Submissions by Ashleysworld (Ash blackheart)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
19 years poetry experience can write about any subject, any style
I'm not okay
I'm not okay no one knows what's wrong,
They look in my eyes then move on,
I tore out my soul and threw it away,
Because I'm hurting and I'm not okay,
I covered my eyes so I don't have to see the shadows,
Tomorrow I'll have to fight another battle,
I don't know if I'll ever feel again,
I need love to make me real again,
I'm not okay.
They look in my eyes then move on,
I tore out my soul and threw it away,
Because I'm hurting and I'm not okay,
I covered my eyes so I don't have to see the shadows,
Tomorrow I'll have to fight another battle,
I don't know if I'll ever feel again,
I need love to make me real again,
I'm not okay.
#anxiety
#depression
#sadness
111 reads
2 Comments
The power of three
Saving lives for three seasons,
Why did you go? I need a reason,
The power of three,
Will set us free,
You're stronger than I could ever be,
No one can save you,
No one can replace you,
Even when your hair was falling out,
You were still perfect to me No doubt,
The power of three was on your side,
Why is it the good ones who always die?
You said goodbye to everyone you knew,
Cancer will never be stronger than you,
Book of shadows full of spells,
I'm missing you Miss halliwell,
When You took your last...
Why did you go? I need a reason,
The power of three,
Will set us free,
You're stronger than I could ever be,
No one can save you,
No one can replace you,
Even when your hair was falling out,
You were still perfect to me No doubt,
The power of three was on your side,
Why is it the good ones who always die?
You said goodbye to everyone you knew,
Cancer will never be stronger than you,
Book of shadows full of spells,
I'm missing you Miss halliwell,
When You took your last...
#cancer
#death
#sadness
98 reads
0 Comments
I killed the bride
I killed the bride while she was in her wedding dress,
How I killed her can you guess?
I could've used my gun or my bare hands,
I killed the bride deal with it man,
She didn't scream she just looked surprised,
It was so fun watching her die,
Her body is covered in blood,
Sorry I killed the one you loved,
Rigor mortis has set in,
I killed the bride you'll never see her ever again,
Maybe now I should kill the groom,
Where I hid her body I'll make room,
I killed the bride,
It wasnt suicide, ...
How I killed her can you guess?
I could've used my gun or my bare hands,
I killed the bride deal with it man,
She didn't scream she just looked surprised,
It was so fun watching her die,
Her body is covered in blood,
Sorry I killed the one you loved,
Rigor mortis has set in,
I killed the bride you'll never see her ever again,
Maybe now I should kill the groom,
Where I hid her body I'll make room,
I killed the bride,
It wasnt suicide, ...
#death
#evil
#horror
100 reads
2 Comments
The Rapist
#abuse
#tragedy
53 reads
4 Comments
Come to the darkside
Come to the darkside it's nice down here,
Forget about your problems and have a beer,
God has forsaken us,
The cold weather has shaken us,
I'm willing to pay any cost,
To bring back moments lost,
Come to the darkside you might like it,
You'll never know of you don't try it,
Down here we get 3 wishes,
Cast down from heaven it's god that did this,
All the parts of me are messed up,
For my funeral you don't have to dress up,
The darkside is where I was born,
You can't fix what has been torn,
You can't pick...
Forget about your problems and have a beer,
God has forsaken us,
The cold weather has shaken us,
I'm willing to pay any cost,
To bring back moments lost,
Come to the darkside you might like it,
You'll never know of you don't try it,
Down here we get 3 wishes,
Cast down from heaven it's god that did this,
All the parts of me are messed up,
For my funeral you don't have to dress up,
The darkside is where I was born,
You can't fix what has been torn,
You can't pick...
#devil
#evil
#horror
94 reads
0 Comments
Silent screams
Silent screams in a room that's empty,
Where are my friends? I used to have plenty,
The agony is coming back,
And it's all turning black,
Silent screams echo as I struggle,
I blame myself for my troubles,
It's time for healing,
I've lost that feeling,
This isn't the way I was built,
A bucket of my bloods been spilt,
Silent screams in the warm summer,
If you were me that would be a bummer,
Silent screams in the winter,
I'm picking out every thorn and splinter,
There's never anyone to hold, ...
Where are my friends? I used to have plenty,
The agony is coming back,
And it's all turning black,
Silent screams echo as I struggle,
I blame myself for my troubles,
It's time for healing,
I've lost that feeling,
This isn't the way I was built,
A bucket of my bloods been spilt,
Silent screams in the warm summer,
If you were me that would be a bummer,
Silent screams in the winter,
I'm picking out every thorn and splinter,
There's never anyone to hold, ...
