Submissions by BDOT
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I am a poet . Poetry is my passion . My pain and my love bleeds through that ink onto the paper . I breathe in experience and breathe out poetry .
"Life goes on"
Through the ups through the downs ,
There will be smiles there will be frowns ~
Life goes on ~
You will find love you will see hate ,
Very few real this world full of fakes ~
Life goes on ~
Tears of joy tears of pain ,
This world is dirty full of shame ~
Life goes on ~
Selfishness and hearts get broke ,
Whether we like it or not we have to cope ~
Life goes on ~
From the devil try to bail ,
2 seconds later chase his tail ~
Life goes on ~
Wrong road has been chose do the time ,
In solitude cleanse your mind ~
Life goes on ~...
There will be smiles there will be frowns ~
Life goes on ~
You will find love you will see hate ,
Very few real this world full of fakes ~
Life goes on ~
Tears of joy tears of pain ,
This world is dirty full of shame ~
Life goes on ~
Selfishness and hearts get broke ,
Whether we like it or not we have to cope ~
Life goes on ~
From the devil try to bail ,
2 seconds later chase his tail ~
Life goes on ~
Wrong road has been chose do the time ,
In solitude cleanse your mind ~
Life goes on ~...
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"Pull the trigger"
All it takes is one shot ,
Before I pull the trigger I make sure this bitch is cocked ~
Ready to end this shit and I'll do it in gore ,
My talent my brains scattered on the floor ~
"He's a fuck up he's always in trouble isn't he ? "
Pull the trigger and end this misery ~
It's a quick way out I don't care if I cheat ,
Ready to pull the trigger cause I'm flooded with defeat ~
Call me a loser cause in this life I lost ,
And I don't have what it takes to pay the rest of the cost ~
My soul is lost so that I can't sell ,
If I pull the trigger...
Before I pull the trigger I make sure this bitch is cocked ~
Ready to end this shit and I'll do it in gore ,
My talent my brains scattered on the floor ~
"He's a fuck up he's always in trouble isn't he ? "
Pull the trigger and end this misery ~
It's a quick way out I don't care if I cheat ,
Ready to pull the trigger cause I'm flooded with defeat ~
Call me a loser cause in this life I lost ,
And I don't have what it takes to pay the rest of the cost ~
My soul is lost so that I can't sell ,
If I pull the trigger...
863 reads
7 Comments
"Why"
Why don't things go as planned ?
Why am I the way i am ?
Why does every life have to end ?
Why can't I keep the same friends ?
Why am I stuck in pain ?
Why is everyday the same ?
Why is my life out of control ?
Why do we have to grow old ?
Why do I always walk the wrong path ?
Why do I always feel the devils wrath ?
Why am I always stuck alone ?
Why has my heart become stone ?
Why do I see no signs from above ?
Why do I not feel loved ?
Why was i once happy ?
Why am I now everyday crabby ?
Why does everyone only care for...
Why am I the way i am ?
Why does every life have to end ?
Why can't I keep the same friends ?
Why am I stuck in pain ?
Why is everyday the same ?
Why is my life out of control ?
Why do we have to grow old ?
Why do I always walk the wrong path ?
Why do I always feel the devils wrath ?
Why am I always stuck alone ?
Why has my heart become stone ?
Why do I see no signs from above ?
Why do I not feel loved ?
Why was i once happy ?
Why am I now everyday crabby ?
Why does everyone only care for...
730 reads
4 Comments
"Slow death"
This death is slow ,
When am I gonna go ?
Drugs increase the speed ,
If so
Then I should be 83 ~
I'm stuck in first gear ,
Pop the clutch and burst a tear ~
Engine dead but i'm still breathin' ,
Without a replacement what's the reason ?
Death is dragging while time is flying ,
The pain intensifies while I'm slowly dying ~
My heart aches along with my bones ,
I'm paying a price that's outta control ~
There is a void where love use to stay ,
My spirit is gone my soul went away ~
I escaped death and prolonged my fate ,
Eyes pinned...
