Submissions by Lost4Wordz (AyoKiwi)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
No More Tears
Keep your head up KING and raise your chin up high
Sometimes the ones you really want in life you’ll have to say goodbye
It’s not because you no longer have the desires for said beings
But because you value your worth and peace amongst all other things
I miss being able to open up to you feeling like vulnerability wasn’t that bad at all
Now it just feels like a consistent battle of words like let’s see whose the first to fall
I’m tired of running into women who enjoy putting me through the hardship
When I just want to find my person to love,...
Sometimes the ones you really want in life you’ll have to say goodbye
It’s not because you no longer have the desires for said beings
But because you value your worth and peace amongst all other things
I miss being able to open up to you feeling like vulnerability wasn’t that bad at all
Now it just feels like a consistent battle of words like let’s see whose the first to fall
I’m tired of running into women who enjoy putting me through the hardship
When I just want to find my person to love,...
#heartbroken
#emotional
#hurt
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Gasoline...
No way you just mastered the art of the gaslight, I’ve never seen it used any better
You’re holding on to the memories of the last dude that really didn’t know any better
I knew you went out drinking after telling me you would call me back that’s why I ain’t waste my time
But you still gaslit me like why you go all day without hitting my line
You must think I’m slow or something to allow you to disrespect me for another week
I’m not going for none of that while you’re still holding on to past feelings, I am not that weak
Listening to you on the phone...
You’re holding on to the memories of the last dude that really didn’t know any better
I knew you went out drinking after telling me you would call me back that’s why I ain’t waste my time
But you still gaslit me like why you go all day without hitting my line
You must think I’m slow or something to allow you to disrespect me for another week
I’m not going for none of that while you’re still holding on to past feelings, I am not that weak
Listening to you on the phone...
#love
#heartbroken
#hurt
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Wet behind the ears
#love
#orgasm
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What the heart wants
This feeling I get in my chest… I know this isn’t happening right now right?
How is this even a possibility. As if a blind guy starts yelling “but I have my sight!”
It’s yelling out but not screaming
It’s hurting while it’s healing
I try my hardest to breathe but the air escapes me
Grasping for this thing called love but my arms are out reach
Atleast that’s what I want to tell myself
When I know I got a bottle of love with my name on it on the shelf
Half of me wants to knock it all down and be remade a new
The other half knows all my...
How is this even a possibility. As if a blind guy starts yelling “but I have my sight!”
It’s yelling out but not screaming
It’s hurting while it’s healing
I try my hardest to breathe but the air escapes me
Grasping for this thing called love but my arms are out reach
Atleast that’s what I want to tell myself
When I know I got a bottle of love with my name on it on the shelf
Half of me wants to knock it all down and be remade a new
The other half knows all my...
#love
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Is eternity long enough?
I vow to always respect you and care for you in all the ways you truly deserve
I have so much admiration for you I will never subject you to any more hurt
I will never humiliate you or display any kind of abuse
Overdosing off your love, this is my kind of use
True love can be the kind of love many have to chase and desire
It takes time to bloom, for the wood to produce fire
I want to GIVE to the relationship unconditionally without expecting something back
Your beautiful smile and your laugh out loud can fix any bad day that once was wack
I...
I have so much admiration for you I will never subject you to any more hurt
I will never humiliate you or display any kind of abuse
Overdosing off your love, this is my kind of use
True love can be the kind of love many have to chase and desire
It takes time to bloom, for the wood to produce fire
I want to GIVE to the relationship unconditionally without expecting something back
Your beautiful smile and your laugh out loud can fix any bad day that once was wack
I...
#love
#FallingInLove
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Worst Mistake
As my tears come falling down on all of these keys
I'm stuck hoping, praying, wishing nobody goes through times like these
You see, I lost my queen.... most amazing wife to be
I shifted my time and focus off of you and unto me
Not realizing the pain, not realizing the hurt
Right off your back, I just took your shirt
Not seeing the tears was from me, the silence wasn't a plea
Not understanding that neglecting you was making you leave
I never imagined in my darkest nightmares I'd be the protagonist
Or that my cons always seemed to...
I'm stuck hoping, praying, wishing nobody goes through times like these
You see, I lost my queen.... most amazing wife to be
I shifted my time and focus off of you and unto me
Not realizing the pain, not realizing the hurt
Right off your back, I just took your shirt
Not seeing the tears was from me, the silence wasn't a plea
Not understanding that neglecting you was making you leave
I never imagined in my darkest nightmares I'd be the protagonist
Or that my cons always seemed to...
