Submissions by Jamela
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
31st Jan 2023 7:34am
31st Jan 2023 7:34am
Intrusive Obsession
I want you to want me,
Not the regular type of want,
But "WANT ME".
I want you to want my every being,
Not just the outer layer you're accustomed to seeing.
I want you to take time and explore every part of me,
Slowly...
Deeply...
I want you to crave for me,
To feel like there is nothing else that can quench that thrist you feel,
Like nothing else can satiate your hunger...
Your desire...
I want you to want me,
To love me, to bury yourself so deep that you think of nothing but me,
To feel like...
Not the regular type of want,
But "WANT ME".
I want you to want my every being,
Not just the outer layer you're accustomed to seeing.
I want you to take time and explore every part of me,
Slowly...
Deeply...
I want you to crave for me,
To feel like there is nothing else that can quench that thrist you feel,
Like nothing else can satiate your hunger...
Your desire...
I want you to want me,
To love me, to bury yourself so deep that you think of nothing but me,
To feel like...
#lust
#admiration
#passion #obsession
#passion #obsession
313 reads
3 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2022 4:57am
23rd Mar 2022 4:57am
P*ssy Play
#porn
#dating
#temptation
543 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
15th Nov 2020 6:09am
15th Nov 2020 6:09am
TIRED
I'm tired
So damn tired
Tired of trying to find myself,
...............trying to love myself,
Taking care of my health...
I'm tired of feeling everything I feel
LOVE, HATE, ANGER, ANXIETY, DESPAIR
I just wanna be numb again.
All these thoughts,
Around and around ,
Chaos in my head...
Times like this, I'd just like to stay in bed.
I'm tired of knowing
In times like these I should be trying to survive,
Instead,...I lay thinking of selfish desires for myself,
I'm tired of thinking
....................feeling...
So damn tired
Tired of trying to find myself,
...............trying to love myself,
Taking care of my health...
I'm tired of feeling everything I feel
LOVE, HATE, ANGER, ANXIETY, DESPAIR
I just wanna be numb again.
All these thoughts,
Around and around ,
Chaos in my head...
Times like this, I'd just like to stay in bed.
I'm tired of knowing
In times like these I should be trying to survive,
Instead,...I lay thinking of selfish desires for myself,
I'm tired of thinking
....................feeling...
#emotions
458 reads
8 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
21st Jun 2020 2:08am
21st Jun 2020 2:08am
(Blank)
Haven't been myself for quite some time
Needed some “me” time, is that alright?
Mind has been a blank slate - empty space
Waking up everyday trying to find purpose in life, holding the faith.
Errors on repeat at nights in my mind, disguising the bad with good that I created, to make everything feel fine,
But then reality hits, knowing to myself it isn't alright
Realizing that me, myself and I are my only close friends,
At the end of the day “you got you until the end”
Needed some “me” time, is that alright?
Mind has been a blank slate - empty space
Waking up everyday trying to find purpose in life, holding the faith.
Errors on repeat at nights in my mind, disguising the bad with good that I created, to make everything feel fine,
But then reality hits, knowing to myself it isn't alright
Realizing that me, myself and I are my only close friends,
At the end of the day “you got you until the end”
#sadness
485 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Apr 2020 3:53am
12th Apr 2020 3:53am
Friends
The electricity between us you can't deny,
The way my heart beats when you're around, and that glowing look in your eyes,
If I said I didn't love you it would be a lie.
You say let's just be friends, and I act like I'm cool with it,
Then again you're in your own world and I just know I won't fit.
Up late writing love letters like I'm back in school,
Letters that I won't send cause i know my heart just acting a fool.
I wanna wake up in the morning to your gorgeous smile,
Kisses on your forehead, a seductive look in your eyes,
I wanna caress you then...
The way my heart beats when you're around, and that glowing look in your eyes,
If I said I didn't love you it would be a lie.
You say let's just be friends, and I act like I'm cool with it,
Then again you're in your own world and I just know I won't fit.
Up late writing love letters like I'm back in school,
Letters that I won't send cause i know my heart just acting a fool.
I wanna wake up in the morning to your gorgeous smile,
Kisses on your forehead, a seductive look in your eyes,
I wanna caress you then...
#love
#emotions
724 reads
4 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Apr 2020 1:08am
11th Apr 2020 1:08am
...
Your face I see at nights before I sleep,
And when you're not there I see you in my dreams.
Your reflection in a river is a thing of beauty,
Always shining, the most beautiful glow,
I wonder what would happen if you ever came close.
I could look at you for hours without end...
But then the sleepiness steps in and its morning again...
And when you're not there I see you in my dreams.
Your reflection in a river is a thing of beauty,
Always shining, the most beautiful glow,
I wonder what would happen if you ever came close.