When am I gonna go ?
Drugs increase the speed ,
If so
Then I should be 83 ~
I'm stuck in first gear ,
Pop the clutch and burst a tear ~
Engine dead but i'm still breathin' ,
Without a replacement what's the reason ?
Death is dragging while time is flying ,
The pain intensifies while I'm slowly dying ~
My heart aches along with my bones ,
I'm paying a price that's outta control ~
There is a void where love use to stay ,
My spirit is gone my soul went away ~
I escaped death and prolonged my fate ,
Eyes pinned...
658 reads
2 Comments
"On the run"
Here I go again on the run ,
Thought it was all over but no it just begun ~
I can run and I can hide ,
The day i go to jail is when I decide ~
I got more important things to do ,
Than to rot in hell in my blues ~
Posting my mugshot on facebook ,
Yup there's my face look ~
But that doesn't mean shit ,
My people ain't gonna tell you where I'm at or who im with ~
Putting me on blast like I committed a murder ,
My warrant is as petty as stealing a burger ~
My arrest you can provoke and provoke ,
While I'm laughing cause to me it's a joke ~...
Thought it was all over but no it just begun ~
I can run and I can hide ,
The day i go to jail is when I decide ~
I got more important things to do ,
Than to rot in hell in my blues ~
Posting my mugshot on facebook ,
Yup there's my face look ~
But that doesn't mean shit ,
My people ain't gonna tell you where I'm at or who im with ~
Putting me on blast like I committed a murder ,
My warrant is as petty as stealing a burger ~
My arrest you can provoke and provoke ,
While I'm laughing cause to me it's a joke ~...
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"Pain"
It's a new day
But the pain is still here ,
What I do what I say
This pain won't disappear ~
Go away go away
Is what I keep wishing ,
In my bed I lay
In the fetal position ~
Wounds still fresh
That were given years ago ,
Behind this flesh
The pain continues to grow ~
Even though I write
The pain I can't escape ,
It hurts everynight
As i lie awake ~
These inner cries
That no one can hear ,
Tears from these eyes
I can't see clear ~
I sleep awake
Avoiding my dreams ,
A toll it takes
Painful silent...
But the pain is still here ,
What I do what I say
This pain won't disappear ~
Go away go away
Is what I keep wishing ,
In my bed I lay
In the fetal position ~
Wounds still fresh
That were given years ago ,
Behind this flesh
The pain continues to grow ~
Even though I write
The pain I can't escape ,
It hurts everynight
As i lie awake ~
These inner cries
That no one can hear ,
Tears from these eyes
I can't see clear ~
I sleep awake
Avoiding my dreams ,
A toll it takes
Painful silent...
774 reads
14 Comments
"Face the music" (Haiku)
It's either my arrest
Or my death ,
I will face the music .
B.
Or my death ,
I will face the music .
B.
568 reads
2 Comments
"The Cycle"
The world lives on
When you're gone ,
Whether you're right
Whether you're wrong ~
The leaves come back
But again they'll die ,
As our bodys deteriorate
As it lies ~
Be true to yourself
Life's what you make it ,
Most feel trapped in hell
And some will take it ~
A baby is born
While a life is taken ,
It happens everyday
Don't be mistaken ~
Generations come
Generations go ,
Just like the sun
Just like the snow ~
Land gets bought
A hole gets dug ,
A new house is built
One says goodbye to their love...
When you're gone ,
Whether you're right
Whether you're wrong ~
The leaves come back
But again they'll die ,
As our bodys deteriorate
As it lies ~
Be true to yourself
Life's what you make it ,
Most feel trapped in hell
And some will take it ~
A baby is born
While a life is taken ,
It happens everyday
Don't be mistaken ~
Generations come
Generations go ,
Just like the sun
Just like the snow ~
Land gets bought
A hole gets dug ,
A new house is built
One says goodbye to their love...
