Submissions by Idontknowhowtofeel
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I let my heart on the keyboard To open its chest and write what i cant say....
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Mar 2023 4:04am
4th Mar 2023 4:04am
Pillow
I cry with my face burrowed in the pillow
I scream , and i sob , and i whine
Im scared that if the walls hear my screams
They will crumble down
They will shatter the last pieces of my heart
The last pieces that grieve for you
I let out a slight sight
And the walls shake like in a hurricane
Theyre scared they beg me to stop
Even they know they cant take it
How can my heart deal with it
Yet your love shaked all my heart
And it still wants more
Even if its in pieces it says
"If its from you, i can take much more"
...
I scream , and i sob , and i whine
Im scared that if the walls hear my screams
They will crumble down
They will shatter the last pieces of my heart
The last pieces that grieve for you
I let out a slight sight
And the walls shake like in a hurricane
Theyre scared they beg me to stop
Even they know they cant take it
How can my heart deal with it
Yet your love shaked all my heart
And it still wants more
Even if its in pieces it says
"If its from you, i can take much more"
...
#sadness
#heartbroken
190 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
4th Mar 2023 3:26am
4th Mar 2023 3:26am
Your eyes
How do i say i miss you in a way
To make you heart ache as mine does
if i could only find a way
To change the way time goes
To let the pain die away
Just like a dried rose
If the devil was to see you
He would leave hell and repent
But i have seen you
Your eyes to never forget
Eyes with a greenish hue
With hints of ocean blue
So many eyes i have met through
But i only got lost in yours with no clue
To whoever i spoke to
To see you they hoped too
But i feel jelaous of any stranger
Who will see your eyes in any...
To make you heart ache as mine does
if i could only find a way
To change the way time goes
To let the pain die away
Just like a dried rose
If the devil was to see you
He would leave hell and repent
But i have seen you
Your eyes to never forget
Eyes with a greenish hue
With hints of ocean blue
So many eyes i have met through
But i only got lost in yours with no clue
To whoever i spoke to
To see you they hoped too
But i feel jelaous of any stranger
Who will see your eyes in any...
#love
#admiration
#emotions
165 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Dec 2022 7:52pm
9th Dec 2022 7:52pm
The feeling called
The feelings called me last night,
On her table for us to talk,
I went there,
Tired , destroyed almost given up,
I hardly arrived at her home,
It was the same as in my home,
The only place i find little crubs of peace,
The only place my pain decreases,
Oh my poor feeling,
That never judged you,
When you stepped on her,
When you suffocated her,
And she still loves you, more than me,
The feeling called me last night,
To sit crosslegged and to talk of you,
Enough, to warm this wet heart,
That the waves...
On her table for us to talk,
I went there,
Tired , destroyed almost given up,
I hardly arrived at her home,
It was the same as in my home,
The only place i find little crubs of peace,
The only place my pain decreases,
Oh my poor feeling,
That never judged you,
When you stepped on her,
When you suffocated her,
And she still loves you, more than me,
The feeling called me last night,
To sit crosslegged and to talk of you,
Enough, to warm this wet heart,
That the waves...
#loneliness
#FeelingLost
#emptiness #IMissYou
#emptiness #IMissYou
221 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Sep 2022 00:00am
30th Sep 2022 00:00am
Believe me i would...
I would pass every obstacle to reach you
I would pass the whole world to hug you
I would pass oceans and land to kiss you
Believe me i would...
I would burn the heaven and turn it to ashes,
I would extinguish hellfire just for our love to grow,
I would destroy earth, and our sad memories with it,
Believe me i would...
I would love you so much my heart would evaporate the whole oceans,
I would kiss you as much as it takes to cover the world with kisses
Believe me i would...
I would sell my soul to the...
I would pass the whole world to hug you
I would pass oceans and land to kiss you
Believe me i would...
I would burn the heaven and turn it to ashes,
I would extinguish hellfire just for our love to grow,
I would destroy earth, and our sad memories with it,
Believe me i would...
I would love you so much my heart would evaporate the whole oceans,
I would kiss you as much as it takes to cover the world with kisses
Believe me i would...
I would sell my soul to the...
#sadness
#regret
#loneliness
#heartbroken
#disappointment
247 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
29th Sep 2022 11:21pm
29th Sep 2022 11:21pm
Last hug
A lovely memory,
Tattoed inside my heart,
Even if its sad and painful,
I will never regret it,
You were the happinnes i never knew i need,
And now i cant feel anything,
Except our memories
Memories of just you and me,
Oh theres nothing more i hate,
More than the fact i cant hug you,
I would sell my soul,
Just so i can smell you.
Theres not much that i can do,
Except just hoping for you,
To hug you at least for once,
Even if its the only thing i would do...
Tattoed inside my heart,
Even if its sad and painful,
I will never regret it,
You were the happinnes i never knew i need,
And now i cant feel anything,
Except our memories
Memories of just you and me,
Oh theres nothing more i hate,
More than the fact i cant hug you,
I would sell my soul,
Just so i can smell you.
Theres not much that i can do,
Except just hoping for you,
To hug you at least for once,
Even if its the only thing i would do...
