Submissions by LostAngel

I'm cryin my eyes out ,
But no one can see -
Because its deep ,
Deep inside of me !

What do you do when you want to turn back ,
But can't because its all just pitch black ?!

It seems as if my world is at an end ,
Yet it has just began .

With all this pain deep inside ,
I can't take it !
I just want to leave & hide ,
I want it to say Good - Bye !!
But it wont & I have no clue why ...

I have this feeling everyday
And when people ask me ,
Are you okay ?
With a smile I manage to say , Yes -
Then sigh...

Who's to know the meaning of life ? Everyone spends their whole life trying to figure it out . Is the meaning of life to leave your mark ? Is it to reproduce ? To fall in love ? I , for one , dont care ! I'm Kim & I just want to die .
 I get judged constantly . I get called dumb because I'm Blond , Emo because I cut , anorexic because I'm skinny . I get called fake because I'm all that fucking natural , & a bitch because I hit everyone who fucks with me . Enough about " Getting to know me " because that will lead to getting to know you . And I have no intention with assotiating...

Its timez like this ,
    i wish wasnt born
Im tired of the bullshit ,
    Everything that's formed .
Your making me insane ,
    With everything you say
Can't you see the pain ,
    That you leave in my way ??
You broke my heart ,
    Left it in pieces .
Now its time to part ,
    Time to say dueces .

I want you to see the real me...
    Everything that I know I can be .
Yet you don't try ,
    Leaving me to cry .
Crying isn't the answer ,
    I gave up on that .
Thinking about it is like cancer, ...

Agitation and irritation worm their way through my veins
As I fight off the urge to wrap my hands around your heart
And squeeze til it's as dry and empty as the Sahara in July .
I want to take my hatred as a dagger to slip into an arm ,
a heart ,
an eye .

I want to take my rage and blind you in the dark -
So it cuts like a double edged knife -
the hopelessness.

I want to take my disappointment and break every bone in your body
At the loss and pain caused by your utter carelessness .

Take the pieces of my broken heart and...