What do you do ?

I'm cryin my eyes out ,
But no one can see -
Because its deep ,
Deep inside of me !

What do you do when you want to turn back ,
But can't because its all just pitch black ?!

It seems as if my world is at an end ,
Yet it has just began .

With all this pain deep inside ,
I can't take it !
I just want to leave & hide ,
I want it to say Good - Bye !!
But it wont & I have no clue why ...

I have this feeling everyday
And when people ask me ,
Are you okay ?
With a smile I manage to say , Yes -
Then sigh & look away

So...

What do you do when you want to turn back ?
But can't because its all just PITCH BLACK ?!