Submissions by Hiddenlistener (Austin2002)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Life is short for everyone, shorter for others, poems can be a way to share your experiences with those who can't experience it for themselves.
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
31st Jul 2018 5:03am
31st Jul 2018 5:03am
Other account
I think it's about time i connected these two accounts...
I've made another account
RagingFlames
I thought... "ugh this stress is killing me" well... i didn't want SOMEONE to know. But now i feel bad. But i also don't trust them. However... I'll let them look at the other account.
Just don't get pissed off at me for saying how i moved on...
Which btw I have never been so happy in my life. I'm getting out more. Exercising more. Living better. Besides my living arrangements my life is awesome!
I've made another account
RagingFlames
I thought... "ugh this stress is killing me" well... i didn't want SOMEONE to know. But now i feel bad. But i also don't trust them. However... I'll let them look at the other account.
Just don't get pissed off at me for saying how i moved on...
Which btw I have never been so happy in my life. I'm getting out more. Exercising more. Living better. Besides my living arrangements my life is awesome!
#confessional
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
12th Jul 2018 1:37am
12th Jul 2018 1:37am
Fire
I get the references...
And it only confuses me more...
I'm hot headed...
I'm a pyromanic...
Flames...
I an the living form of fire...
Destroying relationships... intentionally or not...
When i leave I burn others... Intentionally or not...
In
Flames...
They're my demons...
Shooting off embers that hurt just as much...
I'm wild... Never to be tamed...
You may trying to contain me... But that's not controlling me...
When it rains though...
I'm here for warmth
And it only confuses me more...
I'm hot headed...
I'm a pyromanic...
Flames...
I an the living form of fire...
Destroying relationships... intentionally or not...
When i leave I burn others... Intentionally or not...
In
Flames...
They're my demons...
Shooting off embers that hurt just as much...
I'm wild... Never to be tamed...
You may trying to contain me... But that's not controlling me...
When it rains though...
I'm here for warmth
#identity
#SelfDiscovery
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
11th Jul 2018 11:27pm
11th Jul 2018 11:27pm
Drinking alone...
I can't be by myself right now...
I need a drinking buddy...
I don't care if you have someone waiting for you...
I don't want to drink alone...
Don't take this wrong i just want someone to drink with...
A couple shots of this a few bottles of that...
We both got things we want to forget...
I don't want someone in bed...
I just want you here to stay out of my head
Pull up a chair... Sit down...
We'll be good for hours...
I need a drinking buddy...
I don't care if you have someone waiting for you...
I don't want to drink alone...
Don't take this wrong i just want someone to drink with...
A couple shots of this a few bottles of that...
We both got things we want to forget...
I don't want someone in bed...
I just want you here to stay out of my head
Pull up a chair... Sit down...
We'll be good for hours...
#alcohol
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Jul 2018 5:17pm
11th Jul 2018 5:17pm
Last night
Tears were rolling
My mind went blank
My body moved on its own
I went to the kitchen...
No one questioned me...
I opened the fridge...
Grabbed that bottle...
One, two three...
Chugging alcohol...
Thinking... "Get me drunk"
"Make me forget..."
"Kill me if needed..."
Half the bottle gone...
I feel tired...
My mind feels fuzzy
I stumbled back upstairs...
Pasted out on my bed...
I woke up three times...
Marina... Everytime, i saw her body lying in a casket, or in her bed, or in a...
My mind went blank
My body moved on its own
I went to the kitchen...
No one questioned me...
I opened the fridge...
Grabbed that bottle...
One, two three...
Chugging alcohol...
Thinking... "Get me drunk"
"Make me forget..."
"Kill me if needed..."
Half the bottle gone...
I feel tired...
My mind feels fuzzy
I stumbled back upstairs...
Pasted out on my bed...
I woke up three times...
Marina... Everytime, i saw her body lying in a casket, or in her bed, or in a...
#anxiety
#death
#alcohol #nightmares
#alcohol #nightmares
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
11th Jul 2018 4:59am
11th Jul 2018 4:59am
Confessing/no more secrets
I'm not going to hide anything right now...
