Submissions by LanaW
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write about what comes out of my soul
Leave but come back
Forbidding myself daily I still recall
Not wishing to think I think after all
Coming back always after day or two
I want it, thought I never used to
Leave now, I finally managed to forget
To stay here and live, I don't regret
I fought with sadness, killed my pain
I am not the one in your live to stay
I've learned to think that I don't need
All those feelings I've sent on a fleet
Somewhere far away from, out of my soul
Smiled after: "It's time to let it go"
But somewhere hidden really deep inside
My love was...
Not wishing to think I think after all
Coming back always after day or two
I want it, thought I never used to
Leave now, I finally managed to forget
To stay here and live, I don't regret
I fought with sadness, killed my pain
I am not the one in your live to stay
I've learned to think that I don't need
All those feelings I've sent on a fleet
Somewhere far away from, out of my soul
Smiled after: "It's time to let it go"
But somewhere hidden really deep inside
My love was...
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If you are gone
Under 7 locks it was closed
What I kept saved the most
My soul, my bleeding heart
No one to break this guard
Day by day, piece by piece
You brought me on my knees
Knock after knock the door
Was opening for you more
Now you're in, I'm scared
Can't take to be betrayed
One more time but now
It's too late to cry loud
Parts of you rooted in me
Can't walk away if I need
When you step back I follow
Without you there's a hollow
Mine soul's puzzle picture
Has lost it whole creature
I'm...
What I kept saved the most
My soul, my bleeding heart
No one to break this guard
Day by day, piece by piece
You brought me on my knees
Knock after knock the door
Was opening for you more
Now you're in, I'm scared
Can't take to be betrayed
One more time but now
It's too late to cry loud
Parts of you rooted in me
Can't walk away if I need
When you step back I follow
Without you there's a hollow
Mine soul's puzzle picture
Has lost it whole creature
I'm...
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In the distant future but maybe tomorrow
To look from the window every day
Hoping to see your image there
Walking slowly to me
To admire it from distance, not near
May be to come closer but no to reach
To get discovered but besieged
To turn around, to run away but came back
To drawn into storm of your eyes so black
To find that smile that thousands times
Washed away tears on my eyes
To be a reason of it appearance even short
To make you happy, couldn't dream for more
To live this moment and be back
To that place cold and sad
Where I'll be...
Hoping to see your image there
Walking slowly to me
To admire it from distance, not near
May be to come closer but no to reach
To get discovered but besieged
To turn around, to run away but came back
To drawn into storm of your eyes so black
To find that smile that thousands times
Washed away tears on my eyes
To be a reason of it appearance even short
To make you happy, couldn't dream for more
To live this moment and be back
To that place cold and sad
Where I'll be...
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And now she is dying in your arms
You've asked, cried with no sleep
When will it happen? I want! I need!
You waited for her and now she is
Dying right in front your knees!
How could it be you are the one
To kill her, suck away the charm
She had, the glow in her eyes
Was there love among the lies?
You'd say I did all my best
To keep the heartbeat in her chest,
To love, to carry but one day
My needs have gained more weight
"My own", "for me", "for my joy"
I trained her to become my toy
To please me when I need and how
Turned to devil suddenly somehow ...
When will it happen? I want! I need!
You waited for her and now she is
Dying right in front your knees!
How could it be you are the one
To kill her, suck away the charm
She had, the glow in her eyes
Was there love among the lies?
You'd say I did all my best
To keep the heartbeat in her chest,
To love, to carry but one day
My needs have gained more weight
"My own", "for me", "for my joy"
I trained her to become my toy
To please me when I need and how
Turned to devil suddenly somehow ...
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I step back only to protect
Don't ask and don't even try
To understand the point of this life
Believe that what I do is right
Even though on my face is lie
Yes, it's painful but needed
Leave the cross, look up and breathe it
Not everyone has life with the heart
One's life has it torn apart
There's a way we must keep
No one will ask you what you need
Or what you would like it to be
You're a prisoner here, so be
Do you want to fight? No stop
Try it, break this trap
This wall built with years
It's tall, made of your fears.
To understand the point of this life
Believe that what I do is right
Even though on my face is lie
Yes, it's painful but needed
Leave the cross, look up and breathe it
Not everyone has life with the heart
One's life has it torn apart
There's a way we must keep
No one will ask you what you need
Or what you would like it to be
You're a prisoner here, so be
Do you want to fight? No stop
Try it, break this trap
This wall built with years
It's tall, made of your fears.
