Submissions by GreenDayGirl (Kool Babe)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I want to relate to people. I also want criticism. "Do not correct a fool, or he will hate you; correct a wise man and he will appreciate you.". That's a quote my work lives by. Stay wise, safe, and rad my loves.
Mistake
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
It just happened
I didn't mean to have you fall in love with me
It just happened
I knew it was a mistake
I knew you couldn't handle me
I'm too much, you can't love someone that's been broken a million times
The damage has been done to me im a mistake
This was a mistake
Everything is a mistake
I don't mind though
Mistake or not this was gonna end badly anyways
We loved to hard
We loved to much
It was a mistake
It was a good mistake
I think I want this mistake to continue...
It just happened
I didn't mean to have you fall in love with me
It just happened
I knew it was a mistake
I knew you couldn't handle me
I'm too much, you can't love someone that's been broken a million times
The damage has been done to me im a mistake
This was a mistake
Everything is a mistake
I don't mind though
Mistake or not this was gonna end badly anyways
We loved to hard
We loved to much
It was a mistake
It was a good mistake
I think I want this mistake to continue...
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Thought they would...
I've been depressed for 4 years and I finally reached out
They didn't laugh when i told them like I thought they would
They understood were I was coming from and didn't think I was a brat when I thought they would
They want me to get professional help but I don't wanna
But since I reached out it was a cry for help
I finally did it nd now I am ready to get better
They didn't laugh when i told them like I thought they would
They understood were I was coming from and didn't think I was a brat when I thought they would
They want me to get professional help but I don't wanna
But since I reached out it was a cry for help
I finally did it nd now I am ready to get better
528 reads
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Bullshit
Why are people full of Shit
Why can't I have a friendship to last
And why is every person I encounter a dick
People are bullshit
They are filled with bullshit lies
Bullshit drama
Bullshit promises
That's pretty much every person in my life
Bullshit.
All they do is lie to me
Break promises and fuck me over
So now I'm gonna be a bullshit person
I'm not gonna give a fuck
Oh I'll be the same old chick you let down a million times
But I will not have sympath
I will not have love
I will not have faith
But you won't know because I...
Why can't I have a friendship to last
And why is every person I encounter a dick
People are bullshit
They are filled with bullshit lies
Bullshit drama
Bullshit promises
That's pretty much every person in my life
Bullshit.
All they do is lie to me
Break promises and fuck me over
So now I'm gonna be a bullshit person
I'm not gonna give a fuck
Oh I'll be the same old chick you let down a million times
But I will not have sympath
I will not have love
I will not have faith
But you won't know because I...
896 reads
3 Comments
Ugly
Every time I see myself I see ugly
Why can't I be pretty
Why am I always put down
I had a heart of gold now it just stone
My face is disgusting and it sucks I can change that
People don't like that I am mixed sometimes
People don't like the idea of me being Black and Mexican
Well I'm sorry that I'm ugly
That I'm mixed
That I'm an 'asshole' or 'bitch'
But guess what now that I think of it
You made me ugly and I guess that's how it's
Gonna be I'm never gonna have small butt or whatever
I'm never gonna be one race
I'm never gonna be...
Why can't I be pretty
Why am I always put down
I had a heart of gold now it just stone
My face is disgusting and it sucks I can change that
People don't like that I am mixed sometimes
People don't like the idea of me being Black and Mexican
Well I'm sorry that I'm ugly
That I'm mixed
That I'm an 'asshole' or 'bitch'
But guess what now that I think of it
You made me ugly and I guess that's how it's
Gonna be I'm never gonna have small butt or whatever
I'm never gonna be one race
I'm never gonna be...
667 reads
1 Comment
Coming Home
Coming home to yelling
Is the worst feeling
All I have is my brother
Because mother only loves
father
Never coming home to smiles
makes you wanna run miles
AND NEVER STOP....
Brother hides knives to
protect us from the monster
There's only so much a 9 & 7
year olds can muster
Mother had sister because I wasn't and I am
not the best daughter
Coming home to only mother because
father doesn't love me or brother
Coming Home to no love
CAUSE I AM NOT LOVE WORTHY....
Is the worst feeling
All I have is my brother
Because mother only loves
father
Never coming home to smiles
makes you wanna run miles
AND NEVER STOP....
Brother hides knives to
protect us from the monster
There's only so much a 9 & 7
year olds can muster
Mother had sister because I wasn't and I am
not the best daughter
Coming home to only mother because
father doesn't love me or brother
Coming Home to no love
CAUSE I AM NOT LOVE WORTHY....
530 reads
2 Comments
Lost Mind: Mother & Father
Mother doesn't love
Father does drugs
And I lay here on a rug
Mother doesn't hug
All Father does is mug
And I'm losing my trust
Mothers a Bitch
Fathers a Dick
And I'm the Devil's Spawn
I lost all trust in both my parents
at the age of five
And at the age of five I just wanted to
die
And that's when I lost my mind...
Father does drugs
And I lay here on a rug
Mother doesn't hug
All Father does is mug
And I'm losing my trust
Mothers a Bitch
Fathers a Dick
And I'm the Devil's Spawn
I lost all trust in both my parents
at the age of five
And at the age of five I just wanted to
die
And that's when I lost my mind...
