Why don't you love me?

Why don't you love me? Not like I love you. I gave you so much time and effort. To only be used and feel so worthless. I opened up to you and now I feel helpless.

I'm tired of women claiming all men are dogs. I've came across bitches that lie and cheat. I got the texts and call logs. Why don't you love me?

I ask and ask myself but no answer surfaces. You all wonder why men turn into sex fiends with no heart. Imagine how much sweat and tears I put in from the start. To only be manipulated and get my chest ripped apart.

I never thought I could feel so numb from all this pain. I'm not sure I can deal with another woman with no feelings and brain. My energy levels be off the scale while yours don't show till it snows in hell.

Why don't you love me. I'm not a bad man. I cherish my woman. I admire and praise my queen. There is nobody in between. Nobody can come and say that I'm entertaining their need.

Instead of trying to find the right answers I need to stop the excessive bleeding. To somehow focus just on the healing. Keep my mind at ease and peace. Make sure I dot my eyes and cross my tees.

*Protect your own heart. Love yourself bc they won't*