Submissions by Female_confessions
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Not a poet but think and feel life deeply
Take, Take, Take.
He hasn't got a clue
It's laughable really
So why could I cry
And why do I try
I'm pathetic
I'm weak
My future feels bleak
I pour a glass of red
One big swig and it's gone
It warms my chest
But my stomach still dips
I picture him lustful
Greedy, grabbing my hips
Whispering, I am his
Thrusting into me
Heads in a whizz
I want this
I need this
But something feels wrong;
I hear him hiss
This I will miss
I start to remember
He's not mine to keep
My body tenses
I begin to weep ...
It's laughable really
So why could I cry
And why do I try
I'm pathetic
I'm weak
My future feels bleak
I pour a glass of red
One big swig and it's gone
It warms my chest
But my stomach still dips
I picture him lustful
Greedy, grabbing my hips
Whispering, I am his
Thrusting into me
Heads in a whizz
I want this
I need this
But something feels wrong;
I hear him hiss
This I will miss
I start to remember
He's not mine to keep
My body tenses
I begin to weep ...
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What diseased am I?
Spotting oddness
in the world around her;
Sitting awkwardly
with knotted hands in lap
Watching people laughing;
Chatting with ease
Looking comfortable
Whilst she's feeling diseased
Feeling alone, out of place
and afraid.
Thinking
'Why do they all look the same?'
Perfect posture
Faceless, with no trace of pain
'Nothing like me'
Eyes darting
from one mouth to another
Wishing to join the conversation
Course she didn't know how
'What can I say?'
'When do...
in the world around her;
Sitting awkwardly
with knotted hands in lap
Watching people laughing;
Chatting with ease
Looking comfortable
Whilst she's feeling diseased
Feeling alone, out of place
and afraid.
Thinking
'Why do they all look the same?'
Perfect posture
Faceless, with no trace of pain
'Nothing like me'
Eyes darting
from one mouth to another
Wishing to join the conversation
Course she didn't know how
'What can I say?'
'When do...
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He only writes when he's unhappy
He only writes when he's unhappy
I'm not sure what that means
Only when he's low
His words seem to flow
Feeling down, he leans on others
Hiding beneath the covers
When he's winning
No one hears from him
Highs or lows
Never really there for anyone
Need to lean on him?
and for sure he's gone
Wallowing in self pitty
He likes to do drugs
and he's a bit of a drinker
Maybe that's his inspo
It brings out the thinker
Anyway
She's done trying to help him ...
I'm not sure what that means
Only when he's low
His words seem to flow
Feeling down, he leans on others
Hiding beneath the covers
When he's winning
No one hears from him
Highs or lows
Never really there for anyone
Need to lean on him?
and for sure he's gone
Wallowing in self pitty
He likes to do drugs
and he's a bit of a drinker
Maybe that's his inspo
It brings out the thinker
Anyway
She's done trying to help him ...
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The Soul Collector
She saw beauty in him
like no one had before
Recognising him broken
Beneath cold exterior
his soul lay raw
Trying to heal him
Laying herself bare
to his cold icy stare
Leaving herself vulnerable
was all she knew
Lost in darkness
now she's broken too
Unselfish she was
the risk she had took
He doesn't want broken
fact he couldn't give a fuck
Again the dices roll
creeps him to his next victim
Claims another beautiful soul
but of course she still loves him
like no one had before
Recognising him broken
Beneath cold exterior
his soul lay raw
Trying to heal him
Laying herself bare
to his cold icy stare
Leaving herself vulnerable
was all she knew
Lost in darkness
now she's broken too
Unselfish she was
the risk she had took
He doesn't want broken
fact he couldn't give a fuck
Again the dices roll
creeps him to his next victim
Claims another beautiful soul
but of course she still loves him
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In her shoes
There it is again
That need to people please
'She just lacks confidence'
they say
'But she tries too hard in everyway'
'She's a bit of a geek'
'Yeah arts and crafts type'
they whisper
'People don't like that'
'Like her' They explain
They think she cannot hear them
Mocking and teasing her cheap tattered clothes
Why do they need to do this
Can't they see she's already sad?
not over a pathetic designer bag!
She smiles at them
Looking for reassurance
A smile not reaching her eyes
Failing to...
That need to people please
'She just lacks confidence'
they say
'But she tries too hard in everyway'
'She's a bit of a geek'
'Yeah arts and crafts type'
they whisper
'People don't like that'
'Like her' They explain
They think she cannot hear them
Mocking and teasing her cheap tattered clothes
Why do they need to do this
Can't they see she's already sad?
not over a pathetic designer bag!
She smiles at them
Looking for reassurance
A smile not reaching her eyes
Failing to...
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The Saviour pt 1
**Both excited and nervous about this one. For erotic readers it does heat up towards the end. Don't forget I'm new to writing full stop so friendly pointers are welcome :) Thanks for reading***
The way my name slipped off his tongue
and the way it left his lips
The way those same warm lips would kiss my neck
sending tiny electrical pulses right down my spine
Because I was undoubtedly his
and he was undoubtedly mine
And when he wasn't around
Oh how I would obsessively miss his touch
My veins craved him
His whole very being
I wanted to...
The way my name slipped off his tongue
and the way it left his lips
The way those same warm lips would kiss my neck
sending tiny electrical pulses right down my spine
Because I was undoubtedly his
and he was undoubtedly mine
And when he wasn't around
Oh how I would obsessively miss his touch
My veins craved him
His whole very being
I wanted to...
