Submissions by AdrenalineFrequenc (AdrenalineFrequency)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
I am not.
Forget it.
I amnot going to write another heartbroken poem about you.
You deserve far less than that.
You're not getting a dramatic exit or any of my tears.
I'd rather waste them on a dead dog.
You're not worth a knife to my wrist
Or an icecream coma
and a sappy spanish soap opera.
I am not writing you a tearjerking poem like I tend to at times like this-
about how "sorry" I am for not being good enough.
I don't need you
or any other guy to be happy.
You have girls lined up a mile down the road.
I am not going to waste...
I amnot going to write another heartbroken poem about you.
You deserve far less than that.
You're not getting a dramatic exit or any of my tears.
I'd rather waste them on a dead dog.
You're not worth a knife to my wrist
Or an icecream coma
and a sappy spanish soap opera.
I am not writing you a tearjerking poem like I tend to at times like this-
about how "sorry" I am for not being good enough.
I don't need you
or any other guy to be happy.
You have girls lined up a mile down the road.
I am not going to waste...
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Reconciliation
You make me want to hurt something
and you make me feel weak and tired
because I'm trying to be something I can never be.
Yours.
I remember being so angry
then looking into your eyes
or seeing your name pop up on my computerscreen-
I Surrender.
I can't stop these feelings,
no matter how enraged you make me.
You make me fall into your arms over and over.
because you make me feel so weightless
You make me smile the smile I hate
And all things about you seem virtuous.
I can't stay away.
This is my steadfastness.
and you make me feel weak and tired
because I'm trying to be something I can never be.
Yours.
I remember being so angry
then looking into your eyes
or seeing your name pop up on my computerscreen-
I Surrender.
I can't stop these feelings,
no matter how enraged you make me.
You make me fall into your arms over and over.
because you make me feel so weightless
You make me smile the smile I hate
And all things about you seem virtuous.
I can't stay away.
This is my steadfastness.
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This poem is actually your poem. You just don't realize it yet.
That's just shit.
I deleted everything I just stewed up.
And I'm not about to retype it-
so if you're reading this now,
feel free to imagine what I would have scripted
and write it in your own words.
Imagination comes
and imagination goes...
I deleted everything I just stewed up.
And I'm not about to retype it-
so if you're reading this now,
feel free to imagine what I would have scripted
and write it in your own words.
Imagination comes
and imagination goes...
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Hope for Hope
I don't feel like moving
let alone speaking
Yet I'm running away from my problems
Myself-assurance is leaking
Out of my shortcomings-
While inside my heartis shrieking.
I can never be what you wanted
and I'm feeling brainless because I flaunted
Something Ithought I had
but never had in the first place.
It'll always be her
and it'll alwaysburn no matter how many times it happens.
It's her before me
And that's permanently how it will be.
I'll just keep coming back.
And secretely hoping that the hope for hope in my face
Might...
let alone speaking
Yet I'm running away from my problems
Myself-assurance is leaking
Out of my shortcomings-
While inside my heartis shrieking.
I can never be what you wanted
and I'm feeling brainless because I flaunted
Something Ithought I had
but never had in the first place.
It'll always be her
and it'll alwaysburn no matter how many times it happens.
It's her before me
And that's permanently how it will be.
I'll just keep coming back.
And secretely hoping that the hope for hope in my face
Might...
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Everything about you
My face glows a magnificent scarlet when you look at me.
My heart flutters like a butterfly's when you touch my skin.
That smile that's so jagged and so un-perfect
I like to think of it as my smile...
You told me I make youlaugh when you're around me.
You make me lose my balance.
Your eyes are so beautiful
And green
Like the grass and like the trees
They're deep, but shallow
all in a swift blink of it.
You can see the blush on my face..
You can't hear my heart but if you could you would grin my way.
I fucking love everything about...
My heart flutters like a butterfly's when you touch my skin.
That smile that's so jagged and so un-perfect
I like to think of it as my smile...
You told me I make youlaugh when you're around me.
You make me lose my balance.
Your eyes are so beautiful
And green
Like the grass and like the trees
They're deep, but shallow
all in a swift blink of it.
You can see the blush on my face..
You can't hear my heart but if you could you would grin my way.
I fucking love everything about...
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Anarchy
Anarchist: a person who rebels against any authority,
established order,
or ruling power.
Let's gather around at this calling hour
Let's fuck the world
and everyone in it
Let's forget about the people running
and all those that are just oh so cunning
And the people who like to "commit"
to the government and all these idiots
who think they haveus controlled
and have us sold
on this bullshit they call theadministration.
It's all so stupid.
Let's give applause
to the brilliant chaos,
and reign free
against...
established order,
or ruling power.
Let's gather around at this calling hour
Let's fuck the world
and everyone in it
Let's forget about the people running
and all those that are just oh so cunning
And the people who like to "commit"
to the government and all these idiots
who think they haveus controlled
and have us sold
on this bullshit they call theadministration.
It's all so stupid.
Let's give applause
to the brilliant chaos,
and reign free
against...
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Is summer as great as our love?
