Submissions by Ashleysworld (Ash blackheart)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
19 years poetry experience can write about any subject, any style
DARK POEM
Published
10th Nov 2024 4:09am
10th Nov 2024 4:09am
No reason
#depression
#hurt
#LifeStruggles
#sadness
#suffering
53 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
9th Nov 2024 11:58am
9th Nov 2024 11:58am
Your killer (burned alive)
#death
25 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
9th Nov 2024 10:58am
9th Nov 2024 10:58am
Betray me I dare you
#dark
#evil
#horror #scary
#horror #scary
39 reads
6 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
8th Nov 2024 5:54am
8th Nov 2024 5:54am
God has failed
God has failed he lied to me,
His spirit no longer inside of me,
All the nights I prayed,
He left me alone in the shade,
To him this is all a joke,
God has failed me he needs to be choked,
My picture of Jesus I'm throwing away,
In the garbage it can stay,
God has failed,
On me he bailed,
I'm buring down the church,
For me the police will search,
God has failed,
He needs to be jailed,
I'm taking down my cross,
God has failed he has lost.
His spirit no longer inside of me,
All the nights I prayed,
He left me alone in the shade,
To him this is all a joke,
God has failed me he needs to be choked,
My picture of Jesus I'm throwing away,
In the garbage it can stay,
God has failed,
On me he bailed,
I'm buring down the church,
For me the police will search,
God has failed,
He needs to be jailed,
I'm taking down my cross,
God has failed he has lost.
#despair
#emptiness
#sadness
74 reads
5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
8th Nov 2024 5:30am
8th Nov 2024 5:30am
Mother may I?
Mother may I go outside?
It's raining but I'll stay dry,
Mother may I have some dinner,
It's you I despise you're the sinner,
Up against the wall my back is turned,
The love you gave me it only burns,
I can't hide in my closet you'll look there first,
Under my bed is even worse,
You were always a bitch you were always mean,
You left your fingerprints at the crime scene,
Your abuse was emotional and physical too,
Mother I am done with you,
You abused me until I was an adult mother this is all your fault.
It's raining but I'll stay dry,
Mother may I have some dinner,
It's you I despise you're the sinner,
Up against the wall my back is turned,
The love you gave me it only burns,
I can't hide in my closet you'll look there first,
Under my bed is even worse,
You were always a bitch you were always mean,
You left your fingerprints at the crime scene,
Your abuse was emotional and physical too,
Mother I am done with you,
You abused me until I was an adult mother this is all your fault.
#abuse
#depression
#LifeStruggles
78 reads
8 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
31st Oct 2024 5:20am
31st Oct 2024 5:20am
I'm so depressed
I'm so depressed everyday I'm mourning,
Alone and suicidal heavy rain is pouring,
I can't find the meaning of life,
I wish the world would end tonight,
Everyone is so fucking abusive,
Because of them I listen to depressing music,
I'm so depressed no one sees it,
Even if they did they wouldn't believe it,
I'm drenched In Cold sweat,
Thinking of only death,
Behind my smile so fake,
You will only find pain and hate,
No one cared about me No one ever did,
I wish I could go back to being a kid,
No one likes me...
Alone and suicidal heavy rain is pouring,
I can't find the meaning of life,
I wish the world would end tonight,
Everyone is so fucking abusive,
Because of them I listen to depressing music,
I'm so depressed no one sees it,
Even if they did they wouldn't believe it,
I'm drenched In Cold sweat,
Thinking of only death,
Behind my smile so fake,
You will only find pain and hate,
No one cared about me No one ever did,
I wish I could go back to being a kid,
No one likes me...
#depression
#loneliness
#sadness
91 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
31st Oct 2024 4:40am
31st Oct 2024 4:40am
Make it look like suicide
#dark
#suicide
46 reads
6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
30th Oct 2024 5:47am
30th Oct 2024 5:47am
The Human heart
The human heart is cruel and kind,
Wicked thoughts inside every mind,
Everyday we're deceived and fooled,
By everything that is cruel,
The human heart is very complex,
Its full of shame, full of regret,
The torture, the torment, the yearning the hate,
The human heart easily breaks,
There's good and evil inside every human heart,
That can lead you to the light or dark,
It's the one thing that keeps us alive,
But in the end it makes us wonder who we are inside.
