I’ve had enough

I told you this was my last shot at love, it was.
To give so much of oneself and still not be enough
One of the worst pains, it doesn’t matter if your tough
I lost damn near my whole self trying to love you

Even now, tears rushing down my cheek
My heart is so torn while you ignored what I seek
Inside your mind smiling ear to ear
I knew this wasn’t my year

Lost my grandad the year prior
Then my idol in February
Lost my job the next month, America is weary
Now I’m single, this love thing has me feeling scary

I won’t attempt ever again on finding love
Even if it approaches me, it gets no empathy
So the heart, mind, and body want to play a trick
Fuck love, you can suck a dicc