Submissions by MSmollY1

I have come to the hill of my choosing
Forward looked and saw nothing but brightness thru squinted eyes..
Fearful of the unknown but brave with determination.
I ever so slowly looked back ever so slowly turned my head..
What I saw took my breath away as the path was so crooked..
There were areas of grey with trotted down paths…
My safe havens..
Areas of black were my fearful times and sinful ways..
Areas of white were the path of righteousness and joy..
I saw from them musical notes of harp sounds and it made me smile..
My happy place…
As I turned...

What of my heart..
It's just a beating pump
It has no mind but yet it feels..
Kindness touches it..
Beauty moves it..
Memories sooth it..

What of my heart..
Meaness makes it ache..
Bleakness makes it sad..
Loss makes it break..

What of my heart..
Forever an enigma
As to how that works..
During the quiet times
I hear it beat..
Yet in the times of despair
I feel its pain..

Oh what of my heart..

My heart lays heavy in my chest
The kindness I had given I hoped was my best

At times tears fall down my cheeks in streams
For you were everything I had ever dreamed

That glorious time I had seen the light
Now everything is shadowed in black or white

I soared in rainbows in your arms
The colors so vibrant your body so warm

Feeling your eyes upon me dance
Caused every fiber in me to rise at full stance

It brought so much into my world
I floated on air and danced and swirled

Your magnificence inside me awoke my senses...