#sadness
#regret
#heartbroken
165 reads
2 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Sep 2022 10:36am
10th Sep 2022 10:36am
I love you
I love to sleep
Just so i can dream of you
No one else
Just me and you
In the middle of nowhere
I take your hand
I want the whole world to know
That youre my man
I look into your eyes
And there i see
A warm, happy family
As one can be
Theres somethin i wanna do
Just for me and for you
Take my hand lets run away
I will love you until the end of days
So tell me my dear
Is this worth the fear
Could our love conquor all fear
Just so i can dream of you
No one else
Just me and you
In the middle of nowhere
I take your hand
I want the whole world to know
That youre my man
I look into your eyes
And there i see
A warm, happy family
As one can be
Theres somethin i wanna do
Just for me and for you
Take my hand lets run away
I will love you until the end of days
So tell me my dear
Is this worth the fear
Could our love conquor all fear
#happiness
#love
#courage
#admiration
#emotions
257 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
12th Aug 2022 11:36pm
12th Aug 2022 11:36pm
Cruel
I wonder how you looked me in my eyes
And had the courage to call me baby
Knowing you would break my heart
I wonder how you let me write you those poems
And sing you songs
And say im all your
In those 6 days before you broke it off.
Thinking back on it
For someone who said they cared about me
You couldnt be so damn selfish
Or no, thats not the word im looking for
The word im looking for is cruel.
And had the courage to call me baby
Knowing you would break my heart
I wonder how you let me write you those poems
And sing you songs
And say im all your
In those 6 days before you broke it off.
Thinking back on it
For someone who said they cared about me
You couldnt be so damn selfish
Or no, thats not the word im looking for
The word im looking for is cruel.
#ForbiddenLove
#dating
223 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
30th Jul 2022 1:11am
30th Jul 2022 1:11am
Tear chandelier
Hey are you here?
I just wanted to say i miss you,
I cant fill your emptiness with bottles of beer,
And my eyes dont see clear,
But still your vision appeared,
Theres something wrong with my ears,
Your voice is all i hear,
With my heart filled with fear,
To kiss you i would still volunteer.
My life is shaped like a sphere,
Im numb there and here,
And you keep my heart like a souvenir,
Wont you feel some grief here?
With my crystal tears,
You formed a chandelier,
I really wanna know if...
I just wanted to say i miss you,
I cant fill your emptiness with bottles of beer,
And my eyes dont see clear,
But still your vision appeared,
Theres something wrong with my ears,
Your voice is all i hear,
With my heart filled with fear,
To kiss you i would still volunteer.
My life is shaped like a sphere,
Im numb there and here,
And you keep my heart like a souvenir,
Wont you feel some grief here?
With my crystal tears,
You formed a chandelier,
I really wanna know if...
#love
#strength
#hope #emotions
#hope #emotions
259 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
21st Jul 2022 00:50am
21st Jul 2022 00:50am
Him
He's probably decided to leave me alone
Even if its for my good though
Which is fair enough
Even if my heart is split in half
And he handled it with care and wasnt rough
I still feel like a used cloth
After all what is a heart?
More like a painful blood clot
So painful it makes you blackout
I still pretend he is mine to keep
Its not easy to let go of something so deep
And now im thinking maybe
It wasnt meant to be
But deep down i wanted it to be
Love is not something you can force on
And love isnt...
Even if its for my good though
Which is fair enough
Even if my heart is split in half
And he handled it with care and wasnt rough
I still feel like a used cloth
After all what is a heart?
More like a painful blood clot
So painful it makes you blackout
I still pretend he is mine to keep
Its not easy to let go of something so deep
And now im thinking maybe
It wasnt meant to be
But deep down i wanted it to be
Love is not something you can force on
And love isnt...
#anger
#heartbroken
#death #disappointment
#death #disappointment
254 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
19th Jul 2022 00:54am
19th Jul 2022 00:54am
Dream
I keep thinking of you at night
And i hate myself for doing that
I try to sleep so hard
But that just brings me harm
I woke up from a dream
Call it a nightmare if you will
I had you in my arms so tight
But then you just left my sight
Deep in the ocean you went at night
You knew thats what makes me fright
And you chose that way to fight
I cursed the tide for taking you inside
Two souls that God combined
How could some water simply divide
Until my end i will fiercly deny
Along the shore i waited for you...
And i hate myself for doing that
I try to sleep so hard
But that just brings me harm
I woke up from a dream
Call it a nightmare if you will
I had you in my arms so tight
But then you just left my sight
Deep in the ocean you went at night
You knew thats what makes me fright
And you chose that way to fight
I cursed the tide for taking you inside
Two souls that God combined
How could some water simply divide
Until my end i will fiercly deny
Along the shore i waited for you...
#heartbroken
#dreams
#sea #nightmares
#sea #nightmares
332 reads
2 Comments
SONG LYRICS
Published
19th Jul 2022 00:02am
19th Jul 2022 00:02am
Melanie martinez - training wheels
#happiness
#love
#kindness
#hope
#courage
553 reads
1 Comment
ANGER POEM
Published
14th Jul 2022 11:46pm
14th Jul 2022 11:46pm
Anger issues
I wanna scramble the world
As it has no value in my eyes
Why do we live
When we all wanna die
I dont wanna cry
Just wanna fuck everyone up
Im not worth shit
Theres no one who is
Take my anger out to people
Even their breathing just seems annoying
A voice inside me says just fucking do it
They all are annoying
Call me a cruel person
I dont give a fuck
Imma do me because i want
As for you, you can go fuck
I wanna feel bad but i cant
The soul is not something you can...
As it has no value in my eyes
Why do we live
When we all wanna die
I dont wanna cry
Just wanna fuck everyone up
Im not worth shit
Theres no one who is
Take my anger out to people
Even their breathing just seems annoying
A voice inside me says just fucking do it
They all are annoying
Call me a cruel person
I dont give a fuck
Imma do me because i want
As for you, you can go fuck
I wanna feel bad but i cant
The soul is not something you can...
#anger
#death
#fire
#frustration
#emptiness
324 reads
10 Comments
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