Submissions by Master_Schmeckler (Vikidis Sokolov)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SAD
Lost in transparent death
eaten by absence
alone and hurt
missing all of everything not here
wishing to want it
time to feed
sucking out the drops of life
left in the old bodies
filling my holes with their glue
cuddling the darkness
blade against my throat
memories of you keep me from slicing
memories of you keep me pushing
self harm keeps me in check
checking with the light if there's blood yet
not yet but then i could finally see
and escape this hole
eaten by absence
alone and hurt
missing all of everything not here
wishing to want it
time to feed
sucking out the drops of life
left in the old bodies
filling my holes with their glue
cuddling the darkness
blade against my throat
memories of you keep me from slicing
memories of you keep me pushing
self harm keeps me in check
checking with the light if there's blood yet
not yet but then i could finally see
and escape this hole
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Hazel
you're my lover that used to slay
now you just lay
you bring the blade to your neck
and i sit here because i'm dead inside
you make one quick cut
and if i had a heart you just broke it
but i know i love you somehow
i go over to you
and kiss your blood
it quickly fills my mouth
and stains my teeth
i love the taste
and it cleans me
i keep sucking and now i'm drinking
and your face loses its color
i spit it up as i see what's happened to you
how could i let this happen
then i see how cute you look
and i...
now you just lay
you bring the blade to your neck
and i sit here because i'm dead inside
you make one quick cut
and if i had a heart you just broke it
but i know i love you somehow
i go over to you
and kiss your blood
it quickly fills my mouth
and stains my teeth
i love the taste
and it cleans me
i keep sucking and now i'm drinking
and your face loses its color
i spit it up as i see what's happened to you
how could i let this happen
then i see how cute you look
and i...
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Should I...
should i tell you my sins
or let you find out
should you relate to me
or just touch me
should i reveal my heart
or listen to yours
should we talk together
or listen alone
should you kiss my cheek
or rub away the tears from yours
should you want me
or miss me
should i hold you
or grab you
should you come to me blissfully
or leave peacefully
should i whisper in your ear
or yell in your face
should we sleep together
or rest in peace
should you be my wife
or just my lover
should you...
or let you find out
should you relate to me
or just touch me
should i reveal my heart
or listen to yours
should we talk together
or listen alone
should you kiss my cheek
or rub away the tears from yours
should you want me
or miss me
should i hold you
or grab you
should you come to me blissfully
or leave peacefully
should i whisper in your ear
or yell in your face
should we sleep together
or rest in peace
should you be my wife
or just my lover
should you...
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i wxnted you
stab stab stab
all you did was blab
cut cut cut
you're a mutt
slam slam slam
you were just glam
twist twist twist
cut your wrist
pry pry pry
you should die
cry cry cry
you did try
crying mercy
but i'm not playing nursey
swing swing swing
but this isn't the ring
sweat sweat sweat
now you wish we never met
stare stare stare
get a good last look i won't glare
tear tear tear
this wasn't fair
care care care
i pretend to it's my snare
your clothes i will wear
even if just...
all you did was blab
cut cut cut
you're a mutt
slam slam slam
you were just glam
twist twist twist
cut your wrist
pry pry pry
you should die
cry cry cry
you did try
crying mercy
but i'm not playing nursey
swing swing swing
but this isn't the ring
sweat sweat sweat
now you wish we never met
stare stare stare
get a good last look i won't glare
tear tear tear
this wasn't fair
care care care
i pretend to it's my snare
your clothes i will wear
even if just...
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What you were
What you were...
you were the light at the end of the tunnel
the shot in the dark
the reason there was a smile on my face
the hand to dry my tears
the person who told me of my worth
the friend that always had time
the girl that couldn't wait to see me, to touch me
you were the warm body next to me
the soft voice in my ear
the sweet taste on my lips
the reason my clothes disappeared
the reason my day was good
the reason i thought i was good
the reason i felt safe in someone's arms
you were my partner but now you are...
you were the light at the end of the tunnel
the shot in the dark
the reason there was a smile on my face
the hand to dry my tears
the person who told me of my worth
the friend that always had time
the girl that couldn't wait to see me, to touch me
you were the warm body next to me
the soft voice in my ear
the sweet taste on my lips
the reason my clothes disappeared
the reason my day was good
the reason i thought i was good
the reason i felt safe in someone's arms
you were my partner but now you are...
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LAST ONE OUT
Locked in this cave i couldn't stay
So I ran away
i need another day just one day
the others aren't me
so they can't see
that i needed to live
that i needed to breathe
so i pushed and i shoved until i knew i had a chance
then i noticed him running too
i wanted to give him my energy to help him leave
he had a better chance
he had a striders stance
as i saw him leave i slipped
as i tripped and my head hit the ground i saw him turn around
but all he saw was the remnants of the fall
So I ran away
i need another day just one day
the others aren't me
so they can't see
that i needed to live
that i needed to breathe
so i pushed and i shoved until i knew i had a chance
then i noticed him running too
i wanted to give him my energy to help him leave
he had a better chance
he had a striders stance
as i saw him leave i slipped
as i tripped and my head hit the ground i saw him turn around
but all he saw was the remnants of the fall
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Cut
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