582 reads
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Am I Wrong
It seems like I can't get right
It seems like I'm always in a fight
When I come home why is there a yelling
show
Why am I the target?
Why can't I just shut up?
Why can't I learn my lesson?
Am I Wong for being here
Am I wrong for being born
Well it feels like it it feels like
I'm always wrong.
It seems like I'm always in a fight
When I come home why is there a yelling
show
Why am I the target?
Why can't I just shut up?
Why can't I learn my lesson?
Am I Wong for being here
Am I wrong for being born
Well it feels like it it feels like
I'm always wrong.
664 reads
2 Comments
My smile
I remember when I couldn't smile
I remember when I was weak
But now I can't stop smiling
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy not depressed
I hit the bong and the worries leave with the smoke
I don't do drugs oh no I smoke weed
And drugs kill I never heard of weed killing if you have oh please tell me
The kush reggie drough and all the others keep me sane
I can't help it its perfect for me
I'll take your criticism than not have my life partner just cause you don't approve
That green delight with Orange and red hairs are here for me your not so shhhh and...
I remember when I was weak
But now I can't stop smiling
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy not depressed
I hit the bong and the worries leave with the smoke
I don't do drugs oh no I smoke weed
And drugs kill I never heard of weed killing if you have oh please tell me
The kush reggie drough and all the others keep me sane
I can't help it its perfect for me
I'll take your criticism than not have my life partner just cause you don't approve
That green delight with Orange and red hairs are here for me your not so shhhh and...
866 reads
1 Comment
That sweet Sticky
I'm fucking happy I could cry
Its 420 i know what it's time for
Its time for that Good sticky
To ease my worries and to ease my pain
My bipolar disorder and depression has decrease so much
And if you are against weed good for you but don't judge me if you don't have a fucking reason too
I don't give a shit if your against it
Its my life and I'll do whatever the fuck I want
Weed isnt bad
People say it kills your brain cells
HA that's a fucking lie I'm a A-student and all I do is read
So sit down shut up because I am not breaking my relationship up...
Its 420 i know what it's time for
Its time for that Good sticky
To ease my worries and to ease my pain
My bipolar disorder and depression has decrease so much
And if you are against weed good for you but don't judge me if you don't have a fucking reason too
I don't give a shit if your against it
Its my life and I'll do whatever the fuck I want
Weed isnt bad
People say it kills your brain cells
HA that's a fucking lie I'm a A-student and all I do is read
So sit down shut up because I am not breaking my relationship up...
712 reads
1 Comment
Him
He's my sunshine to a rainy day
He's my Billie Joe to my Adrienne
He's my everything
But I don't love him
He's my best friend
He's my drug
But why don't I love him romantically
But I feel like he's my soulmate
He's the only one that understands me
But we are complete opposites
But every time he holds me or hugs me it feels like I was ment for his arms
Is it love?
No but yes
I love him unconditionally
He's amazing
He's mine
But many say he loves me more than a friend
But I don't buy it he's too perfect for me
Too perfect...
He's my Billie Joe to my Adrienne
He's my everything
But I don't love him
He's my best friend
He's my drug
But why don't I love him romantically
But I feel like he's my soulmate
He's the only one that understands me
But we are complete opposites
But every time he holds me or hugs me it feels like I was ment for his arms
Is it love?
No but yes
I love him unconditionally
He's amazing
He's mine
But many say he loves me more than a friend
But I don't buy it he's too perfect for me
Too perfect...
708 reads
1 Comment
LIFE
Life is a task
Life is a test
Life is a game
But no matter how you think about life
its always shitty
No matter how hard you try
Does it even matter or are we suffering for
no apparent reason at all
Think about it
Life isnt rainbows and unicorns
Life's Shit and Demons
So fuck all the happy shit because it is a waste of time
Love is fake
Hate is real
Because that's all ive seen so far
Life is scarey
Life is daring
Life is hate
Life is suicide
Life is murder
Life is cruel
Life is life
And we are gonna...
Life is a test
Life is a game
But no matter how you think about life
its always shitty
No matter how hard you try
Does it even matter or are we suffering for
no apparent reason at all
Think about it
Life isnt rainbows and unicorns
Life's Shit and Demons
So fuck all the happy shit because it is a waste of time
Love is fake
Hate is real
Because that's all ive seen so far
Life is scarey
Life is daring
Life is hate
Life is suicide
Life is murder
Life is cruel
Life is life
And we are gonna...
790 reads
4 Comments
Been Away
I've been away for a while
away from my demons
I've been away to a place I've
never been too
Now im back,oh no my demons
found me,I've been hiding
from what's real and what's
not
Help me find the place again
because now I'm In hell and
I don't think I'll ever make
it out again.
away from my demons
I've been away to a place I've
never been too
Now im back,oh no my demons
found me,I've been hiding
from what's real and what's
not
Help me find the place again
because now I'm In hell and
I don't think I'll ever make
it out again.
584 reads
1 Comment
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