Submissions by Darkclouds_12
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Fears
Lately I've done a lot of thinking,
And I've came to see that the more I think the more I feel as if I'm sinking
Sinking into something that is leaving me grinning, but limping
I'm in love, and I want to feel as if I'm winning… but that was never part of my upbringing
When I'm around you I feel that tingly feeling.
I can feel my heart being pulled by your reel
I can feel the way you steal my love and heal the broken wounds
I try to conceal the happiness I feel when I see you, but your eyes keep me lured In as a shiny new automobile
The wheels in my...
And I've came to see that the more I think the more I feel as if I'm sinking
Sinking into something that is leaving me grinning, but limping
I'm in love, and I want to feel as if I'm winning… but that was never part of my upbringing
When I'm around you I feel that tingly feeling.
I can feel my heart being pulled by your reel
I can feel the way you steal my love and heal the broken wounds
I try to conceal the happiness I feel when I see you, but your eyes keep me lured In as a shiny new automobile
The wheels in my...
#love
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Tell me (Rap about deperssion)
Tell me do you know what's it like to be so far from the light
To be consumed by the darkness and cry each night
Your lost, depressed and your life is a mess
Your hope is gone, you keep running the same miles
And faking a smile, the pain just continues to pile
But how much more can you take, there's so much ache
and ya hate’n your past mistakes.
And here's the thing, you can't think straight
And you ask yourself is it too late cause as the rate of the pain increase
The more you're slipping away.
Over the years you've shed so...
To be consumed by the darkness and cry each night
Your lost, depressed and your life is a mess
Your hope is gone, you keep running the same miles
And faking a smile, the pain just continues to pile
But how much more can you take, there's so much ache
and ya hate’n your past mistakes.
And here's the thing, you can't think straight
And you ask yourself is it too late cause as the rate of the pain increase
The more you're slipping away.
Over the years you've shed so...
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Alive But To Feel Dead
Air passes through my lungs
I taste the pleasing savor of food on my tongue
I've seen the beauty and grace of a Sunday
I've even seen the waves of the sea
But...
I feel as a stray
Wondering, seeking and a prison to the cold.
I mold with each forgotten day
My mind is a divided highway, never to know which is the right way
I'm a slave to reality
And I feel the beastly void of the empty space
Of me and who I wish I could be
So I feel lost, num, out of place and misread
But mostly I feel dead.
I taste the pleasing savor of food on my tongue
I've seen the beauty and grace of a Sunday
I've even seen the waves of the sea
But...
I feel as a stray
Wondering, seeking and a prison to the cold.
I mold with each forgotten day
My mind is a divided highway, never to know which is the right way
I'm a slave to reality
And I feel the beastly void of the empty space
Of me and who I wish I could be
So I feel lost, num, out of place and misread
But mostly I feel dead.
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At Midnight
There was a man in the woods
At midnight he preached, he screeched, he screamed
He hollered back and forth
But at his own demean
He let the darkness sink in deep
Till it reached its peak
Hear the creaking of the trees
But nothing is as it seems
All around the monsters creep
And peak through the changing leaves
As his feet rustles through the already deceased ones
Hear the breathing of the trees
Followed by a heart beat
Afraid of what he might see
Trips, falls to his feet and now he bleeds
He now sees the...
At midnight he preached, he screeched, he screamed
He hollered back and forth
But at his own demean
He let the darkness sink in deep
Till it reached its peak
Hear the creaking of the trees
But nothing is as it seems
All around the monsters creep
And peak through the changing leaves
As his feet rustles through the already deceased ones
Hear the breathing of the trees
Followed by a heart beat
Afraid of what he might see
Trips, falls to his feet and now he bleeds
He now sees the...
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Ghost
Sun dress, Flower in her hair
Feels the warmth of the air
But he's unaware that she's only filled with dispair
She sits with care in that old rocking chair
And he can't help but stare
Hearing the shrinking and wear and tear of the old oak wood
He stood as she slowly disappeared
No longer there tears fell onto his beard
Sun dress, Flower in her hair
A beautiful wife, no other could compare.
