Submissions by Blood_Merchant93 (BeautifulManiac)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I wonder through the darkness and share some with you
sadistic
people quiver when they see me,
and i LOVE it!
without their plentiful screams
i'd have no SMILE on this cursed face.
eachexcruciatingslash
brings empty TEARS to my sockets.
when you walk by me,
know a game is being planned out just FOR YOU!
and i LOVE it!
without their plentiful screams
i'd have no SMILE on this cursed face.
eachexcruciatingslash
brings empty TEARS to my sockets.
when you walk by me,
know a game is being planned out just FOR YOU!
2355 reads
3 Comments
why not just kill me?!
what the fuck isgoing on?!
my head is spinning and spinning and spinning
and eventually
i
FALL
down...
your painful threatsshouldn'tinvolve me!
my soul is being crushed and crushed and crushed
and eventually
i
CRY
now....
i have enough tormenting nightmares in my life!
my heart is soon to be left to rot and rot and rot
and eventually
you
WILL
smile...
it's all your fault i'm in this void of torment!
my relapse causes more scars and scars and scars
and eventually
you...
my head is spinning and spinning and spinning
and eventually
i
FALL
down...
your painful threatsshouldn'tinvolve me!
my soul is being crushed and crushed and crushed
and eventually
i
CRY
now....
i have enough tormenting nightmares in my life!
my heart is soon to be left to rot and rot and rot
and eventually
you
WILL
smile...
it's all your fault i'm in this void of torment!
my relapse causes more scars and scars and scars
and eventually
you...
1002 reads
5 Comments
mental rape
i hate you with a passion
and i could kill you without hesitation
(screaming mind...screamingsoul...)
you were the ones who fuked up my mind
lets see how you like all these years of torment
(to crush you...to kill you...)
my desire is that you all feel how i feel
for just one day i want you to understand this anguish
(mental abuse...mental rape...)
twisting things making it look like nothing happened
darting hurtful words at me inbarragemode
(disturbing nightmares...disturbing sleep...)
...
and i could kill you without hesitation
(screaming mind...screamingsoul...)
you were the ones who fuked up my mind
lets see how you like all these years of torment
(to crush you...to kill you...)
my desire is that you all feel how i feel
for just one day i want you to understand this anguish
(mental abuse...mental rape...)
twisting things making it look like nothing happened
darting hurtful words at me inbarragemode
(disturbing nightmares...disturbing sleep...)
...
1038 reads
6 Comments
orbs
i gaze into the poppy fields ahead of me
two orbs dance to the sound of the falling rain
elegantly swirling above the blood stained poppies
they bloomed from the ashes of their physical forms
reunited after their untimely departure
overloaded with happiness in their new found state
a fate worth living and dying for through time
a powerful hold no god could ever break
the night is young and the stars are bright
we are truly blessed to share this life
this night and all it's natural beauty
i long to embrace you for all eternity ...
two orbs dance to the sound of the falling rain
elegantly swirling above the blood stained poppies
they bloomed from the ashes of their physical forms
reunited after their untimely departure
overloaded with happiness in their new found state
a fate worth living and dying for through time
a powerful hold no god could ever break
the night is young and the stars are bright
we are truly blessed to share this life
this night and all it's natural beauty
i long to embrace you for all eternity ...
854 reads
3 Comments
love can kill
Feeling like i'm in a prison
as my tears turn to crimson.
Love is just another word for pain
which is something i don't want to gain.
Close your eyes to stop a breath
you know by now your bound to death.
I plunder my flesh with a glistening blade
i will decay after i fall more insane.
as my tears turn to crimson.
Love is just another word for pain
which is something i don't want to gain.
Close your eyes to stop a breath
you know by now your bound to death.
I plunder my flesh with a glistening blade
i will decay after i fall more insane.
802 reads
0 Comments
seven sins, one soul
Envy. Sloth.Gluttony. Wrath. Pride. Lust. Greed.
Your envy becomes the perfect crime,
your eyes of green glow with jealousy.
Sleeping for decades on earths ends,
ignoring the heavens pleading cries.
Overindulgence still doesn't please you,
you crave more than your lifes purest blood.
Generally you wish to do harm to others,
your uncontrolled feelings of hatred manifest into denial.
You believe your soul to be the greatest,
your vanity makes your beauty grotesque.
Restless...
Your envy becomes the perfect crime,
your eyes of green glow with jealousy.
Sleeping for decades on earths ends,
ignoring the heavens pleading cries.
Overindulgence still doesn't please you,
you crave more than your lifes purest blood.
Generally you wish to do harm to others,
your uncontrolled feelings of hatred manifest into denial.
You believe your soul to be the greatest,
your vanity makes your beauty grotesque.
Restless...
