Submissions by KrystalG
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
A free form writer. I believe in going with the flow in most everything that I do, my poetry is not excluded from that. I do not like to "think" to much when I write. However, I plan on going great places in life, so always willing to learn!
Stuck in the Dream
Crying when i see his eyes
His darkness brings out mine
Such a deep connection
Just for a moment....
My heart was beating with his
Was i just dreaming?
Or was it a fantasy?
A beautiful moment
But needles to the heart
I dont know if I can go on
He just tore my world apart
I wanted him,
But only....after he claimed me firsthand
He was a dark disaster
But such a beautiful curse
Heart aching
Breath catching
Wanting to keep it together...
Telling myself, it was no big deal
But truly feeling dead on the...
His darkness brings out mine
Such a deep connection
Just for a moment....
My heart was beating with his
Was i just dreaming?
Or was it a fantasy?
A beautiful moment
But needles to the heart
I dont know if I can go on
He just tore my world apart
I wanted him,
But only....after he claimed me firsthand
He was a dark disaster
But such a beautiful curse
Heart aching
Breath catching
Wanting to keep it together...
Telling myself, it was no big deal
But truly feeling dead on the...
#PopCulture
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Puzzle
Deeper and deeper
You go, all day
Deeper and deeper
Is what, they say
All the thoughts
And all the words
Will come together, truly, unheard
What comes up
Must go deep
Until you're satisfied
With the seed,
Planted within in your mind,
Then you will see,
Deep, is blind
It beckons me
Now I know that this deeply makes no sense
But pause for just a second
I'll give you a hint
You are curiouser and curiouser I reckon
So here's the hint
Blind is to go deep,
And deep...
You go, all day
Deeper and deeper
Is what, they say
All the thoughts
And all the words
Will come together, truly, unheard
What comes up
Must go deep
Until you're satisfied
With the seed,
Planted within in your mind,
Then you will see,
Deep, is blind
It beckons me
Now I know that this deeply makes no sense
But pause for just a second
I'll give you a hint
You are curiouser and curiouser I reckon
So here's the hint
Blind is to go deep,
And deep...
#LifeAsAWriter
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Mother Sorry
Mother, I'm sorry
But what did I do
Pointing blame, even if I'm telling the truth
The spatula that stung so bad
A burning memory
Is all I had
I will not lie
But you never believed
I think you always new the truth mother
I have been decieved
But I'm sorry mother
For not being perfect like her
I'm sorry for my ever lasting existence
Forgotten in a blur
So I thought.....
I still don't know what I did wrong
It's OK, I get it, I'm alone
Gives me time, to write my horrible song... ...
But what did I do
Pointing blame, even if I'm telling the truth
The spatula that stung so bad
A burning memory
Is all I had
I will not lie
But you never believed
I think you always new the truth mother
I have been decieved
But I'm sorry mother
For not being perfect like her
I'm sorry for my ever lasting existence
Forgotten in a blur
So I thought.....
I still don't know what I did wrong
It's OK, I get it, I'm alone
Gives me time, to write my horrible song... ...
#forgiveness
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Thinking of you
When I think of that moment
I think of your touch
The way you caress my face
Like I was the most cherisable thing in the place
Making a girl
Who feels so lost
Feel so found
A girl who felt so lonely all the time
Feel so loved
You were mine
Just knowing that moment I spend with you
I never imagined it to end so soon
But the moment I think of when I'm with you
Was something special even though it did end
Too soon
A moment won't last
But my heart will not stop
Call this a love letter if you will. But I know...
I think of your touch
The way you caress my face
Like I was the most cherisable thing in the place
Making a girl
Who feels so lost
Feel so found
A girl who felt so lonely all the time
Feel so loved
You were mine
Just knowing that moment I spend with you
I never imagined it to end so soon
But the moment I think of when I'm with you
Was something special even though it did end
Too soon
A moment won't last
But my heart will not stop
Call this a love letter if you will. But I know...
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Drowning
My demons might conquer me
But i still hold on
Nobody sees
How much I'm truly struggling
I'm in more pain than I am willing to admit
I feel so lost
And so so damaged
I need some spiritual healing
If it can happen to them
Then why not me
I doubt everything
That I may not see
I feel weak minded
And weak spirited
My soul feels as if it is slowly crushing
the very innocence out of me
Nothing seems right
Everything is scary
I wish i can hide
I want my shell back before it's too late
Please ...
But i still hold on
Nobody sees
How much I'm truly struggling
I'm in more pain than I am willing to admit
I feel so lost
And so so damaged
I need some spiritual healing
If it can happen to them
Then why not me
I doubt everything
That I may not see
I feel weak minded
And weak spirited
My soul feels as if it is slowly crushing
the very innocence out of me
Nothing seems right
Everything is scary
I wish i can hide
I want my shell back before it's too late
Please ...
