Submissions by Ashleysworld (Ash blackheart)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
19 years poetry experience can write about any subject, any style but I prefer dark poetry the darker and more sinister the better 😈
The Power of Poetry
Every little word means so much,
Faithful and true but words aren't enough,
Line after line,
It's comfort I find,
Page after page,
Released from a cage,
Word after word,
Let's reverse this hurt,
Every poem I manage to create,
Builds a new house that's great,
Without words what would we say?
Help me find a brighter day,
When the earth is shaking I write,
When I don't feel like waking I hide,
The broken pieces keep on breaking,
Every life is worth saving,
You dont have to be perfect to live, ...
Faithful and true but words aren't enough,
Line after line,
It's comfort I find,
Page after page,
Released from a cage,
Word after word,
Let's reverse this hurt,
Every poem I manage to create,
Builds a new house that's great,
Without words what would we say?
Help me find a brighter day,
When the earth is shaking I write,
When I don't feel like waking I hide,
The broken pieces keep on breaking,
Every life is worth saving,
You dont have to be perfect to live, ...
#happiness
#hope
#WritingPoetry
125 reads
0 Comments
Don't take your life away
Don't take your life away look for me,
If you want me to stay by your side I'll be,
That knife in your hand can you put it down,
Why do you think it'd be better of you weren't around?
Don't take your life away,
Is my love enough to make you stay?
We are dying while we're living,
Time is flying moments are missing,
Those pills you took can you spit them out,
Take another look you're covered in doubt,
Don't take your life away,
Atleast not right away,
How many times have you thought,
If you were dead...
If you want me to stay by your side I'll be,
That knife in your hand can you put it down,
Why do you think it'd be better of you weren't around?
Don't take your life away,
Is my love enough to make you stay?
We are dying while we're living,
Time is flying moments are missing,
Those pills you took can you spit them out,
Take another look you're covered in doubt,
Don't take your life away,
Atleast not right away,
How many times have you thought,
If you were dead...
#dark
#depression
#sadness #suicide
#sadness #suicide
118 reads
2 Comments
Sexual obsession

#dirty
#erotic
#sex
550 reads
5 Comments
Carbon monoxide

#dark
#hurt
#suffering
54 reads
2 Comments
No reason

#depression
#hurt
#LifeStruggles
#sadness
#suffering
136 reads
4 Comments
God has failed
God has failed he lied to me,
His spirit no longer inside of me,
All the nights I prayed,
He left me alone in the shade,
To him this is all a joke,
God has failed me he needs to be choked,
My picture of Jesus I'm throwing away,
In the garbage it can stay,
God has failed,
On me he bailed,
I'm buring down the church,
For me the police will search,
God has failed,
He needs to be jailed,
I'm taking down my cross,
God has failed he has lost.
His spirit no longer inside of me,
All the nights I prayed,
He left me alone in the shade,
To him this is all a joke,
God has failed me he needs to be choked,
My picture of Jesus I'm throwing away,
In the garbage it can stay,
God has failed,
On me he bailed,
I'm buring down the church,
For me the police will search,
God has failed,
He needs to be jailed,
I'm taking down my cross,
God has failed he has lost.
#despair
#emptiness
#sadness
192 reads
5 Comments
Mother may I?
Mother may I go outside?
It's raining but I'll stay dry,
Mother may I have some dinner,
It's you I despise you're the sinner,
Up against the wall my back is turned,
The love you gave me it only burns,
I can't hide in my closet you'll look there first,
Under my bed is even worse,
You were always a bitch you were always mean,
You left your fingerprints at the crime scene,
Your abuse was emotional and physical too,
Mother I am done with you,
You abused me until I was an adult mother this is all your fault.
It's raining but I'll stay dry,
Mother may I have some dinner,
It's you I despise you're the sinner,
Up against the wall my back is turned,
The love you gave me it only burns,
I can't hide in my closet you'll look there first,
Under my bed is even worse,
You were always a bitch you were always mean,
You left your fingerprints at the crime scene,
Your abuse was emotional and physical too,
Mother I am done with you,
You abused me until I was an adult mother this is all your fault.
#abuse
#depression
#LifeStruggles
201 reads
8 Comments
I'm so depressed
I'm so depressed everyday I'm mourning,
Alone and suicidal heavy rain is pouring,
I can't find the meaning of life,
I wish the world would end tonight,
Everyone is so fucking abusive,
Because of them I listen to depressing music,
I'm so depressed no one sees it,
Even if they did they wouldn't believe it,
I'm drenched In Cold sweat,
Thinking of only death,
Behind my smile so fake,
You will only find pain and hate,
No one cared about me No one ever did,
I wish I could go back to being a kid,
No one likes me...
Alone and suicidal heavy rain is pouring,
I can't find the meaning of life,
I wish the world would end tonight,
Everyone is so fucking abusive,
Because of them I listen to depressing music,
I'm so depressed no one sees it,
Even if they did they wouldn't believe it,
I'm drenched In Cold sweat,
Thinking of only death,
Behind my smile so fake,
You will only find pain and hate,
No one cared about me No one ever did,
I wish I could go back to being a kid,
No one likes me...
#depression
#loneliness
#sadness
190 reads
2 Comments
Make it look like suicide

#dark
#suicide
131 reads
6 Comments
The Suicidal
The Suicidal have been strong for too long,
You see them at school the ones that are picked on,
Don't you know that words are destructive?
The Suicidal are dying their lives have been deducted,
How they feel they never say or share,
Not like it's your business not like you care,
When I look deep into the eyes of the Suicidal,
I become empathic and only wish they'd smile,
The Suicidal have been abused,
Imagine if that was me or you,
You spreaded rumors you spreaded lies,
Every few minutes one of them dies,
Easy...
You see them at school the ones that are picked on,
Don't you know that words are destructive?
The Suicidal are dying their lives have been deducted,
How they feel they never say or share,
Not like it's your business not like you care,
When I look deep into the eyes of the Suicidal,
I become empathic and only wish they'd smile,
The Suicidal have been abused,
Imagine if that was me or you,
You spreaded rumors you spreaded lies,
Every few minutes one of them dies,
Easy...
#hurt
#LifeStruggles
#suicide
195 reads
3 Comments
Abuse at home (Ptsd)
Home is abusive no one listens to what I say,
Lilith comes into my room and her dark melody begins to play,
My mom doesn't care about me what mother would?
I was once a nobody someone who was good,
Abuse at home I can't say anything,
Why won't anyone love me or give me a ring?
The abuse still follows me it has never faded,
I want to see a new world created,
I go down by the river and cry softly,
What's true beauty if I can't be "The Hottie"?
I don't self inflict this is a different type of infliction,
The sad stories...
Lilith comes into my room and her dark melody begins to play,
My mom doesn't care about me what mother would?
I was once a nobody someone who was good,
Abuse at home I can't say anything,
Why won't anyone love me or give me a ring?
The abuse still follows me it has never faded,
I want to see a new world created,
I go down by the river and cry softly,
What's true beauty if I can't be "The Hottie"?
I don't self inflict this is a different type of infliction,
The sad stories...
#depression
#heartbroken
#hurt #LifeStruggles
#hurt #LifeStruggles
188 reads
2 Comments
Mental breakdown

#dark
#depression
#suicide
170 reads
1 Comment
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