Submissions by Kaden_Malis (Kaden Malis)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Kaden Malis - writes poetry dealing with addiction, depression, anxiety and all the struggles that come along with them.
Self preservation
Go away
Leave me alone
I don't have what you're looking for
I left it at home
Try to think for yourself
My brain is tired
I need some help
I'm not your jester
To be called
When you need a laugh
Keep your pennies
I don't want your cash
All alone
Locked in my mind
Is the best place
For me to survive
Leave me alone
I don't have what you're looking for
I left it at home
Try to think for yourself
My brain is tired
I need some help
I'm not your jester
To be called
When you need a laugh
Keep your pennies
I don't want your cash
All alone
Locked in my mind
Is the best place
For me to survive
#anxiety
#depression
#MentalHealth
#confusion
#apathy
423 reads
2 Comments
Antisocial
Surrounded by friends
I shouldn't feel
So isolated from them
No, I don't have much to say
Does anyone really care anyway
Why should I try to pretend
That I want to be here with them
When I'd much rather be alone
No, I'm not mad at you
I'm just feeling sad and confused
And there's really no reason why
I'll just sit and stare
Watch all the empty emotions they share
And pretend that I care
It just seems pointless and trite
To spend this part of my life
With others who really
Don't...
I shouldn't feel
So isolated from them
No, I don't have much to say
Does anyone really care anyway
Why should I try to pretend
That I want to be here with them
When I'd much rather be alone
No, I'm not mad at you
I'm just feeling sad and confused
And there's really no reason why
I'll just sit and stare
Watch all the empty emotions they share
And pretend that I care
It just seems pointless and trite
To spend this part of my life
With others who really
Don't...
#anxiety
#confusion
#despair
#emptiness
#apathy
658 reads
4 Comments
Fine line
Well I saw you walking this way
A ghostly Spectre
With an angel face
You saw me in a horrid state
A fallen soldier
Who needed saved
But you can't save
What doesn't want to be saved
It's a fine line
Nothing you can do to change my mind
I'm feeling low and want to be high
Well I can't be
What I'm supposed to be
Your best bet
Is to stay away from me
Like out of date currency
Worth nothing to nobody
I walk a fine line
Never saw a cloud that was silver lined
I'm...
A ghostly Spectre
With an angel face
You saw me in a horrid state
A fallen soldier
Who needed saved
But you can't save
What doesn't want to be saved
It's a fine line
Nothing you can do to change my mind
I'm feeling low and want to be high
Well I can't be
What I'm supposed to be
Your best bet
Is to stay away from me
Like out of date currency
Worth nothing to nobody
I walk a fine line
Never saw a cloud that was silver lined
I'm...
#anxiety
#depression
#SelfHarm
#addiction
#MentalHealth
527 reads
2 Comments
No regrets
Actions speak louder than words
I'm a go getter
With no time to be bitter
I act first and ask questions later
And to others needs
I've never been known to cater
Naysayers beware if you
Think I'm gonna care
You can speak your peace
And whatever you say goes
Until your 15 minutes is up
But a lifetime of no regrets
Is something you can't touch
I'm a go getter
With no time to be bitter
I act first and ask questions later
And to others needs
I've never been known to cater
Naysayers beware if you
Think I'm gonna care
You can speak your peace
And whatever you say goes
Until your 15 minutes is up
But a lifetime of no regrets
Is something you can't touch
#strength
#hope
#courage
#motivational
#inspirational
509 reads
0 Comments
You are the prey
The setting sun's aura
Casts vivid paintings across the sky
I long to breathe in it's brilliance
My sick heart eats away
From the inside out
My obsession will destroy me
She loves to weave her web
Ensnared, I struggle to get free
Here she comes....
To devour from the inside out
Twisted lust
I'm being sucked into
Her tangled web
Silence...
Stillness...
Tension builds...
Stop, stay away
Help, I've become the prey!
Casts vivid paintings across the sky
I long to breathe in it's brilliance
My sick heart eats away
From the inside out
My obsession will destroy me
She loves to weave her web
Ensnared, I struggle to get free
Here she comes....
To devour from the inside out
Twisted lust
I'm being sucked into
Her tangled web
Silence...
Stillness...
Tension builds...
Stop, stay away
Help, I've become the prey!
#sadness
#anxiety
#dark
#despair
#fear
403 reads
3 Comments
Self made prison
I once roamed free
Without any cares
No limits restrained
A soul so fair
I saw beauty in all
That fancied my view
Was loved by everyone
Who crossed my path too
But as I grew older
My fun turned to habit
I burned myself out from
Chasing the rabbit
So now I lived bound
By chains in a cell
Anguished by guilt
In my own living Hell
But this prison you see
Was unlike any other
It fractured my mind
I retreated further and further
The road that I face
Is long but not...
Without any cares
No limits restrained
A soul so fair
I saw beauty in all
That fancied my view
Was loved by everyone
Who crossed my path too
But as I grew older
My fun turned to habit
I burned myself out from
Chasing the rabbit
So now I lived bound
By chains in a cell
Anguished by guilt
In my own living Hell
But this prison you see
Was unlike any other
It fractured my mind
I retreated further and further
The road that I face
Is long but not...