#dark
115 reads
1 Comment
You're not beautiful anymore
You're not beautiful anymore,
Not like you were before,
It's not your face or hair,
It's your hatred and despair,
I think about you and the good old days,
You're never gonna change your ways,
You're not beautiful anymore,
Fucking Ugly to the core,
Words were said and mistakes were made,
You're not beautiful anymore You're decayed.
Not like you were before,
It's not your face or hair,
It's your hatred and despair,
I think about you and the good old days,
You're never gonna change your ways,
You're not beautiful anymore,
Fucking Ugly to the core,
Words were said and mistakes were made,
You're not beautiful anymore You're decayed.
#dark
108 reads
1 Comment
Cutting you out
I'm cutting you out of this heart you broke,
I see you for what you are I'm awoke,
I'm cutting you out so you can't get back in,
Don't make me stare into your evil eyes again,
So quickly you let our love die,
You'd rather hate me your hate is alive,
I'm on my own again it's just me,
I'm cutting you out of my reality,
I thought you were the missing link,
You dont think it hurts you never think,
I look through your window I no longer see you,
Whos that girl? Tell me who,
It's just a waste of time trying to...
I see you for what you are I'm awoke,
I'm cutting you out so you can't get back in,
Don't make me stare into your evil eyes again,
So quickly you let our love die,
You'd rather hate me your hate is alive,
I'm on my own again it's just me,
I'm cutting you out of my reality,
I thought you were the missing link,
You dont think it hurts you never think,
I look through your window I no longer see you,
Whos that girl? Tell me who,
It's just a waste of time trying to...
#breakup
#love
#sadness
98 reads
2 Comments
Tighter my love
Tighter in your arms I wanna be held,
Take this mirror and look at yourself,
Don't be a pussy tighten up the noose,
Spare me no mercy don't cut me loose,
Maybe it's not my time,
But it's my choice my decline,
You bleed like me but I bleed more,
Tighten the lock on the door,
Tighten these handcuffs so I can't move,
I've got nothing left to prove,
I want to die I'll say it loud,
Everyone will hear and form a crowd,
My rose has withered nevermore will it grow,
I'm going off on my own I'm going solo,
Life...
Take this mirror and look at yourself,
Don't be a pussy tighten up the noose,
Spare me no mercy don't cut me loose,
Maybe it's not my time,
But it's my choice my decline,
You bleed like me but I bleed more,
Tighten the lock on the door,
Tighten these handcuffs so I can't move,
I've got nothing left to prove,
I want to die I'll say it loud,
Everyone will hear and form a crowd,
My rose has withered nevermore will it grow,
I'm going off on my own I'm going solo,
Life...
#LifeStruggles
#suicide
148 reads
2 Comments
Cutting
#dark
#depression
49 reads
3 Comments
Bloodshed
Bloodsheds as I pick the stitches in my arm,
They think I'm an emo girl who self harms,
I never took a blade or made a mark,
I hid from everyone and waited til it was dark,
I lost all my friends,
Who needs them,
I'm shedding blood I need a nurse,
I embrace who I am I know what I'm worth,
From the battle I've retreated,
It doesn't mean I've been defeated,
My brain cells are overactive,
Lately I've been a little distracted,
I embrace the dead,
And forsaken the dread,
It's all over my bed,
Nonstop...
They think I'm an emo girl who self harms,
I never took a blade or made a mark,
I hid from everyone and waited til it was dark,
I lost all my friends,
Who needs them,
I'm shedding blood I need a nurse,
I embrace who I am I know what I'm worth,
From the battle I've retreated,
It doesn't mean I've been defeated,
My brain cells are overactive,
Lately I've been a little distracted,
I embrace the dead,
And forsaken the dread,
It's all over my bed,
Nonstop...
#dark
#emotional
114 reads
2 Comments
Miss suicide
Miss suicide sitting by the tree,
I look in your eyes and I see me,
Through your glasses you only see fog,
I guess it better than seeing nothing at all,
We don't need the world to get by,
I love you unconditionally miss suicide,
Remember there's life when you're dying,
You can't give up when you're not trying,
It's alright when you're crying,
I wanna be the reason when you're smiling,
We can get away if you want to,
Miss suicide all I need is you,
Those eyes of yours stare back at me,
As if they...
I look in your eyes and I see me,
Through your glasses you only see fog,
I guess it better than seeing nothing at all,
We don't need the world to get by,
I love you unconditionally miss suicide,
Remember there's life when you're dying,
You can't give up when you're not trying,
It's alright when you're crying,
I wanna be the reason when you're smiling,
We can get away if you want to,
Miss suicide all I need is you,
Those eyes of yours stare back at me,
As if they...
#hope
#suicide
137 reads
3 Comments
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