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Drag me to hell and let me crackle in the fire
Crawling around alone in the dark
trying to find a flicker of light
It feels like all hope has been and gone
I have forgotten what's wrong or right
I've been kicked in the gut and kicked to the kerb
yet somehow I'm still holding tight
Not sure what grounds me to this place called earth anymore
perhaps I should give up the fight
Somehow I get to my feet and take small childlike steps
Starting to feel like I'm getting somewhere
I see a glimmer of light
I move closer toward it to get a better look
it's arousing, alluring,...
trying to find a flicker of light
It feels like all hope has been and gone
I have forgotten what's wrong or right
I've been kicked in the gut and kicked to the kerb
yet somehow I'm still holding tight
Not sure what grounds me to this place called earth anymore
perhaps I should give up the fight
Somehow I get to my feet and take small childlike steps
Starting to feel like I'm getting somewhere
I see a glimmer of light
I move closer toward it to get a better look
it's arousing, alluring,...
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Shout out to that Guy!
Shout out to that guy
who knows me in my other life
Shout out to that guy
that one I really like
Shout out to that guy
I'm always watching from afar
Shout out to that guy
I see right through his facade
Shout out to that guy
the one with all the scars
Shout out to that guy
he's written in the stars
Shout out to that guy
I love him for all his sins
Shout out to that guy
with his slow and sexy grins
Shout out to that guy
the one who has bewitched me
Shout out to that guy
the one who sadly...
who knows me in my other life
Shout out to that guy
that one I really like
Shout out to that guy
I'm always watching from afar
Shout out to that guy
I see right through his facade
Shout out to that guy
the one with all the scars
Shout out to that guy
he's written in the stars
Shout out to that guy
I love him for all his sins
Shout out to that guy
with his slow and sexy grins
Shout out to that guy
the one who has bewitched me
Shout out to that guy
the one who sadly...
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The Devil's Grip
Smeared black, swollen eyes
the usual result from last night's cries
Jolting up, feeling tightness in my chest
can't take it anymore, I need to rest
They don't believe me, say it's all in my head
sometimes I think I'd be better off dead
Why is it, I'm unable to catch my breath?
no way to escape, feels much worse than death!
For death would be painless, and all too easy
So stay here I must
where stupid souls, fail to appease me
The only escape is in my dreams
stuck in hell
forever cursed, yes it seems
People...
the usual result from last night's cries
Jolting up, feeling tightness in my chest
can't take it anymore, I need to rest
They don't believe me, say it's all in my head
sometimes I think I'd be better off dead
Why is it, I'm unable to catch my breath?
no way to escape, feels much worse than death!
For death would be painless, and all too easy
So stay here I must
where stupid souls, fail to appease me
The only escape is in my dreams
stuck in hell
forever cursed, yes it seems
People...
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Dead sex
There I lay
Thoughts far from at bay
Ignore him, I silently told myself
Don't dare look his way
Lying on my front
I pressed my face into the pillow
Lying there naked
Ass on show
He whispered my name
I refused to reply
It's always the same
How could he lie
My body lay paralysed
trapped inside my own mind
I love him, I hate him
I wish he were more kind
I knew his intentions
I knew them very well
He lifted my hips, parted my legs
It was all he knew how
He slowly pushed inside me awaiting a reaction
Truth...
Thoughts far from at bay
Ignore him, I silently told myself
Don't dare look his way
Lying on my front
I pressed my face into the pillow
Lying there naked
Ass on show
He whispered my name
I refused to reply
It's always the same
How could he lie
My body lay paralysed
trapped inside my own mind
I love him, I hate him
I wish he were more kind
I knew his intentions
I knew them very well
He lifted my hips, parted my legs
It was all he knew how
He slowly pushed inside me awaiting a reaction
Truth...
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Sirens Dream part 1
A sirens call
Only you can hear
Awakening you from your dreams
You want her near
The lust is uncontrollable,
It seems
You picture her face
her smile as it beams
Imagining her beautiful body
and hearing her screams
It all becomes too much to bare
A creature like her is so very rare
You want her
you need her
She's a sexual connoisseur
Desire is rich
But it's also a bitch
She sings to you sweetly
Drawing you in
Very discreetly
Like a moth to a flame
She has you dancing to her song ...
Only you can hear
Awakening you from your dreams
You want her near
The lust is uncontrollable,
It seems
You picture her face
her smile as it beams
Imagining her beautiful body
and hearing her screams
It all becomes too much to bare
A creature like her is so very rare
You want her
you need her
She's a sexual connoisseur
Desire is rich
But it's also a bitch
She sings to you sweetly
Drawing you in
Very discreetly
Like a moth to a flame
She has you dancing to her song ...
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The loop
It's get a bit better
Then it gets a bit worse
One day I'm a go getter
The next day it hurts
Why am I like this
What did I do
To deserve the devil's kiss
Up, down, up, down
Something is surely amiss
Help me, someone please help me
There has to be a way out
For if there is, I cannot see
Filled with nothing but dread, suffering and doubt
There is no way I will ever be free
Then it gets a bit worse
One day I'm a go getter
The next day it hurts
Why am I like this
What did I do
To deserve the devil's kiss
Up, down, up, down
Something is surely amiss
Help me, someone please help me
There has to be a way out
For if there is, I cannot see
Filled with nothing but dread, suffering and doubt
There is no way I will ever be free
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