Submissions by EpicUtester69 (Just a simple poet)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Trying
2years ago
Two years ago was written 8 years ago
Two years ago today I was leaving what was my home in a another land
Two years ago today I told my kids for the last time that I loved them
Two years today I miss my kids so much and wonder how they are doing
Two years today I do reminisce of me and you and the whole you left in my heart
Two years on I have grown some how stronger & wiser but that does not change what you did
Two years on I still get blue I am disappointed on how you conned me through and through
Two years it has taken me to get this far...
Two years ago today I was leaving what was my home in a another land
Two years ago today I told my kids for the last time that I loved them
Two years today I miss my kids so much and wonder how they are doing
Two years today I do reminisce of me and you and the whole you left in my heart
Two years on I have grown some how stronger & wiser but that does not change what you did
Two years on I still get blue I am disappointed on how you conned me through and through
Two years it has taken me to get this far...
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Cascading thoughts
A million thoughts of you cascade throughout my mind a million good times that we shared together now all gone to Hell in a hand basket, A million times I wished for a better outcome I still have you rattling around in my head that's not good to have you know! A million times before today you was almost the dearth of me everyday I still don't know why you even bothered to talk to me it was like I stood a chance after the aftermath, A million before we met I did not stand tall then you crushed me I fell down it took a long time to get back up but not a lot of people know that, A million...
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Pondering!
Sitting here on this rainy morning thinking of you I wonder if you know what I am thinking about or even if you knew I was thinking about you, A text message just received no was not from you! the phone keeps ringing not you either! Wonder if i am crazy for missing you like I do wonder if you could ever miss me as much as I do you, Day's turn into night' sleep I long for as I toss and turn with my mind going at a million miles an hour, Is it just me or is life meant to be this hard?
Some say I have a heart of pure gold and that my soul is out of this world but still was not enough to...
Some say I have a heart of pure gold and that my soul is out of this world but still was not enough to...
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God
God can be cruel God can be kind, they say he is the one for all of man kind, Could God know the future of us all, I think it will make the pages of history after all, they say God made plans for you and me, I wonder why he did not even ask me what road I would of wanted to take, We will all find out in the end were we are all supposed to be, some thing to do with Gods laws and rules, some of Gods decisions are not always good & some are bad that’s for sure, They say it is for the glory of God no matter any mans fate I think there is something in that for all of us don’t you, some say God...
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Spinning me around
I’ve been spinning round and round feels like I am on a wild merry go round, Getting out of this rat race I just don’t think I really like the look of this pace, It’s dark & I’m all alone I don’t even have my mobile phone, A dark shadow seems to be all around me, feels like I’m in the twilight zone, I don’t feel right not strong enough to fight it, I stare in to the darkness and see a set of eyes looking back at me, What do I do in this time of madness, standing still to get a better look, I smell the sweet sent of expensive perfume, I see the outline of someone reaching out to me, not...
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Learning
My Mother taught my to walk and talk and how to eat at the table even though some times I don’t act like I knew what I was doing, my Uncle taught me to run and whistle and how to shoot from a gun I had to learn fast because I had a hard life, as a young boy I got my self into a whole world of trouble that I did not see coming and it hit me real fast Omg I made it out alive just with not a lot of time to spare I all most landed in the can, I learned to love with ease I also learned how to respect a woman and treat her right but I did not do to well when they would leave never understood it is...
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Have you ever dreamed
Have you ever felt the touch of love you know the one that sets your heart on fire the one that makes you go all legless when there around now put that is a dream? Have you ever dreamed a dream that seems so real? Have you ever smelt the perfume that she was wearing in that dream? Have you ever kissed such a sweet kiss that when you wake it puts you in a very sad mood co’s now your back in reality again? Have you ever had her touch you in ways that no spoken word comes close in your dreams and I am not talking sex here! Have you ever been in that place of perfect bliss in a dream where you...
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40 years Father Son
40 years has passed not a word has been spoken
I broke the ice more than twice in my life
I waited for tomorrow which in turn become today
Suppose you did just the same but it is just a crying shame
I was a boy & I grew into a man without you there
Now I swallowed a man’s pride to write to your
Writing a letter not knowing what to say to you
Mixed feelings of not knowing what I am supposed to do or say
Not sure if I feel a sons feelings for his father how do I take that
Pushed myself to write this to you trying to tell you the man I have grown...
I broke the ice more than twice in my life
I waited for tomorrow which in turn become today
Suppose you did just the same but it is just a crying shame
I was a boy & I grew into a man without you there
Now I swallowed a man’s pride to write to your
Writing a letter not knowing what to say to you
Mixed feelings of not knowing what I am supposed to do or say
Not sure if I feel a sons feelings for his father how do I take that
Pushed myself to write this to you trying to tell you the man I have grown...
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Children left behind
Wondering what part of me is going to be left behind in their mind I wonder if they'll ever even talk about me once I'm gone and what I meant to them? Will they talk about how I used to be? how I tried to show them the way through this life, I wonder if I've made enough of an impact on them? For them to be strong in this world that we live in I wonder will they show their children and laugh with them and tell them story's of years gone by, I just wonder if I was told hard or to soft on them did I prepare them well enough for what's yet to come into their lives? I wonder did they listen well...
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Feeling
Feeling lost in time from memories that now make me feel ill
A time not so long ago it feels like forever though I've missed you
Feeling like my mind is in over load mode I just want to hold you
A time that I felt happy it was the best time of my life
Feeling so over whelmed I wonder if you still think of me sometimes
A fragment of my former self I try and pull my self together
Feeling tired I might just lay my head down for awhile
A time not so long ago it feels like forever though I've missed you
Feeling like my mind is in over load mode I just want to hold you
A time that I felt happy it was the best time of my life
Feeling so over whelmed I wonder if you still think of me sometimes
A fragment of my former self I try and pull my self together
Feeling tired I might just lay my head down for awhile
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