time.
I can escape responsibility eight hours at a time
I can escape anything eight hours at a time
I can run run run.
Until I slowly die
This seems right.
To be numb.
To stop before significance.
Before recognition.
Hiding waiting
The end will come.
Yes, It will come.
Incrementally. ...
#apathy
#depression
#emptiness
#loneliness
#regret
90 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
19th Dec 2024 5:08pm
19th Dec 2024 5:08pm
Anonymous Energy
I was formed from a seed of desperation.
Written and scarred upon my skin, upon my temperament.
Upon my disposition.
I wear it like a crown for all to see.
Look upon my face and recognise me.
The face of nothing.
The face of no one.
Unseen.
The face of many generations of many entities.
None belong to me.
Borrowed atoms, borrowed genes.
Just light anonymous energy.
Don't you see? The parade?
Quickly!
Don, your hat! Your Gloves! Your Hair!
Your Identity.
Unseen.
The face of no one.
The...
Written and scarred upon my skin, upon my temperament.
Upon my disposition.
I wear it like a crown for all to see.
Look upon my face and recognise me.
The face of nothing.
The face of no one.
Unseen.
The face of many generations of many entities.
None belong to me.
Borrowed atoms, borrowed genes.
Just light anonymous energy.
Don't you see? The parade?
Quickly!
Don, your hat! Your Gloves! Your Hair!
Your Identity.
Unseen.
The face of no one.
The...
#identity
#myself
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfReflection
#spiritual
67 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
19th Dec 2024 4:35pm
19th Dec 2024 4:35pm
Incense of Insomnia
Quiet time solitude darkness staring.
Regret, seeps through the stench suffocatingly repulsive
Heart wrenching stagnant deeply alone,
the stench, the stench.
Nauseating nostalgia nothing nothing nothing.
Quiet tears so draining sadness
Rigid silence thoughts teach significant suffering repetitively
Hope watches suspiciously, dying, afraid.
the stench the stench
Nonchalance, no chance nothing nothing nothing
Regret, seeps through the stench suffocatingly repulsive
Heart wrenching stagnant deeply alone,
the stench, the stench.
Nauseating nostalgia nothing nothing nothing.
Quiet tears so draining sadness
Rigid silence thoughts teach significant suffering repetitively
Hope watches suspiciously, dying, afraid.
the stench the stench
Nonchalance, no chance nothing nothing nothing
#dark
#despair
#disappointment
#emptiness
#grief
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Oct 2022 7:11pm
25th Oct 2022 7:11pm
Only one of me.
It's that time again again.
Where I say to the children just a little but longer and all will be fine.
Where I say to myself maybe this time.
The good part is finally around the corner.
The boy is grown ready to leave home.
Could I have done more?
Where I say to the children just a little but longer and all will be fine.
Where I say to myself maybe this time.
The good part is finally around the corner.
The boy is grown ready to leave home.
Could I have done more?
#love
#parent
#memories
271 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
10th Aug 2022 4:56pm
10th Aug 2022 4:56pm
You Get What You Ask For
Don't fall in love yet you tell me
And I won't
Because I do as I'm told
And time will drift us apart
It won't even hurt me
I won't feel anything
It will bother you in the end
That I did as you asked
Sometimes you will think about me.
But I won't think about you
Because I'm not supposed to
I could have.
I could have felt.
I could have given more.
But I just give a small part
A glimpse
A look
A moment.
A temporary comfort.
Because it's what you wanted
And you will never wish ...
And I won't
Because I do as I'm told
And time will drift us apart
It won't even hurt me
I won't feel anything
It will bother you in the end
That I did as you asked
Sometimes you will think about me.
But I won't think about you
Because I'm not supposed to
I could have.
I could have felt.
I could have given more.
But I just give a small part
A glimpse
A look
A moment.
A temporary comfort.
Because it's what you wanted
And you will never wish ...
#anxiety
#loneliness
#disappointment
210 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
26th Jul 2022 5:18am
26th Jul 2022 5:18am
No obligation
Today I'm feeling strong.
Today is the day to hurt me.
If you feel like you need to escape.
Today is the best day.
Nothing can phase me.
Today is the day I can switch off.
Place myself back under lock.
I don't need to be liked.
Loved
Embraced
Remembered.
I don't need anything or anyone.
If you've had enough of heartless fun.
Then just tell me you are done.
My walls are strong again.
You've had your peep inside.
The preview, a taste, a sample of what I'm like.
If it's something you don't want or like. ...
Today is the day to hurt me.
If you feel like you need to escape.
Today is the best day.