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Everyone but you
Everyone but you
I'll forget, I'll do
All what to stay here
It is you and me
I'll keep feelings
All other meanings
They all to be gone
Except you is none
World is only you
Connections I knew
I'll ruin forever
You are mine "ever"
I'll stop breathing
Only thing living
Is you and you here
Only you I see
I'll forget, I'll do
All what to stay here
It is you and me
I'll keep feelings
All other meanings
They all to be gone
Except you is none
World is only you
Connections I knew
I'll ruin forever
You are mine "ever"
I'll stop breathing
Only thing living
Is you and you here
Only you I see
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If you are for me
If you're for me,
I'll have to feel
With my soul clear
If you're for me
If you're for me,
I'll have to deal
I won't waste time
If you're mine
If you're for me,
My heartbeat
Is only for you
I'll give it too
If you're for me,
I will make real
You being happy
And there I'll be
I'll have to feel
With my soul clear
If you're for me
If you're for me,
I'll have to deal
I won't waste time
If you're mine
If you're for me,
My heartbeat
Is only for you
I'll give it too
If you're for me,
I will make real
You being happy
And there I'll be
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Just be with me
Feeling what's burning to be free
Old desires I raise for you in me
Die to feel close your heartbeat
Just give it to me, it's all I need
Walking with all you have in mind
Is to have you here by my side
Run into you on the street one day
Just come here, please, and stay
Surrendering to your torture
Will I ever be that fortunate?
Will I find myself yours completely?
Just take me, I'll obey weakly
Losing all the senses before you
About who you are having no clue
To melt like an air on you lips
Just bite...
Old desires I raise for you in me
Die to feel close your heartbeat
Just give it to me, it's all I need
Walking with all you have in mind
Is to have you here by my side
Run into you on the street one day
Just come here, please, and stay
Surrendering to your torture
Will I ever be that fortunate?
Will I find myself yours completely?
Just take me, I'll obey weakly
Losing all the senses before you
About who you are having no clue
To melt like an air on you lips
Just bite...
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Reach you
How can I reach you?
Is that can be truth?
Can I get an answer?
Is a chance there?
Actions, conversations
Bring devastations
Don't open your eyes
Where tears shine
To get an understanding
How? Not separating
From one another again
How I do I kill a pain?
One word hurts you like
Hundreds loud cries
Is that really so
Or you just pretend all?
It's a ride on hills
With no directions clear
I can't reach you until
You let me to heal
Is that can be truth?
Can I get an answer?
Is a chance there?
Actions, conversations
Bring devastations
Don't open your eyes
Where tears shine
To get an understanding
How? Not separating
From one another again
How I do I kill a pain?
One word hurts you like
Hundreds loud cries
Is that really so
Or you just pretend all?
It's a ride on hills
With no directions clear
I can't reach you until
You let me to heal
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Do you want more?
Do you want more? But I can't give
Do you want me closer? I will not leave
I am here, breaking all my rules
I am here like a bird you won't lose
I'll get closer, I'll touch but that's it
One minute your need won't complete
But that's all I can give, I am sorry
I can't see the bridge burned in a hurry
You say no one will know but I will
One day I am sure I will feel
That I can't hide it longer
To stand against the steam I will be stronger
I am here, I am not leaving, don't be afraid
Come to me, let a sleep you...
Do you want me closer? I will not leave
I am here, breaking all my rules
I am here like a bird you won't lose
I'll get closer, I'll touch but that's it
One minute your need won't complete
But that's all I can give, I am sorry
I can't see the bridge burned in a hurry
You say no one will know but I will
One day I am sure I will feel
That I can't hide it longer
To stand against the steam I will be stronger
I am here, I am not leaving, don't be afraid
Come to me, let a sleep you...
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My favorite, my only
My favorite song is your voice
It's all I hear in silence
And If I have to make a choice
I'll make it guide my blindness
My favorite picture is your smile
I look at it to make me feel
I run to see it every time while
I lose myself chasing what's real
My favorite pill is your love
I'm addicted to it and I'm saved
Against my will I got involved
And that was the happiest day
My only safe place is your embrace
Where I can hide and just be
Where I know I wear my own face
Where I forgive, you forgive me ...
It's all I hear in silence
And If I have to make a choice
I'll make it guide my blindness
My favorite picture is your smile
I look at it to make me feel
I run to see it every time while
I lose myself chasing what's real
My favorite pill is your love
I'm addicted to it and I'm saved
Against my will I got involved
And that was the happiest day
My only safe place is your embrace
Where I can hide and just be
Where I know I wear my own face
Where I forgive, you forgive me ...
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What is on your heart
Open what's on your heart!
I am here, we're not apart
It will stay for me forever
The biggest secret ever!
Don't think, give it to me
All what breaks you peace
Worries, pain and fears
I'll make your mind clear
Put it right into my hands
What's in front of you stays
What's not letting you go
There's something, I know
A smile from a heart to you
Will cover all days of blue
When only darkness you saw
Trust me with your soul
Now from where I speak
Open yourself for me
If I am really...
I am here, we're not apart
It will stay for me forever
The biggest secret ever!
Don't think, give it to me
All what breaks you peace
Worries, pain and fears
I'll make your mind clear
Put it right into my hands
What's in front of you stays
What's not letting you go
There's something, I know
A smile from a heart to you
Will cover all days of blue
When only darkness you saw
Trust me with your soul
Now from where I speak
Open yourself for me
If I am really...
683 reads
3 Comments
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