Tear chandelier

Hey are you here?
I just wanted to say i miss you,
 
I cant fill your emptiness with bottles of beer,
And my eyes dont see clear,
But still your vision appeared,
Theres something wrong with my ears,
Your voice is all i hear,
With my heart filled with fear,
To kiss you i would still volunteer.
 
My life is shaped like a sphere,
Im numb there and here,
And you keep my heart like a souvenir,
Wont you feel some grief here?
 
With my crystal tears,
You formed a chandelier,
I really wanna know if youre here,
Oh, where are you my dear?
I cant understand why you dissapeared.

In the middle of my tear chandelier,
You shine so bright my dear,
In my blurry sight a vision appeares,
Your smile and long hair,
And it makes me gasp for air.
 
Again passed another year,
And still its all unclear,
Was my life story frightning,
Or was i acting funny?
 
Everyday i wake up thinking you will reapear,
And yet its another day filled with tears ,
You think you made things clear,
But theres no end to my chandelier of tears.
 
And still you dont care about our affair,
Were you filled with fear?
That you might make me shed tears?
But without you theres no end to the tear chandelier.
 
My cries at night, do you hear?
When i call your name, do you hear?
You tore me up my dear,
Its not fair you dissapeared.
 
Maybe let me know where you are,
But i know youre really far,
And when i look at the stars,
I ask why were meant to be apart.
 
One day...
I will find the end of my tear chandelier,
Doesnt matter if its days or years,
But until then i want you here,
Just so i can hug you my dear.