I could look at you for hours without end...
But then the sleepiness steps in and its morning again...
#moon
380 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
24th Mar 2020 4:16am
24th Mar 2020 4:16am
Little Sister
Dear little sister,
You've saved me more times than you could ever imagine,
You stay stuck to me like glue even when I want you loose.
Cheerful and energetic-always wearing a smile,
Always wondering why is it I'm sad, why I cry.
I may be grumpy and mean most of the times,
But I'm protecting you from things you're too young to understand.
I need you alert, cautious, I don't want u lost...my smart girl,
I don't want your head in the clouds, feet firmly on land.
I know I won't be Able to keep you in the dark much longer,
When the time comes...
You've saved me more times than you could ever imagine,
You stay stuck to me like glue even when I want you loose.
Cheerful and energetic-always wearing a smile,
Always wondering why is it I'm sad, why I cry.
I may be grumpy and mean most of the times,
But I'm protecting you from things you're too young to understand.
I need you alert, cautious, I don't want u lost...my smart girl,
I don't want your head in the clouds, feet firmly on land.
I know I won't be Able to keep you in the dark much longer,
When the time comes...
#love
#sister
#inspirational
408 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
9th Mar 2020 4:06am
9th Mar 2020 4:06am
...
The road to healing is a lonesome one,
But it's better than the lies you've embedded inside
Full proof disguise, fool proof for the unwise,
Slowly returns your smile
Yet some days it's so fresh you just cry and cry
*sigh*
You've found ways to occupy your time to keep things off your mind,
But then you find yourself tired of this life,
Another lie...
Daily routines over and over again, the days feel the same,
On and on without end...
But it's better than the lies you've embedded inside
Full proof disguise, fool proof for the unwise,
Slowly returns your smile
Yet some days it's so fresh you just cry and cry
*sigh*
You've found ways to occupy your time to keep things off your mind,
But then you find yourself tired of this life,
Another lie...
Daily routines over and over again, the days feel the same,
On and on without end...
#anxiety
411 reads
5 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
2nd Feb 2020 3:06am
2nd Feb 2020 3:06am
Her
He wants to have the best of her,
Too bad she's searching for the rest of her,
Shattered to pieces-they each tell a tale,
Handle each piece with care, but beware,
...beware of sharp edges and the tiniest of shards left behind,
Or she'll having you running red in a short amount of time.
Too bad she's searching for the rest of her,
Shattered to pieces-they each tell a tale,
Handle each piece with care, but beware,
...beware of sharp edges and the tiniest of shards left behind,
Or she'll having you running red in a short amount of time.
#dark
457 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
30th Jan 2020 9:39pm
30th Jan 2020 9:39pm
Story time
Slowly healing, it's a steady pace,
All through my mind familiar faces🎭,
The past and present clashing, new scenarios here and there,
Changing the stories, wondering how different things would be.
I tried to pull her out from the deep,
She dove too far-now the beast she meets,
I've tried so many times but always fail-
Am I not suppose to be there?, am I not trying hard enough, this is a twist in this tale!
Or maybe,...just maybe, I should stop the blame game and let this beast be gradually tamed.
So many things she's seen and felt,...
All through my mind familiar faces🎭,
The past and present clashing, new scenarios here and there,
Changing the stories, wondering how different things would be.
I tried to pull her out from the deep,
She dove too far-now the beast she meets,
I've tried so many times but always fail-
Am I not suppose to be there?, am I not trying hard enough, this is a twist in this tale!
Or maybe,...just maybe, I should stop the blame game and let this beast be gradually tamed.
So many things she's seen and felt,...
#hope
#dark
#monsters #nightmares
#monsters #nightmares
482 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
21st Jan 2020 10:21pm
21st Jan 2020 10:21pm
I Miss
I miss being cuddled and hugged from behind,
Lately having a relationship again is all that's been on my mind.
I mean...being single isn't so bad,
But there is this feeling being in love brings...I just miss the way it felt.
I use to miss looking into his eyes, feeling my inside burn, feeling a thousand butterflies,
It's like he saw my soul, I just gave him the remote and he had full control.
I use to miss hearing “you're beautiful” and lighting up brighter than a bulb, I mean...i hear it from others,
But from him...from him it mattered...
Lately having a relationship again is all that's been on my mind.
I mean...being single isn't so bad,
But there is this feeling being in love brings...I just miss the way it felt.
I use to miss looking into his eyes, feeling my inside burn, feeling a thousand butterflies,
It's like he saw my soul, I just gave him the remote and he had full control.
I use to miss hearing “you're beautiful” and lighting up brighter than a bulb, I mean...i hear it from others,
But from him...from him it mattered...
#sadness
#strength
#courage
536 reads
6 Comments
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