#love
#IMissYou
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I belong to you
I don't want to get you off my mind
I just hope that I'm not running out of time
My world has been so cold
Since you walked out of my life I've been so lifeless and alone
We miss you on your side of the bed
I just don't want to get you out of my head
I don't want to feel this pain anymore
It took losing you to realize what I had in store
The tears have never stopped falling
My brain has not stopped learning
I pray that in this lifetime you do find your way back to me
I still have all your belongings staring...
I just hope that I'm not running out of time
My world has been so cold
Since you walked out of my life I've been so lifeless and alone
We miss you on your side of the bed
I just don't want to get you out of my head
I don't want to feel this pain anymore
It took losing you to realize what I had in store
The tears have never stopped falling
My brain has not stopped learning
I pray that in this lifetime you do find your way back to me
I still have all your belongings staring...
#love
#heartbroken
#IMissYou
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You Are Beyond Beautiful
Your beauty expands into the skies
It progresses on endlessly and never dies
The clouds can extend out and ascend
They can even darken but you remain the trend
The ocean greets her as she passes by.
Her gorgeous toes leave their mark, saying goodbye.
My substance and affection continues to deepen
Every time I see you my heart begins to weaken
You’ll be the queen in the kingdom of my heart
And then I’ll be the king, so we’ll never be apart
You give light to my soul
You help me to be whole
It doesn't matter what they do,...
It progresses on endlessly and never dies
The clouds can extend out and ascend
They can even darken but you remain the trend
The ocean greets her as she passes by.
Her gorgeous toes leave their mark, saying goodbye.
My substance and affection continues to deepen
Every time I see you my heart begins to weaken
You’ll be the queen in the kingdom of my heart
And then I’ll be the king, so we’ll never be apart
You give light to my soul
You help me to be whole
It doesn't matter what they do,...
#love
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I’ve had enough
I told you this was my last shot at love, it was.
To give so much of oneself and still not be enough
One of the worst pains, it doesn’t matter if your tough
I lost damn near my whole self trying to love you
Even now, tears rushing down my cheek
My heart is so torn while you ignored what I seek
Inside your mind smiling ear to ear
I knew this wasn’t my year
Lost my grandad the year prior
Then my idol in February
Lost my job the next month, America is weary
Now I’m single, this love thing has me feeling scary
I won’t...
To give so much of oneself and still not be enough
One of the worst pains, it doesn’t matter if your tough
I lost damn near my whole self trying to love you
Even now, tears rushing down my cheek
My heart is so torn while you ignored what I seek
Inside your mind smiling ear to ear
I knew this wasn’t my year
Lost my grandad the year prior
Then my idol in February
Lost my job the next month, America is weary
Now I’m single, this love thing has me feeling scary
I won’t...
#heartbroken
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The pain in my heart
I've been here before whenever I meet someone new
We get to talking then her feelings change out the blue
All the effort and time I spent getting to know you
For you to just switch gears is something I'd never expect too
There's only so much a heart can take
There's only so much my mind can fake
But I'm at the crossroads of love and fate
Or maybe it's lust and heartbreak
I want to work on me but I'm not letting you go
You want to work on you but you need a different type of glow
You want a different energy you put on a show ...
We get to talking then her feelings change out the blue
All the effort and time I spent getting to know you
For you to just switch gears is something I'd never expect too
There's only so much a heart can take
There's only so much my mind can fake
But I'm at the crossroads of love and fate
Or maybe it's lust and heartbreak
I want to work on me but I'm not letting you go
You want to work on you but you need a different type of glow
You want a different energy you put on a show ...
#love
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You got it
Often times you leave me on read. Wondering if you even read what was said. Don't come to me later whenever your ready on your time. I know my worth, I'm one of a kind. Not to toot my own horn but it's the truth. May be a hard pill to swallow but I know my worth don't call it shallow. You used to follow me something of a shadow. But I can see the difference and everyone changes. Let's not front just do what you want.
#love
#sleep
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Why don't you love me?
Why don't you love me? Not like I love you. I gave you so much time and effort. To only be used and feel so worthless. I opened up to you and now I feel helpless.
I'm tired of women claiming all men are dogs. I've came across bitches that lie and cheat. I got the texts and call logs. Why don't you love me?
I ask and ask myself but no answer surfaces. You all wonder why men turn into sex fiends with no heart. Imagine how much sweat and tears I put in from the start. To only be manipulated and get my chest ripped apart.
I never thought I could feel so numb from...
I'm tired of women claiming all men are dogs. I've came across bitches that lie and cheat. I got the texts and call logs. Why don't you love me?
I ask and ask myself but no answer surfaces. You all wonder why men turn into sex fiends with no heart. Imagine how much sweat and tears I put in from the start. To only be manipulated and get my chest ripped apart.
I never thought I could feel so numb from...
#love
#heartbroken
645 reads
1 Comment
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