If you only knew How I would crumble If you said those words If you did those things To make me yours But time might dismantle My senses at hand To accept a logic Of choosing another So that I can start A life made for the living To put present on play Prediction a hard game I cannot decipher If this will turn out Medium rare.
Will I ever breakout From the shell of infancy Got birthed long ago But rebirth is overdue My insides cram Space tightens with every awareness I need to break free from this dome Holding me captive Need to let in the recipes to burn the bars Need to cut the cord to breathe in oxygen That day will come God willing soon.
The sunshine, the grass, the walls; all look piss-yellow I try every day hoping the lies would end I go outside; feel the warmth of the sun See the bumblebee that buzzes over the flowers The Hummingbird looking for its fix I might feel a little hug, but it disappears when he notices Drags me back into the little black box Not so little anymore; It has gotten bigger as I grew old
My eyes are laced with Ammonia, my mind can't find the cracks My eyes are used to the burn now and water seen as worse Vivid nightmares fling my eyes...
Solitude and loneliness greet each other by the door They cross paths as the day ascends and drops At times they sit on one chair; I can't tell which is which They forget that I am here; talk amongst themselves
I am sad that I am not happy, but the silence comforts me Purpose needs to be birthed, but being with myself gives me peace I know I don't know who will win, but I know who I want to fill The house of my spirit, which awaits its king; I don't have to doubt, but be in the present With my choices I will hold firm on my head With...
Solitude opens the caged up mind Puts forth the dragons that were never slayed Puts forth the dragons you didn't know existed Makes you dance with a sword as you aim for the head Until a part of you has won and a part of you is dead So the question will remain Can you slay the dragon Or the dragon becomes thee Can you go on with your life Knowing your deed.
The house poisoned by Unfullfilled expectations Pierces every cell like Radon; We can't see past this second Time has become less than Arid air stuck on our throat Haven't breathed swiftly in so long; But with all this decay Hope sparkles on the curtains When the sun slowly ascends Along with it's morning rays.