#anxiety
#depression
#SelfHarm
#addiction
#MentalHealth
1058 reads
12 Comments
The Devil's Kingdom
A dream cast a long shadow
Against the old man's eyes
Young again
Running, laughing
Splashing by the brook
With a beautiful girl
The world at their fingertips
Bowed down before them
King and Queen
Of a time they thought
Would not end
Before the war
Invasion unannounced
Unplanned for
Then came guns, bombs
Screaming sirens
Buildings falling like
Wooden toy blocks
Calls for help
Go unanswered
Smoke rises
Swirls up into that
Heavenly loam ...
Against the old man's eyes
Young again
Running, laughing
Splashing by the brook
With a beautiful girl
The world at their fingertips
Bowed down before them
King and Queen
Of a time they thought
Would not end
Before the war
Invasion unannounced
Unplanned for
Then came guns, bombs
Screaming sirens
Buildings falling like
Wooden toy blocks
Calls for help
Go unanswered
Smoke rises
Swirls up into that
Heavenly loam ...
#violence
#war
#death
#tragedy
#suffering
442 reads
2 Comments
Wasting my breath
First one thing
And then another
Quit this now
Then find another
Gotta find a different way
To get me through the day
The sun shines now
But always turns gray
God, send your angels
To strike me down
Bury me under
The cold hard ground
I'll leave this world
For a better place
I can't stand anymore
Breaths to waste
And then another
Quit this now
Then find another
Gotta find a different way
To get me through the day
The sun shines now
But always turns gray
God, send your angels
To strike me down
Bury me under
The cold hard ground
I'll leave this world
For a better place
I can't stand anymore
Breaths to waste
#anxiety
#depression
#SelfHarm
#addiction
#MentalHealth
996 reads
12 Comments
Lullaby
Twilight glows
In warm golden splendor
Surrendering to darkness
His slow fading ember
The moon swims up
In her sultry sway
Enticing us with her
Hypnotic display
Luminous stars
Burn bright from afar
Showering the sky
Like fireflies in a jar
Trees dance back and forth
In the warm summer breeze
Crickets serenade their lullaby
While I softly fall asleep
In warm golden splendor
Surrendering to darkness
His slow fading ember
The moon swims up
In her sultry sway
Enticing us with her
Hypnotic display
Luminous stars
Burn bright from afar
Showering the sky
Like fireflies in a jar
Trees dance back and forth
In the warm summer breeze
Crickets serenade their lullaby
While I softly fall asleep
#forest
#moon
#stars
#night
#nature
542 reads
2 Comments
When I saw God
Stillness of the dawn
With it's foggy dew
Rises up
Swirled with the newborn day
Your presence appears
Fuzzed, liquid
Formless
Creation
Waiting on your word to awake
Golden light
Melts away this apparition
Undefined beauty
Creator of worlds
Glimpse of eternity
Longing to be where you are
And will always be
With it's foggy dew
Rises up
Swirled with the newborn day
Your presence appears
Fuzzed, liquid
Formless
Creation
Waiting on your word to awake
Golden light
Melts away this apparition
Undefined beauty
Creator of worlds
Glimpse of eternity
Longing to be where you are
And will always be
#God
#faith
#spiritual
#heaven
#TruthOfLife
443 reads
2 Comments
Where are you?
Day fades into night
Indigo sky embers
Slowly burn out
Their last breath
Held together
By the warm air blanket
Left to shiver
In the dark night
Where is my shelter?
Left alone to fight off
The nocturnal scavengers
Where are you
When I need you?
Resting in that
Severed garden
With all those
Who have gone before
Indigo sky embers
Slowly burn out
Their last breath
Held together
By the warm air blanket
Left to shiver
In the dark night
Where is my shelter?
Left alone to fight off
The nocturnal scavengers
Where are you
When I need you?
Resting in that
Severed garden
With all those
Who have gone before
#sadness
#anxiety
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#fear
624 reads
5 Comments
Hatred
That nasty little word
Divides countless people, countries...
To the world
It's a drug
We need more of
And when we get it
It's not enough
Hatred will tear us apart
Leaving a gaping hole
Nothing more than bottomless dark
Where we used to have a heart
Born into a world
Diseased
We're all an infection
Parasitic Invaders
Sucking the life from our host
The world cannot sustain
We cannot contain
Our mother is dying
And we're to blame
Divides countless people, countries...
To the world
It's a drug
We need more of
And when we get it
It's not enough
Hatred will tear us apart
Leaving a gaping hole
Nothing more than bottomless dark
Where we used to have a heart
Born into a world
Diseased
We're all an infection
Parasitic Invaders
Sucking the life from our host
The world cannot sustain
We cannot contain
Our mother is dying
And we're to blame
#hate
#lies
#greed
#suffering
#hypocrisy
451 reads
2 Comments
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