925 reads
3 Comments
shinigami
i feast upon the dirty black tears...
falling from the eyes of my fallen...
your face is a moonlit massacre...
your body is to become a gore scene...
deaths cold hand beckons you closer...
my warm grasp leaves you bleeding...
dead eyessee only in a monochrome glare...
slowly killing your soul with curses of darkness...
you collapse by thecemeterygates...
i close them behind you turning to face you...
with my scythe your throat opens up...
liquid of puce pours like a waterfall in mypresence...
i'm an...
falling from the eyes of my fallen...
your face is a moonlit massacre...
your body is to become a gore scene...
deaths cold hand beckons you closer...
my warm grasp leaves you bleeding...
dead eyessee only in a monochrome glare...
slowly killing your soul with curses of darkness...
you collapse by thecemeterygates...
i close them behind you turning to face you...
with my scythe your throat opens up...
liquid of puce pours like a waterfall in mypresence...
i'm an...
872 reads
3 Comments
if only i could explain my love for you
(a poem i wrote for my boyfriend because he completes my soul)
you took my cold heart and made it beat
you took me away from the shadows i almost resigned to defeat
you relit the dying flame within me
you saved me from the death i used to plea
i drown with your every touch and kiss
i want to caress your soul with this beautiful bliss
you are the one i wake up for every morning
because of you my tears are no longer pouring
i long to be with you for the rest of my life
i want to be with you even in the afterlife
...
you took my cold heart and made it beat
you took me away from the shadows i almost resigned to defeat
you relit the dying flame within me
you saved me from the death i used to plea
i drown with your every touch and kiss
i want to caress your soul with this beautiful bliss
you are the one i wake up for every morning
because of you my tears are no longer pouring
i long to be with you for the rest of my life
i want to be with you even in the afterlife
...
1859 reads
7 Comments
broken souls
we're struggling immensely with this distance...
it's stabbing holes in our souls...
crushing our hearts...
messing with our minds...
(this pain is becoming so unbearable
it's trying to untangle our bond)
we've carved our names into each others hearts...
sewn our souls together...
tattoo'd our aching hearts...
torturing our minds...
(this pain is becoming so unbearable
it's trying to untangle our bond)
if we cry once more...
we'll drown in each others blood...
die in each others arms...
lose ourselves to death......
it's stabbing holes in our souls...
crushing our hearts...
messing with our minds...
(this pain is becoming so unbearable
it's trying to untangle our bond)
we've carved our names into each others hearts...
sewn our souls together...
tattoo'd our aching hearts...
torturing our minds...
(this pain is becoming so unbearable
it's trying to untangle our bond)
if we cry once more...
we'll drown in each others blood...
die in each others arms...
lose ourselves to death......
1020 reads
6 Comments
eternal love
i wonder if i dream't of you,
if you would feel it in your soul...
feel the love i feel for you,
know we are destined to be...
in the tranquil hours of the night,
i walk in your soul as you live in my heart...
with each breath, with each beat,
we are one...
our hearts swell with passion,
our spirits are merged with joy...
the moons rays don't overpower the love in our aura's,
they show it off in it's passionate glory...
if i had a rose for each time i thought of you...
i would have a bed of roses leading to eternity......
if you would feel it in your soul...
feel the love i feel for you,
know we are destined to be...
in the tranquil hours of the night,
i walk in your soul as you live in my heart...
with each breath, with each beat,
we are one...
our hearts swell with passion,
our spirits are merged with joy...
the moons rays don't overpower the love in our aura's,
they show it off in it's passionate glory...
if i had a rose for each time i thought of you...
i would have a bed of roses leading to eternity......
1088 reads
5 Comments
shadow without a name
even though i have a shadow beside me
i believe i am the shadow
.....i'm there but i seem invisible.....
it's as if you look straight through me
like i'm a window and you can only see beyond
.....i question if i really exist.....
i lower my head and force back tears
they'll never notice me as i walk away
.....i'm dead after all.....
i crave for an easy life
but my soul seems to be on fire
.....i'm burning in pain.....
those words repeat themselves
whirl round my mind causing torment
.....no one cares no one see's........
i believe i am the shadow
.....i'm there but i seem invisible.....
it's as if you look straight through me
like i'm a window and you can only see beyond
.....i question if i really exist.....
i lower my head and force back tears
they'll never notice me as i walk away
.....i'm dead after all.....
i crave for an easy life
but my soul seems to be on fire
.....i'm burning in pain.....
those words repeat themselves
whirl round my mind causing torment
.....no one cares no one see's........
884 reads
2 Comments
disposable friend
Everyone’s different, so why do you condone me so?
Tear me apart without even thinking...
i'm not just a ghost...
I was never prepared to live this life...
i feel like i'm being eaten alive....
i'm destined for a young death...
Save your breath for i will not care...
you contributed to sending me insane...
i hope you feel bloody ashamed...
You fucking touch me and i'll rip you...
Tear me apart without even thinking...
i'm not just a ghost...
I was never prepared to live this life...
i feel like i'm being eaten alive....
i'm destined for a young death...
Save your breath for i will not care...
you contributed to sending me insane...
i hope you feel bloody ashamed...
You fucking touch me and i'll rip you...
1091 reads
2 Comments
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