Submissions by Koraru (Aerial)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write as I feel but that's about it. They come from my emotions and that's all I can really say.
Begging Thoughts
I lay here
my thoughts off in space
A single touch
makes me jump
A single word makes me scream
This darkened place
where I go
I want to come away from
but I can’t
They have a hold on me
He has a hold on me
And I can’t leave
Let me go!
Please oh please
just let me go.
my thoughts off in space
A single touch
makes me jump
A single word makes me scream
This darkened place
where I go
I want to come away from
but I can’t
They have a hold on me
He has a hold on me
And I can’t leave
Let me go!
Please oh please
just let me go.
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Blackness in the Mirror
Most days you know who you are
Other days you are simply someone else
So why is it
That as I gaze into this mirror
I see nobody at all
I see black
empty space
Devoid of emotion
and of life
Though as others gaze upon me
they see a smiling
happy
energetic
girl
Who is slowly becoming a woman
I feel tears of disappoint spill down my face
But as I look to see them
I can see nothing at all
which makes the flowing feeling of tears seem to continuously grow
As others just see a timid smiling glow.
Other days you are simply someone else
So why is it
That as I gaze into this mirror
I see nobody at all
I see black
empty space
Devoid of emotion
and of life
Though as others gaze upon me
they see a smiling
happy
energetic
girl
Who is slowly becoming a woman
I feel tears of disappoint spill down my face
But as I look to see them
I can see nothing at all
which makes the flowing feeling of tears seem to continuously grow
As others just see a timid smiling glow.
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Returning Will
I look to him
longing for acceptance
Longing to completely submit
but that independent voice
keeps screaming and screaming
in my head
Dominance is her dominion
Never submitting to any will
but it is MY will to submit
MY will to myself over to him
I scream and Scream
trying to be heard
"Give me back my will!"
"Give it back so that I might let him hold it.
Even if it is for this short time."
longing for acceptance
Longing to completely submit
but that independent voice
keeps screaming and screaming
in my head
Dominance is her dominion
Never submitting to any will
but it is MY will to submit
MY will to myself over to him
I scream and Scream
trying to be heard
"Give me back my will!"
"Give it back so that I might let him hold it.
Even if it is for this short time."
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Toxic Love
One to many
In a world alone
Need away
Let’s float along
With the clouds
Relaxation
Never coming down
Swimming down a river
Trying to see
Stumbling
Becoming free
These toxins
Making up my body
Due to
Pain of love
In a world alone
Need away
Let’s float along
With the clouds
Relaxation
Never coming down
Swimming down a river
Trying to see
Stumbling
Becoming free
These toxins
Making up my body
Due to
Pain of love
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Devoured, Devoted Love
Two of me
One of you
Both in love
endlessly devoted
all to you
But as I wish
tocontinue along
Trying to forget all
She always drags me back down
To my hopeless,
hapless,
loving,
devotion.
One of you
Both in love
endlessly devoted
all to you
But as I wish
tocontinue along
Trying to forget all
She always drags me back down
To my hopeless,
hapless,
loving,
devotion.
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I Came to You
You said come to me
Come and I will hold you
come and I will protect you
come and put your trust in me
I did as you said
and now here I stand
My shattered heart dripping blood over your hands
Come and I will hold you
come and I will protect you
come and put your trust in me
I did as you said
and now here I stand
My shattered heart dripping blood over your hands
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Dusty Memory
You take my lips
my skin
my body
You take my soul
and my heart
Crushing
over and over again
each individual
piece I've given
Watching as I turn to dust
and blow away
Sticking,
like dust does,
to your memory
Making you watch,
waiting for that day,
When that dust of my memory
will come back
to haunt you forever.
my skin
my body
You take my soul
and my heart
Crushing
over and over again
each individual
piece I've given
Watching as I turn to dust
and blow away
Sticking,
like dust does,
to your memory
Making you watch,
waiting for that day,
When that dust of my memory
will come back
to haunt you forever.
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Want and Love
You want me
For my body
for my drug
You want me
For the physical
I want you
For love
for life
For your heart
for your soul
So I lie here
Hiding pain
hiding tears
Simply to give you
what you want
To show
to you
That I love you
For my body
for my drug
You want me
For the physical
I want you
For love
for life
For your heart
for your soul
So I lie here
Hiding pain
hiding tears
Simply to give you
what you want
To show
to you
That I love you
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Questions of a Heart Torn
Would she be here
Like I am
Would she hold you
Like I do
If she would
Then why doesn't she
Why does she kick you aside
When she has you
Why does she leave you to yourself
When no one else wants you
Why does she only care
When you are someone else's
But most importantly
Why don't you see the truth
Why do you run blind back
Only to be slapped
And thrown away again
Why would you go to that
When I stand here
My heart on my sleeve
Bleeding
Waiting for you to come back to me.
Like I am
Would she hold you
Like I do
If she would
Then why doesn't she
Why does she kick you aside
When she has you
Why does she leave you to yourself
When no one else wants you
Why does she only care
When you are someone else's
But most importantly
Why don't you see the truth
Why do you run blind back
Only to be slapped
And thrown away again
Why would you go to that
When I stand here
My heart on my sleeve
Bleeding
Waiting for you to come back to me.
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Blockade
Your eyes show
the emotions,
hidden,
Behind a curtain
drawn tight
I can see
glimpses
of what's shielded
from me
I'll find
the means to unlock
that which is blocked
And who so ever
has tried to sever
the connection
Shall pay dearly
for their Treachery.
the emotions,
hidden,
Behind a curtain
drawn tight
I can see
glimpses
of what's shielded
from me
I'll find
the means to unlock
that which is blocked
And who so ever
has tried to sever
the connection
Shall pay dearly
for their Treachery.
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Love's Extent
Love's Extent
Closer
Closer
you keep coming closer
to me
Your hands move down
Down my body
Caressing my skin
I shiver
moaning so lowly
at each gentle brush
But the closer you get
The more I feel
I want this
Your naked body
Against mine
Each thrust bringing us
closer, together.
But I choke
every time
as tears well up
in my eyes
and I force them back
Just to make you happy
Because that is
The extent of my love.
Closer
Closer
you keep coming closer
to me
Your hands move down
Down my body
Caressing my skin
I shiver
moaning so lowly
at each gentle brush
But the closer you get
The more I feel
I want this
Your naked body
Against mine
Each thrust bringing us
closer, together.
But I choke
every time
as tears well up
in my eyes
and I force them back
Just to make you happy
Because that is
The extent of my love.
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Cruel, Hating Love
I hate you
as I love you
Your cruel intentions so prominent
but yet here I stand
letting each land
Crushing and controlling my heart
Why do I love you so?
So deeply that it hurts?
Why do I keep on
Knowing that I hate you
for what you've done.
I sit and I stare
at the wall before me
Looking for answers in its dark depths.
You kissed me
then talked hate about me
So why
why do I allow myself to suffer so?
as I love you
Your cruel intentions so prominent
but yet here I stand
letting each land
Crushing and controlling my heart
Why do I love you so?
So deeply that it hurts?
Why do I keep on
Knowing that I hate you
for what you've done.
I sit and I stare
at the wall before me
Looking for answers in its dark depths.
You kissed me
then talked hate about me
So why
why do I allow myself to suffer so?
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