Submissions by Lady_Hades333
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Nov 2016 9:24am
23rd Nov 2016 9:24am
Fighting...
I do it for him,
And I would do it again.
Yeah I do it for him,
and that's why I'm gonna win.
Keeping my stance wide,
My body lowered
Teeth bared
I'll keep moving forward
Onward like a blur
Moving faster than the wind
And if I start to falter
I'll stay fixed on him
On this battlefield
I'm surrounded by chaos
But his love is my shield
His heart is my sword
He has faith in me
As I fight this war
And because he's sure I'll make it
I know I won't give in
He is my will to live
I defend my...
And I would do it again.
Yeah I do it for him,
and that's why I'm gonna win.
Keeping my stance wide,
My body lowered
Teeth bared
I'll keep moving forward
Onward like a blur
Moving faster than the wind
And if I start to falter
I'll stay fixed on him
On this battlefield
I'm surrounded by chaos
But his love is my shield
His heart is my sword
He has faith in me
As I fight this war
And because he's sure I'll make it
I know I won't give in
He is my will to live
I defend my...
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Nov 2016 5:34am
4th Nov 2016 5:34am
3 Years
I have managed to do
the most difficult and most personal thing
i have ever done in my life so far...
i went to a college-age,
pre-Thanksgiving get together
and went on stage
in front of about 80 people.
It was just me up there
all on my own
with all those wondering eyes
gazing up at me...
and I told my story;
to explain
what I am thankful for
~~~~~
with hands and voice
trembling,
I stood.
In the past 3 years
I was addicted
to Norco's and heroin
and was
at one point...
the most difficult and most personal thing
i have ever done in my life so far...
i went to a college-age,
pre-Thanksgiving get together
and went on stage
in front of about 80 people.
It was just me up there
all on my own
with all those wondering eyes
gazing up at me...
and I told my story;
to explain
what I am thankful for
~~~~~
with hands and voice
trembling,
I stood.
In the past 3 years
I was addicted
to Norco's and heroin
and was
at one point...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2016 7:20am
2nd Nov 2016 7:20am
The End *recovery*
I GAVE YOU A CHANCE TO TAKE MY PAIN AWAY
YOU CRASHED SO HARD
I CAUGHT YOU IN MY ARMS
AND YOU ZIPPED AROUND
INSIDE MY VEINS.
I NEVER WOULD'VE HANDED YOU ANY THING I HAD
BECAUSE IT WAS NOT YOURS TO HAVE.
YOU MADE ME LOVE
WHAT ALL OTHERS LOATHE
YOU MADE ME
HATE ME.
AND THAT IS NOT WHAT I DESERVED...
NOW THERE'S JUST A MEMORY SO VIVID W/ SENSATIONS
I CAN HEAR YOU CRACKLE AND MELT
AND I CAN STILL SEE YOU AND YOUR PAIN POURING INTO ME
POUND POUND
THE BEAT OF MY BREAKING HEART
POUND POUND...
YOU CRASHED SO HARD
I CAUGHT YOU IN MY ARMS
AND YOU ZIPPED AROUND
INSIDE MY VEINS.
I NEVER WOULD'VE HANDED YOU ANY THING I HAD
BECAUSE IT WAS NOT YOURS TO HAVE.
YOU MADE ME LOVE
WHAT ALL OTHERS LOATHE
YOU MADE ME
HATE ME.
AND THAT IS NOT WHAT I DESERVED...
NOW THERE'S JUST A MEMORY SO VIVID W/ SENSATIONS
I CAN HEAR YOU CRACKLE AND MELT
AND I CAN STILL SEE YOU AND YOUR PAIN POURING INTO ME
POUND POUND
THE BEAT OF MY BREAKING HEART
POUND POUND...
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SELF POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2016 7:01am
2nd Nov 2016 7:01am
To My Dear One (reflection)
Oh Love...
take a step
back away
take a moment to think of
what to say
what can you see?
How do you feel
when you look at me?
I'll tell you what i think
when i look into
that cold, heartless slab
of reflective glass...
I see a girl
who is simply
complex.
her mind IS her heart.
it's what she uses to think
but you'd never guess.
her memory is broken.
she's losing more
Everyday.