Nothing can phase me.
Today is the day I can switch off.
Place myself back under lock.
I don't need to be liked.
Loved
Embraced
Remembered.
I don't need anything or anyone.
If you've had enough of heartless fun.
Then just tell me you are done.
My walls are strong again.
You've had your peep inside.
The preview, a taste, a sample of what I'm like.
If it's something you don't want or like. ...
#sadness
#lust
#betrayal
270 reads
2 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Jul 2022 3:52pm
18th Jul 2022 3:52pm
Different
You have shifted my mindset.
Made me want what I could never hope to get.
Press me again, tell me I'm disgusting,
the sweet words creates a rush in me.
The worst actions are a frivolous threat.
I am more different than I anticipated.
I crave death habitually and now I crave mistreatment.
You are more than I calculated. I assumed you were all talk and now I want to hear it all.
Show me your words in ways we can not speak. Don't apologise don't break the tension.
Make me feel weak.
Made me want what I could never hope to get.
Press me again, tell me I'm disgusting,
the sweet words creates a rush in me.
The worst actions are a frivolous threat.
I am more different than I anticipated.
I crave death habitually and now I crave mistreatment.
You are more than I calculated. I assumed you were all talk and now I want to hear it all.
Show me your words in ways we can not speak. Don't apologise don't break the tension.
Make me feel weak.
#lust
#sex
#fear
432 reads
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EROTIC POEM
Published
18th Jul 2022 3:51pm
18th Jul 2022 3:51pm
Want
You look the way I imagine men should look.
You feel the way I imagined men should feel.
You taste the way I imagined men should taste.
Your violence is the way I imagined violence should be placed, in arousal, in lust, in temporary disgrace.
Heavy handed. Misplaced intentions.
Anticipation finally met with force, with slight hesitation.
Take it again, I will in any capacity.
I want to take.
I want to hurt.
I want to break.
Just in the moment to let go, to be blind to all else. To drown.
You feel the way I imagined men should feel.
You taste the way I imagined men should taste.
Your violence is the way I imagined violence should be placed, in arousal, in lust, in temporary disgrace.
Heavy handed. Misplaced intentions.
Anticipation finally met with force, with slight hesitation.
Take it again, I will in any capacity.
I want to take.
I want to hurt.
I want to break.
Just in the moment to let go, to be blind to all else. To drown.
#lust
#sex
#violence
321 reads
1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
17th Jul 2022 3:50pm
17th Jul 2022 3:50pm
I want to be part of that.
I watch the others.
Everyone else.
With their laughter
Their friendships
Their smiles
I want that.
I walk alone in the city.
To and from work.
Feeling crushed broken
Alone Sad.
Afraid.
I want to be like the others.
I wonder what it's like.
To be liked.
To be loved.
To be accepted.
To belong.
I want to be part of that.
I feel like a ghost.
Am I even real.
Do people even see me.
I'm so sad, all the time.
Just there constantly.
I want to be someone else.
...
Everyone else.
With their laughter
Their friendships
Their smiles
I want that.
I walk alone in the city.
To and from work.
Feeling crushed broken
Alone Sad.
Afraid.
I want to be like the others.
I wonder what it's like.
To be liked.
To be loved.
To be accepted.
To belong.
I want to be part of that.
I feel like a ghost.
Am I even real.
Do people even see me.
I'm so sad, all the time.
Just there constantly.
I want to be someone else.
...
#depression
#loneliness
#dreams
#suicide
#nightmares
755 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Jul 2022 3:48pm
17th Jul 2022 3:48pm
Coffee for One.
Medium flat white extra shot one sugar.
That's how I have my coffee.
How do you want your coffee invisible person.
Imaginary mate.
I see people walking together, holding hands, laughing, having fun.
It crushes me.
I sip my coffee, it's good, just how I like it.
Maybe I will see you today.
We will somehow cross paths.
And it will be like we almost recognise each other.
Perfect strangers.
I will sip my coffee and smile making awkward conversation.
You will think it's adorable.
I want to be part of something, anything....
That's how I have my coffee.
How do you want your coffee invisible person.
Imaginary mate.
I see people walking together, holding hands, laughing, having fun.
It crushes me.
I sip my coffee, it's good, just how I like it.
Maybe I will see you today.
We will somehow cross paths.
And it will be like we almost recognise each other.
Perfect strangers.
I will sip my coffee and smile making awkward conversation.
You will think it's adorable.
I want to be part of something, anything....
#sadness
#love
#loneliness #emptiness
#loneliness #emptiness
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2 Comments
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