Due to someone saying something...
I'm going to say everything on my mind...
I'm jealous of my friend...
Idk whether it's just because he has a girlfriend or if it's cause of who it is...
Second option i think...
Sorry man...
I've been trying to piece things together seeing how she really feels about me...
I've been thinking about sex for the past two weeks... Not with her though... Just in general
I'm going to say everything that happened on our class trip too...
Sorry...
Due to someone saying something...
I'm going to say everything on my mind...
I'm jealous of my friend...
Idk whether it's just because he has a girlfriend or if it's cause of who it is...
Second option i think...
Sorry man...
I've been trying to piece things together seeing how she really feels about me...
I've been thinking about sex for the past two weeks... Not with her though... Just in general
I'm going to say everything that happened on our class trip too...
Sorry...
#confessional
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DARK POEM
Published
11th Jul 2018 00:34am
11th Jul 2018 00:34am
It's my fault...
That day...
If i was there...
Not just then!
If i was there more...!
Maybe... Just maybe...
I could've convinced her...
Is that why it's likr this now...
This is supposed to be my torture?
Because i wasn't there...
When i heard you started cutting...
I panicked...
My heart stopped for a few seconds...
I grabbed my
Chest no beat...
Then i heard it...
And my heart starts racing.
Why him though!
Why not me!
You were mad at me...
Like you are now...
Because of how shy...
If i was there...
Not just then!
If i was there more...!
Maybe... Just maybe...
I could've convinced her...
Is that why it's likr this now...
This is supposed to be my torture?
Because i wasn't there...
When i heard you started cutting...
I panicked...
My heart stopped for a few seconds...
I grabbed my
Chest no beat...
Then i heard it...
And my heart starts racing.
Why him though!
Why not me!
You were mad at me...
Like you are now...
Because of how shy...
#regret
#dark
#tragedy
#despair
#suffering
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
10th Jul 2018 8:31pm
10th Jul 2018 8:31pm
Worlds intentions
This world is cruel
And such a pain
But it's definitely worth it
Just don't live it plain.
I add flavor to this world...
Drama, spice, and more
Stay with me and you will see
This world that i so adore...
It may be dark
But only for a while
It will become light
Just don't put it in a vial...
The more you assume
"This is it..."
The less likely
You will fit
Don't drag yourself
And others down
This isn't the ocean
Where you will surely drown...
I'm here when it's...
And such a pain
But it's definitely worth it
Just don't live it plain.
I add flavor to this world...
Drama, spice, and more
Stay with me and you will see
This world that i so adore...
It may be dark
But only for a while
It will become light
Just don't put it in a vial...
The more you assume
"This is it..."
The less likely
You will fit
Don't drag yourself
And others down
This isn't the ocean
Where you will surely drown...
I'm here when it's...
#hope
#inspirational
#uplifting
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LOVE POEM
Published
10th Jul 2018 3:02pm
10th Jul 2018 3:02pm
The past.
You... Did...
You loved me... 😳
I... I'm happy!
I what was i thinking!!!
You're right... I'm sorry...
I took you for granted...
Never again though!
Yeah your the one i run to... But that's because of how i felt about you!
Haha i can't believe this!!!
I'm so ecstatic!
I thought you didn't actually like me like that...
I thought it was just pity...!
Ah!
I can't... I'm at a loss for words!
If only i noticed this earlier...
You know if you said something...
I just realized...
So much...
Do you...
You loved me... 😳
I... I'm happy!
I what was i thinking!!!
You're right... I'm sorry...
I took you for granted...
Never again though!
Yeah your the one i run to... But that's because of how i felt about you!
Haha i can't believe this!!!
I'm so ecstatic!
I thought you didn't actually like me like that...
I thought it was just pity...!
Ah!
I can't... I'm at a loss for words!
If only i noticed this earlier...
You know if you said something...
I just realized...
So much...
Do you...
#love
#relationships
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SELF POEM
Published
10th Jul 2018 1:58am
10th Jul 2018 1:58am
Life without you...