I do not believe
its because she's getting older though
...no...
I'm...
take a step
back away
take a moment to think of
what to say
what can you see?
How do you feel
when you look at me?
I'll tell you what i think
when i look into
that cold, heartless slab
of reflective glass...
I see a girl
who is simply
complex.
her mind IS her heart.
it's what she uses to think
but you'd never guess.
her memory is broken.
she's losing more
Everyday.
I do not believe
its because she's getting older though
...no...
I'm...
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SELF POEM
Published
30th Jun 2016 2:23pm
30th Jun 2016 2:23pm
Free
I know , sometimes
I am negative.
Unfortunately,
It is not something I spiral into or sink into.
For me, it is
More like a change in the flow of my bio electricity.
Sort of like When
Those sociopaths with the phd's
Used to give their patients
Shocks.
It quite literally feels as though
My brain has been shoved into
An outlet
while the plug is wet.
I can feel
a sort of spasm in my head.
And then....
Click.
A switch has been flipped by someone else.
It is difficult
To take control
When I'm...
I am negative.
Unfortunately,
It is not something I spiral into or sink into.
For me, it is
More like a change in the flow of my bio electricity.
Sort of like When
Those sociopaths with the phd's
Used to give their patients
Shocks.
It quite literally feels as though
My brain has been shoved into
An outlet
while the plug is wet.
I can feel
a sort of spasm in my head.
And then....
Click.
A switch has been flipped by someone else.
It is difficult
To take control
When I'm...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
30th Jun 2016 8:25am
30th Jun 2016 8:25am
Value.
I went to my gym tonight and did the usual on the treadmill. 3 minutes at steady walk. 7 minutes race walking. Then 10 minutes of jogging. While in race walk mode, I noticed the front desk employee was staring at me. And as I was jogging, I could still see him staring but he was also laughing with a smerk on his mug.after I finished the 20 minutes on the machine, I had blown my headset while in the zone with my music. So before I went to a different machine, I was on my way to get the other pair of headphones from my car.
As I passed the front desk, the same employee piped up and said...
As I passed the front desk, the same employee piped up and said...
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SELF POEM
Published
17th Jun 2016 11:39am
17th Jun 2016 11:39am
Insane
how i wish that i
could put my life on hold
if you look me in the eyes
you'll see my heart is growing old
filled up to the brim with
the weight of my own world
im a weak little
scared little
fucked up girl
crack open my skull
you'll only see my brain
maybe if you reach inside
you might feel my pain
if i could only show you
the world i made
behind my wall
you might see butterflies
or nothin at all
i used to put on my shoes
and just walk down the street
not a care in the world
cuz i felt like i was flyin
in...
could put my life on hold
if you look me in the eyes
you'll see my heart is growing old
filled up to the brim with
the weight of my own world
im a weak little
scared little
fucked up girl
crack open my skull
you'll only see my brain
maybe if you reach inside
you might feel my pain
if i could only show you
the world i made
behind my wall
you might see butterflies
or nothin at all
i used to put on my shoes
and just walk down the street
not a care in the world
cuz i felt like i was flyin
in...
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
17th Jun 2016 11:37am
17th Jun 2016 11:37am
After Death
I am so afraid.
Afraid of death.
I have been told my fear of heights is irrational.
But I am not afraid of them because I'm to far above solid ground...
No.
Heights frighten me
Because
If I fall,
That fall leads to a "splat".
That collision with the ground tends to end ....in death.
I'm terrified of dying.
What if
There is no heaven?
No hell?
No peace?
Not even darkness?
What if death
Is like
A breathless sleep?
A thoughtless, dreamless sleep?
What if
When we die...
Afraid of death.
I have been told my fear of heights is irrational.
But I am not afraid of them because I'm to far above solid ground...
No.
Heights frighten me
Because
If I fall,
That fall leads to a "splat".
That collision with the ground tends to end ....in death.
I'm terrified of dying.
What if
There is no heaven?
No hell?
No peace?
Not even darkness?
What if death
Is like
A breathless sleep?
A thoughtless, dreamless sleep?
What if
When we die...
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