The sun is bright in the sky
The leaves, they're blooming
The flowers, they'll try
while the thunder's booming
in the dark of the night in the Summer's time
And humming birds are batting their wings
and chirping their beautiful chime
Do you see others working out their kinks?
Do you see my hand in yours?
The smile on my face as vibrant as the sun-
We can forget about horrible chores-
If I could just run,
would you run away with me?
Our lives would be forever and ever...full of glee.
The leaves, they're blooming
The flowers, they'll try
while the thunder's booming
in the dark of the night in the Summer's time
And humming birds are batting their wings
and chirping their beautiful chime
Do you see others working out their kinks?
Do you see my hand in yours?
The smile on my face as vibrant as the sun-
We can forget about horrible chores-
If I could just run,
would you run away with me?
Our lives would be forever and ever...full of glee.
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Untitled
My mouth is stapled shut
my hands glued into fists
I'm screaming out to you
but you've taped your ears shut...
there's a woman down the street
who's sewing her lips together
and another who's taking a knife to her nostrils...
Why can't we live without our senses,
and follow our hearts...
instead of
feeling the sorrow
and hearing those words...
saying them back
or smelling the blood-
tasting that stinging taste of bitter defeat...
Is it just so hard to dull your senses,
and follow your heart...
my hands glued into fists
I'm screaming out to you
but you've taped your ears shut...
there's a woman down the street
who's sewing her lips together
and another who's taking a knife to her nostrils...
Why can't we live without our senses,
and follow our hearts...
instead of
feeling the sorrow
and hearing those words...
saying them back
or smelling the blood-
tasting that stinging taste of bitter defeat...
Is it just so hard to dull your senses,
and follow your heart...
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Letters to a broken soul
I need to find the words
to comfort youof your heartbreak.
I'd write you a single letter as long as a book
if it makes you forget what she did.
I'm never thinking of myself.
I find myself thinking of you too much,
more than I really should.
But still, what can I say?
I could say a variety of things
about how sorry I am she did that to you...
again...
Yes, she abused you.
She abused every part of you.
I'm sorry that she did that to you.
again.
I feel sympathy that you loved her so much
and she took advantage of...
to comfort youof your heartbreak.
I'd write you a single letter as long as a book
if it makes you forget what she did.
I'm never thinking of myself.
I find myself thinking of you too much,
more than I really should.
But still, what can I say?
I could say a variety of things
about how sorry I am she did that to you...
again...
Yes, she abused you.
She abused every part of you.
I'm sorry that she did that to you.
again.
I feel sympathy that you loved her so much
and she took advantage of...
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Step into my shoes
Am I being selfish?
Or am I just over reacting?
Am I really how I see myself?
Do I even know who I am?
There are so many questions
you would think I would know the answers to.
But I sit here baffled
as I stare at my face in this mirror.
The mirror is my enemy.
I rest my case.
Is it really the mirror
or is it my reflection in which the mirror deflects?
Do I want to hit the mirror or myself?
Because I hate them both.
I hate them so very much.
Or am I just over reacting?
Am I really how I see myself?
Do I even know who I am?
There are so many questions
you would think I would know the answers to.
But I sit here baffled
as I stare at my face in this mirror.
The mirror is my enemy.
I rest my case.
Is it really the mirror
or is it my reflection in which the mirror deflects?
Do I want to hit the mirror or myself?
Because I hate them both.
I hate them so very much.
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Detention
6 days of detention
all because I can't make it to school on time.
I'm dreading this next day
my 5th day
and before I even get there
I see you walking in too.
You take my breath away
with every word you mutter.
By every move you make
I don't think you know I admire you from afar.
You'rein the chair in front of me
directly in front of me
and I'm dying to talk to you
when you turn around
to ask for some caramel corn
just some damn caramel corn
and as I hand it to you
my hand grazes yours.
It's a small hand graze...
all because I can't make it to school on time.
I'm dreading this next day
my 5th day
and before I even get there
I see you walking in too.
You take my breath away
with every word you mutter.
By every move you make
I don't think you know I admire you from afar.
You'rein the chair in front of me
directly in front of me
and I'm dying to talk to you
when you turn around
to ask for some caramel corn
just some damn caramel corn
and as I hand it to you
my hand grazes yours.
It's a small hand graze...
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The Music II
Who needs a boyfriend
when you have your music?
He's the one who will bring you happiness
and heartbreak-
He's the one who is going to kiss you goodnight
before you drift off to sleep.
He's the one who's gonna put a smile on your face.
He's the one who will make you realize something big.
Or the one who can make you tap your foot (without the impatience)
Who else will speak to you when other people have no idea what you're talking about?
It's not Jimmy or Bob or Nick or Tim.
It's music, baby.
He's the only one you need when real...
when you have your music?
He's the one who will bring you happiness
and heartbreak-
He's the one who is going to kiss you goodnight
before you drift off to sleep.
He's the one who's gonna put a smile on your face.
He's the one who will make you realize something big.
Or the one who can make you tap your foot (without the impatience)
Who else will speak to you when other people have no idea what you're talking about?
It's not Jimmy or Bob or Nick or Tim.
It's music, baby.
He's the only one you need when real...
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