843 reads
9 Comments
"Open Up"
It's been days
and still no reply ,
we have something there
just give it a try ~
When my phone rings
I hope it's you ,
when I see it's not
i'm back to blue ~
The only way to move on
is to let go of your past ,
I can show you something
that will truly last ~
Just give me one chance
and I can heal your heart ,
I can put back together
the pieces that fell apart ~
I can bring joy to your pain
light to your darkness ,
I'm one you can trust
someone that's not heartless ~
Keeping your feelings...
and still no reply ,
we have something there
just give it a try ~
When my phone rings
I hope it's you ,
when I see it's not
i'm back to blue ~
The only way to move on
is to let go of your past ,
I can show you something
that will truly last ~
Just give me one chance
and I can heal your heart ,
I can put back together
the pieces that fell apart ~
I can bring joy to your pain
light to your darkness ,
I'm one you can trust
someone that's not heartless ~
Keeping your feelings...
1007 reads
2 Comments
"Not Again"
Once again
I can't believe this ,
Once again
Took my kindness for a weakness ~
The ones in my heart
That i keep close ,
ALWAYS
Hurt me the most ~
NOT AGAIN
That was the last straw ,
Not again will i fall ~
I'll never look to you for a shoulder ,
The nicer i get you turn colder ~
NOT AGAIN
I won't let it happen ,
Behind my back i bet you're laughin' ~
My departure is always a shitty end ,
I can only imagine what you tell your friends ~
Went outta my way to care how you felt ,
Just to get sucked...
I can't believe this ,
Once again
Took my kindness for a weakness ~
The ones in my heart
That i keep close ,
ALWAYS
Hurt me the most ~
NOT AGAIN
That was the last straw ,
Not again will i fall ~
I'll never look to you for a shoulder ,
The nicer i get you turn colder ~
NOT AGAIN
I won't let it happen ,
Behind my back i bet you're laughin' ~
My departure is always a shitty end ,
I can only imagine what you tell your friends ~
Went outta my way to care how you felt ,
Just to get sucked...
676 reads
8 Comments
"Always"
Even if you can't see me
Just know i'm here ,
You'll always be in my heart
So have no fear ~
We shared good times
As well as the bad ,
Nothing on this earth
Can take away what we had ~
Though we're no longer in love
The bond is still there ,
It's so unbreakable
And i'll always care ~
Even if your life
Seems to trail off course ,
You can always turn to me
I'll be your stable force ~
Even if you can't see me
Just know I'm here ,
I'll always have your back
And catch your tears ~
I only wanna see you happy ...
Just know i'm here ,
You'll always be in my heart
So have no fear ~
We shared good times
As well as the bad ,
Nothing on this earth
Can take away what we had ~
Though we're no longer in love
The bond is still there ,
It's so unbreakable
And i'll always care ~
Even if your life
Seems to trail off course ,
You can always turn to me
I'll be your stable force ~
Even if you can't see me
Just know I'm here ,
I'll always have your back
And catch your tears ~
I only wanna see you happy ...
884 reads
4 Comments
"Middle Child"
When I need you the most you're just not there ,
Being the middle child sucks and it's just not fair ~
That's your first son and that's your baby girl ,
So who the fuck am I ?
Just left alone in this world ~
When he would get in trouble
You were there to help with bail ,
When i got caught
You left me by myself to rot in jail ~
She wanted out of school early
And you were quick to sign that page ,
But when it came to me
I had to wait till I was of age ~
Do you see my father when you look me in the eye ?
Cause i'm nothing like him and I...
Being the middle child sucks and it's just not fair ~
That's your first son and that's your baby girl ,
So who the fuck am I ?
Just left alone in this world ~
When he would get in trouble
You were there to help with bail ,
When i got caught
You left me by myself to rot in jail ~
She wanted out of school early
And you were quick to sign that page ,
But when it came to me
I had to wait till I was of age ~
Do you see my father when you look me in the eye ?
Cause i'm nothing like him and I...
972 reads
0 Comments
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