Changes... Xxxtentacionxxx
Physical pain to emotional now...
I... Feel so alone...
No matter what i say...
She'll won't come back...
The one person that i loved... (Not that way though... Friends.)
I can lie or i can tekl the truth...
I've done both...
Thinking i could say something to get her to come back...
In the end i guess it didn't matter...
It meant nothing...
I poured my heart out...
I'm in a lot of physical pain...
So i was hoping that i could talk to her before i did anything rash...
My old gym teacher said...
Physical pain to emotional now...
I... Feel so alone...
No matter what i say...
She'll won't come back...
The one person that i loved... (Not that way though... Friends.)
I can lie or i can tekl the truth...
I've done both...
Thinking i could say something to get her to come back...
In the end i guess it didn't matter...
It meant nothing...
I poured my heart out...
I'm in a lot of physical pain...
So i was hoping that i could talk to her before i did anything rash...
My old gym teacher said...
#confessional
#SelfReflection
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Jul 2018 11:37pm
9th Jul 2018 11:37pm
Fifth leaf...
I'd like to think im rare as hell...
I'm smart ass hell but lazy ad fuck...
When people give up hope that's when i shock them...
"If you don't get you essay in tomorrow you will fail..."
Nothing was started...
Hours later... Five page essay...
They never gave up on me after that...
"You're ranked last..."
"That's pathetic...!"
Never thought i was sttong enough for anything...
"Can't lift 40 pounds!?"
Lifts 80 with one hand...
Moves 300 pounds by myself...
Do you know what the leafs on clovers represent...
Three: ...
I'm smart ass hell but lazy ad fuck...
When people give up hope that's when i shock them...
"If you don't get you essay in tomorrow you will fail..."
Nothing was started...
Hours later... Five page essay...
They never gave up on me after that...
"You're ranked last..."
"That's pathetic...!"
Never thought i was sttong enough for anything...
"Can't lift 40 pounds!?"
Lifts 80 with one hand...
Moves 300 pounds by myself...
Do you know what the leafs on clovers represent...
Three: ...
#identity
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
9th Jul 2018 3:13pm
9th Jul 2018 3:13pm
Shock from the heart...
I haven't seen enough...
There are still things i want to do...
I want to actually kiss my girlfriend... I don't have one rn...
I want to be able to go through all of the bases with her...
I want to visit... Italy, greece, france, spain, Florida, texas, California, mexico, rio...
I want a family of my own...
Daughter's name... Zyanna
Son... Aaron, or Laurence, or Dante
I want to be able to beat all of the call of duty games...
I want to go to my best friend's wedding... If that happens... No offense...
I want to have my own...
I want to...
There are still things i want to do...
I want to actually kiss my girlfriend... I don't have one rn...
I want to be able to go through all of the bases with her...
I want to visit... Italy, greece, france, spain, Florida, texas, California, mexico, rio...
I want a family of my own...
Daughter's name... Zyanna
Son... Aaron, or Laurence, or Dante
I want to be able to beat all of the call of duty games...
I want to go to my best friend's wedding... If that happens... No offense...
I want to have my own...
I want to...
#LifeStruggles
#suffering
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th Jul 2018 2:45pm
9th Jul 2018 2:45pm
The letter i cant send...
Looking back...
This is still on my mind...
What would you do...
If I told you i loved you
If i said your constantly on my mind
If i held you tight
If i told you i can't live without you
What would happen..
If i hurt you
If i fucked up a little too much
If i made you fall for me
If i... Kissed you
What...
If i was made you for you and you were made for me...
If this is it...
What if i pulled you close...
What if i change you name...
What ifs by kane brown...
What if i lose...
This is still on my mind...
What would you do...
If I told you i loved you
If i said your constantly on my mind
If i held you tight
If i told you i can't live without you
What would happen..
If i hurt you
If i fucked up a little too much
If i made you fall for me
If i... Kissed you
What...
If i was made you for you and you were made for me...
If this is it...
What if i pulled you close...
What if i change you name...
What ifs by kane brown...
What if i lose...
#love
#FirstLove
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