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Void
The way he whispered in my ears
Made my soul feel complete
I never wanted him to leave
I could have lived in this moment forever
But before I knew it
When he left me
That void I had filled
Felt completely empty
He, in my eyes
Is the most precious thing to me
Made my soul feel complete
I never wanted him to leave
I could have lived in this moment forever
But before I knew it
When he left me
That void I had filled
Felt completely empty
He, in my eyes
Is the most precious thing to me
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Wicked Mother of the South
I hate her
And
I think I hate her more than I love her
How does she not see what she is doing
Or...how she is treating people
She's too old to be acting this way
I don't know what else to say
She always has made me feel miserable
Its been a minute since I've been around her for long periods of time
But this
This is to much
Whether
Its a week
A day
A night
It doesn't matter
Its all hell in my life
When I'm around her
Especially when she's around her fucking favorite
I HATE HER SOOOOOOO MUCH
I'll say stuff I...
And
I think I hate her more than I love her
How does she not see what she is doing
Or...how she is treating people
She's too old to be acting this way
I don't know what else to say
She always has made me feel miserable
Its been a minute since I've been around her for long periods of time
But this
This is to much
Whether
Its a week
A day
A night
It doesn't matter
Its all hell in my life
When I'm around her
Especially when she's around her fucking favorite
I HATE HER SOOOOOOO MUCH
I'll say stuff I...
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Heart Pounding
I can't help it
My heart beats for him
I cry
And i didn't even realize
That's how he effects me
Because he is the man that i wanna see
I miss him everyday
Even when i know he's not thinking of me
What do i do
With all this memory
And our time together that he left me
My heart
Pounding hard in my chest
when i was with him....
I felt like the best
A lucky women am I
Oh why
do you have to leave me
Without a word
Couldn't even say goodbye
It's more complicated than it seems
When i can't have you....
The man...
My heart beats for him
I cry
And i didn't even realize
That's how he effects me
Because he is the man that i wanna see
I miss him everyday
Even when i know he's not thinking of me
What do i do
With all this memory
And our time together that he left me
My heart
Pounding hard in my chest
when i was with him....
I felt like the best
A lucky women am I
Oh why
do you have to leave me
Without a word
Couldn't even say goodbye
It's more complicated than it seems
When i can't have you....
The man...
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Sexual Virgin
753 reads
3 Comments
Her Note
She hates it
It's simply disgraceful
unfaithful
lacks truthfulness
Is she able
To get past all of
This nonsense
To stop dreaming already
She's not stable
Is she ever gonna wake up
She's trapped in a stupid childish cycle
going in and out of relationships
Then when someone who actually falls in love with her comes along
She ruins it
Wants to quit
But she doesn't
Because this is it
She don't know what to do
She feels so confused
It's why she gets mad all the time
It's the only way she can...
It's simply disgraceful
unfaithful
lacks truthfulness
Is she able
To get past all of
This nonsense
To stop dreaming already
She's not stable
Is she ever gonna wake up
She's trapped in a stupid childish cycle
going in and out of relationships
Then when someone who actually falls in love with her comes along
She ruins it
Wants to quit
But she doesn't
Because this is it
She don't know what to do
She feels so confused
It's why she gets mad all the time
It's the only way she can...
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Realization of the link
It's time to be strong
And not be the weakest link
To not let those stones
break my bones
I am strong
It's about time i realized
That nothing has to be wrong
I can hide inside of my lies
for this extent
But then I drown
After i realize
All the time i spent
Holding on to something
Not worth fighting for
and trying to hide from myself
I wanna cry all the time
But i keep most my tears bottled up inside
For what should be mine
For the one I am truly in love with
And wait till the end of time
Goodbye Love
And not be the weakest link
To not let those stones
break my bones
I am strong
It's about time i realized
That nothing has to be wrong
I can hide inside of my lies
for this extent
But then I drown
After i realize
All the time i spent
Holding on to something
Not worth fighting for
and trying to hide from myself
I wanna cry all the time
But i keep most my tears bottled up inside
For what should be mine
For the one I am truly in love with
And wait till the end of time
Goodbye Love
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Myself, Within
Bi-polar
But not bi-polar
A confusional cloud
with a women who is just learning about herself
Lost
And not found
Many mysteries lie within the very depths of her soul
Multiple personalities
Yet, still one young woman
Exploring all her greatest fantasies and dreams
Learning about the girl who has been hidden for so many years
This isn't the end my friend
But the beginning....
Of all my new discoveries
Deep within myself
But not bi-polar
A confusional cloud
with a women who is just learning about herself
Lost
And not found
Many mysteries lie within the very depths of her soul
Multiple personalities
Yet, still one young woman
Exploring all her greatest fantasies and dreams
Learning about the girl who has been hidden for so many years
This isn't the end my friend
But the beginning....
Of all my new discoveries
Deep within myself
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