Wicked thoughts inside every mind,
Everyday we're deceived and fooled,
By everything that is cruel,
The human heart is very complex,
Its full of shame, full of regret,
The torture, the torment, the yearning the hate,
The human heart easily breaks,
There's good and evil inside every human heart,
That can lead you to the light or dark,
It's the one thing that keeps us alive,
But in the end it makes us wonder who we are inside.
#heartbroken
85 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
30th Oct 2024 5:39am
30th Oct 2024 5:39am
The Suicidal
The Suicidal have been strong for too long,
You see them at school the ones that are picked on,
Don't you know that words are destructive?
The Suicidal are dying their lives have been deducted,
How they feel they never say or share,
Not like it's your business not like you care,
When I look deep into the eyes of the Suicidal,
I become empathic and only wish they'd smile,
The Suicidal have been abused,
Imagine if that was me or you,
You spreaded rumors you spreaded lies,
Every few minutes one of them dies,
Easy...
You see them at school the ones that are picked on,
Don't you know that words are destructive?
The Suicidal are dying their lives have been deducted,
How they feel they never say or share,
Not like it's your business not like you care,
When I look deep into the eyes of the Suicidal,
I become empathic and only wish they'd smile,
The Suicidal have been abused,
Imagine if that was me or you,
You spreaded rumors you spreaded lies,
Every few minutes one of them dies,
Easy...
#hurt
#LifeStruggles
#suicide
82 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Oct 2024 9:19am
28th Oct 2024 9:19am
Abuse at home (Ptsd)
Home is abusive no one listens to what I say,
Lilith comes into my room and her dark melody begins to play,
My mom doesn't care about me what mother would?
I was once a nobody someone who was good,
Abuse at home I can't say anything,
Why won't anyone love me or give me a ring?
The abuse still follows me it has never faded,
I want to see a new world created,
I go down by the river and cry softly,
What's true beauty if I can't be "The Hottie"?
I don't self inflict this is a different type of infliction,
The sad stories...
Lilith comes into my room and her dark melody begins to play,
My mom doesn't care about me what mother would?
I was once a nobody someone who was good,
Abuse at home I can't say anything,
Why won't anyone love me or give me a ring?
The abuse still follows me it has never faded,
I want to see a new world created,
I go down by the river and cry softly,
What's true beauty if I can't be "The Hottie"?
I don't self inflict this is a different type of infliction,
The sad stories...
#depression
#heartbroken
#hurt #LifeStruggles
#hurt #LifeStruggles
105 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
28th Oct 2024 9:05am
28th Oct 2024 9:05am
Mental breakdown
#dark
#depression
#suicide
63 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
27th Oct 2024 5:03am
27th Oct 2024 5:03am
My life
Haunted by something I can't see,
My life isn't the way I want it to be,
My wrists are mutilated and blood stained,
The other part of me exist on another plane,
I feel in my heart something's not right,
I don't know how to change my life,
The cold pouring rain,
Is washing away my pain,
The reflection that the mirror displays,
Taints my mind in so many ways,
My life isn't what I expected,
There's no happiness I'm deeply affected,
There's so much pain in my heart,
I just wanna be left here alone in the dark.
My life isn't the way I want it to be,
My wrists are mutilated and blood stained,
The other part of me exist on another plane,
I feel in my heart something's not right,
I don't know how to change my life,
The cold pouring rain,
Is washing away my pain,
The reflection that the mirror displays,
Taints my mind in so many ways,
My life isn't what I expected,
There's no happiness I'm deeply affected,
There's so much pain in my heart,
I just wanna be left here alone in the dark.
#despair
#hurt
#sadness
124 reads
4 Comments
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