Feels the warmth of the air
But he's unaware that she's only filled with dispair
She sits with care in that old rocking chair
And he can't help but stare
Hearing the shrinking and wear and tear of the old oak wood
He stood as she slowly disappeared
No longer there tears fell onto his beard
Sun dress, Flower in her hair
A beautiful wife, no other could compare.
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Tick Tock
Tick tock, Tick tock
Lately your life is like a clock
And all it does is mock
You wait for the time to pass you by
For the day you get to say goodbye
Dark days, longer nights and sometimes you have to put up a fight
Your being strangled from the inside
Feeling hopeless and mostly parlazed
Can't feel, nothing seems real
You just missed your last meal
Tick tock, Tick tock
The ticking is blaring in your head
And your anwser is bloodshed
Then go off to bed
You dread each hour
Cause with each you feel more...
Lately your life is like a clock
And all it does is mock
You wait for the time to pass you by
For the day you get to say goodbye
Dark days, longer nights and sometimes you have to put up a fight
Your being strangled from the inside
Feeling hopeless and mostly parlazed
Can't feel, nothing seems real
You just missed your last meal
Tick tock, Tick tock
The ticking is blaring in your head
And your anwser is bloodshed
Then go off to bed
You dread each hour
Cause with each you feel more...
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Run
Seeing the morning sun
Knowing only darkness to come
You run but continue being num
The demons inside tear you apart
With every beat of your broken heart, the closer death becomes
Run. Run. No where to run.
Hear the voices inside
Cut, cut one more time
Feel the darkness you've become
Feel the blade that you laid and watch it become blood stained
Run. Run. No where to run.
Trapped in outer space and very very much afraid
As you slowly fade away
Wishing for that sweet taste of lemonade
From the time you were...
Knowing only darkness to come
You run but continue being num
The demons inside tear you apart
With every beat of your broken heart, the closer death becomes
Run. Run. No where to run.
Hear the voices inside
Cut, cut one more time
Feel the darkness you've become
Feel the blade that you laid and watch it become blood stained
Run. Run. No where to run.
Trapped in outer space and very very much afraid
As you slowly fade away
Wishing for that sweet taste of lemonade
From the time you were...
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I Wonder
I wonder if he knew I bleed
Would he leave
I wonder if he saw the scars underneath my sleeve
Would he fall to his knees in disbelief
I wonder if my suicidal thoughts I achieved
Would he grieve
Sometime ago I received the best gift I'd ever received....Love
It wasn't sent by a dove
Nor making wishes on clovers
It was found by the leftovers of me
I wonder if he knew all of me would he flee
I wonder, I ponder and wonder once more
If he's the key to this broken door.
Would he leave
I wonder if he saw the scars underneath my sleeve
Would he fall to his knees in disbelief
I wonder if my suicidal thoughts I achieved
Would he grieve
Sometime ago I received the best gift I'd ever received....Love
It wasn't sent by a dove
Nor making wishes on clovers
It was found by the leftovers of me
I wonder if he knew all of me would he flee
I wonder, I ponder and wonder once more
If he's the key to this broken door.
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Cause I'm Ashamed
I'm ashamed that I cut
I'm ashamed that I'm weak
I'm ashamed that I'm not as strong as everyone thought I'd be
I'm ashamed by the pain
I'm ashamed that it's all I gain
I'm ashamed by my life
I'm ashamed I've lost the fight
With all my might I fought
And with all my might I've lost, with that my love was the cost
And with that knife I've lost my life
For now I am ashamed.
I'm ashamed that I'm weak
I'm ashamed that I'm not as strong as everyone thought I'd be
I'm ashamed by the pain
I'm ashamed that it's all I gain
I'm ashamed by my life
I'm ashamed I've lost the fight
With all my might I fought
And with all my might I've lost, with that my love was the cost
And with that knife I've lost my life
For now I am ashamed.
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