Submissions by MichaelMorgue (Chris Addict)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Blackened Melodic Hardcore/Post-hardcore/Emo lyrics, poems, stories, and ranblings from another worthless junkie boy. 28, with scarred wrists, dying eyes, bad decisions, and on heroin. The Darker Side of Daydreaming.
Distance Doesn't Matter
I remember the first time that I saw her face
Yeah my heart gave chase
And every single part of me said, "Boy she's the one!"
"Her smile struck you dumb."
Without her here with me I'm fucking numb
She makes me come undone..
It doesn't matter if we're miles apart
This girl has got my heart
and she won't let go
I fell so hard in love right from the start
This girl gave me a spark
and I won't let go..
Everything about her seems to make me smile
She makes my life worth while
And when she says she loves me I...
Yeah my heart gave chase
And every single part of me said, "Boy she's the one!"
"Her smile struck you dumb."
Without her here with me I'm fucking numb
She makes me come undone..
It doesn't matter if we're miles apart
This girl has got my heart
and she won't let go
I fell so hard in love right from the start
This girl gave me a spark
and I won't let go..
Everything about her seems to make me smile
She makes my life worth while
And when she says she loves me I...
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Start Over
So fuck the world I’m on my own
These endless nights are taking their toll
Sometimes I wish I could throw this all away
But there is always another day
I’ve got to survive another day
With yet more debts I forgot to pay
Why can’t I
Start over?
With a fist full of four leaf clovers
Hoping the stories of good luck will come true
And maybe I’d find myself once again next to you
I hope its true!!!
So for now I think that all
I’ve got to do is fucking crawl
I’m sorry I can’t go on my friends
I feel like I’ve been...
These endless nights are taking their toll
Sometimes I wish I could throw this all away
But there is always another day
I’ve got to survive another day
With yet more debts I forgot to pay
Why can’t I
Start over?
With a fist full of four leaf clovers
Hoping the stories of good luck will come true
And maybe I’d find myself once again next to you
I hope its true!!!
So for now I think that all
I’ve got to do is fucking crawl
I’m sorry I can’t go on my friends
I feel like I’ve been...
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Can you hear me?
my mind is wishing for a cigarette
but my lungs are suffocated
each drag brings me close to death
how long have i been waiting?
my throat is burning now
can you hear me screaming loud?
each day goes bye and i wonder why
everybody else can't see the light
as the bonfires burn so bright
my throat is burning now
can you hear me screaming loud?
looking at life like a sillouhette
i try to learn not to hate it
i jumped head in now im cold and wet
how long for this have i waited?
my throat is burning now
can you...
but my lungs are suffocated
each drag brings me close to death
how long have i been waiting?
my throat is burning now
can you hear me screaming loud?
each day goes bye and i wonder why
everybody else can't see the light
as the bonfires burn so bright
my throat is burning now
can you hear me screaming loud?
looking at life like a sillouhette
i try to learn not to hate it
i jumped head in now im cold and wet
how long for this have i waited?
my throat is burning now
can you...
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Unforgiven
this is my part to a rap that me and some friends are working on. enjoy.
I don’t know what I want from life anymore
I lost the love of my life ‘cuz I got scared and threw the girl out the door
I’ve spent most of my teen years passed out drunk on the floor
High as fuck on anything I could get my hands on always lookin’ for more
I’m tired of fuckin’ up but that’s all I know
Why do I seem to date whore after whore?
With all the flo-ho’s and so-so’s it’s hard to find a Juliet
Until then I’ll be sitting in my room playing Russian Roulette
Staring in...
I don’t know what I want from life anymore
I lost the love of my life ‘cuz I got scared and threw the girl out the door
I’ve spent most of my teen years passed out drunk on the floor
High as fuck on anything I could get my hands on always lookin’ for more
I’m tired of fuckin’ up but that’s all I know
Why do I seem to date whore after whore?
With all the flo-ho’s and so-so’s it’s hard to find a Juliet
Until then I’ll be sitting in my room playing Russian Roulette
Staring in...
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Untitled
Im sick of living with my fears
Im running away as the clouds spill their tears
Why cant I find some peace of mind?
Why does it seem like the whole worlds blind?
When will I see through the lies?
It’s the same thing every time!
So drop to my knees
And beg to end my life
Because nothing is real
Just leave me here to die
Just pull the trigger back
And say the last goodbyes
Im running away as the clouds spill their tears
Why cant I find some peace of mind?
Why does it seem like the whole worlds blind?
When will I see through the lies?
It’s the same thing every time!
So drop to my knees
And beg to end my life
Because nothing is real
Just leave me here to die
Just pull the trigger back
And say the last goodbyes
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Short, Adorable, and Morbid.
He spins the chamber or the revolver and puts the barrel to his head. With a smile he pulls the trigger. Click. Michael laughs weakly and slides the gun across the table to the ass who made him play the game on a daily basis. The man checks the chamber to see if the bullet is still in there, as Michael had taken to sliding the bullet down his sleeve when Mister wasn’t looking.
Mister… What a weird name to call yourself. Is he trying to be “cool” or “spooky”? Maybe he had seen it in a movie once. Who cares. I’m pretty sure that after a week of nonstop suicide games it’s common kidnapper...
Mister… What a weird name to call yourself. Is he trying to be “cool” or “spooky”? Maybe he had seen it in a movie once. Who cares. I’m pretty sure that after a week of nonstop suicide games it’s common kidnapper...
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How Can We Win?
life can be snatched lie a feather in the wind
our souls can be taken just from one little sin
"with so much against me how can i win?"
i as myself this each day as the bullshit begins
our souls can be taken just from one little sin
"with so much against me how can i win?"
i as myself this each day as the bullshit begins
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untitled
It's been another hard day at school
It seems like everyone hates her because she's not "cool"
She runs out the doors before they can see her tears
each one a voice to a different fear
she drives her car home teary eyed
if only they knew what they said did to her inside
as she gets to the door she cant take anymore
the joking the insults, this unwanted war
her mind starts to drift and she falls to the floor
a bottle of pills and she wont have to hear them anymore...
It seems like everyone hates her because she's not "cool"
She runs out the doors before they can see her tears
each one a voice to a different fear
she drives her car home teary eyed
if only they knew what they said did to her inside
as she gets to the door she cant take anymore
the joking the insults, this unwanted war
her mind starts to drift and she falls to the floor
a bottle of pills and she wont have to hear them anymore...
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Detached
I feel like I'm watching myself on a movie screan
because nothing I do seems real
a killer strikes and I forget to scream
he doesn't know I cant feel
because nothing I do seems real
a killer strikes and I forget to scream
he doesn't know I cant feel
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Unsavable
I'm lost in the labrinth of time
and I think I'm losing my mind
I cant find something to be looking for
I'm just stuck in a dead end that keeps closing in
I can't win
and there's no escaping this
theres nothing I can do but stay where I'm at
and pray for something to change
before my thoughts begin to fray
so I make another gash with the blade
and hope that everything will turn out ok
I keep praying for a brand new day
but nothing ever seems to go my way
maybe im just too late to be saved..
and I think I'm losing my mind
I cant find something to be looking for
I'm just stuck in a dead end that keeps closing in
I can't win
and there's no escaping this
theres nothing I can do but stay where I'm at
and pray for something to change
before my thoughts begin to fray
so I make another gash with the blade
and hope that everything will turn out ok
I keep praying for a brand new day
but nothing ever seems to go my way
maybe im just too late to be saved..
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